I felt fireworks when we first met
When your arms were close when your legs were close when your mouth was close

But I guess you didn’t feel it too

Hi. C.
I’ve been sick and hurt and sad and
When you disappear it makes me ache

You made me ache

My smiley toothache

Never my.

Laying flat with my
Toes up in the air I
Look out my window for
Some sense of you and I
Can’t help but think of
What home would be like if
Home was with you and if I
Was your wife but I
Hate thinking like that because
That’s just unrealistic
But I am unconscious and
I am unconditional

I will see you some night (I hope)
When your path finally chooses me and
When your touch is finally tangible
Manifested into my life like the
Light you’ve always given

Today is Thursday and
Today really hurts

Tomorrow I’m gonna have new eyes
A set of opaque glass magnifying reality

I wanna feel you all the time
Watch you memorize my spaces

Be my alphabet and I’ll be your soup
Our letters dancing on each other’s tongues like
Honey

You’ll find me on a carton of milk one day
My pouting lips luring you back into your memories

I plunge to last
Because
Nice girls never finish first

And here I am
Still waiting
For sleep
To
Come

New. Dawn. Fades.
I knew when you picked up the phone that
My memory would start to panic but
Even when a memory pops up
My new found sugar clouds
Keep this keep me calm.
If this was the loot then I am not mad and
I can reach out for swollen skies without
Being too ******* myself and and
You don’t drive me mad and and
The relief is divine.
Object of my affection,
Your pulse is pounding inside my
Stormy Sunday and
This. This was nice.