#zhanar
My smile is a just mask to hide my pain
My smiles is a just beautiful emotion to ignore the sadness.
Mar 29, 2025
Mar 29, 2025 at 3:45 PM UTC
If you respect me
I will take you the MOON.
If you disrespect me.
I will hate myself,
Mar 5, 2025
Mar 5, 2025 at 2:28 PM UTC
I loved him with my mind
I loved him with my heart
I loved him with my smile
I love him with my time.
I loved him with my breath.
I loved him with my dream.
But
He didn’t love me!
After it
I stopped to live with my dream and life.
Who created LOVE?
Jan 28, 2025
Jan 28, 2025 at 1:51 PM UTC
I drank my tear
It is not water
It is not liquid
It is sadness of the heart…
Oct 20, 2024
Oct 20, 2024 at 6:35 AM UTC
I hate myself
Really
Help me please
I am crying a lot
Sep 12, 2024
Sep 12, 2024 at 4:41 PM UTC
The nature’s mistake is I was born.
My mistake is I am still living.
Sep 12, 2024
Sep 12, 2024 at 4:40 PM UTC
I wanna be your angel
I wanna be your devil
I wanna be your time
I wanna be your line…
Jun 21, 2024
Jun 21, 2024 at 12:15 AM UTC
I am too tired
I know
Life is unfair
I know
Life is not beautiful
But
I am too tired.
I am too tired.
I am too tired
Please
Let me smile without any stops
May 16, 2024
May 16, 2024 at 3:46 PM UTC
Rain!
Cry please
Special for me
Cuz
I cry so much
Fog!
Disappear please
Special for me
Cuz
I disappear when I am sad
Wind!
Blow please
Special for me
Cuz
I am tired to hear a scream of my soul.
Apr 30, 2024
Apr 30, 2024 at 2:53 PM UTC
I am sorry
I hurt my soul
I broke my heart
I hit my bone
I said bad words to myself
I didn’t support myself
I didn’t care about myself
Just ignore good characters myself
Cuz
It was important some people’s comments…
Apr 11, 2024
Apr 11, 2024 at 2:48 AM UTC
My teardrop change into ice
My teardrop hide into my soul
My teardrop can’t talk can’t discover
It is too tough for me
What should I do?
Apr 8, 2024
Apr 8, 2024 at 11:19 AM UTC
I am not alone
My God is always with me
I am not alone
My Angels are always with me
I am not alone
My lucky is always with me
I am not alone
My wisdom is always with me
Just not good people are not with me
Lazy and brainless are not with me
Mar 27, 2024
Mar 27, 2024 at 1:10 AM UTC
Stop to hate yourself
Stop to break your heart
Stop to say bad words to yourself
Stop to ignore your dream
Stop to be so lazy
Stop to cry when you are upset
Nobody understands besides you
Mar 19, 2024
Mar 19, 2024 at 2:57 PM UTC
Dream is alive when aim is here
Dream is die when love is disappearing
Dream is beautiful when you respect yourself
Dream is ugly when you hate yourself
Remember
Dream is flower
Mar 19, 2024
Mar 19, 2024 at 2:54 PM UTC
Love me today
Not tomorrow
Tomorrow will be or not
I don’t know
Maybe I am not here
Don’t love after my death
I can’t feel it
Cuz My soul will fly out
Love me now
Today is not sure day
Love me right now
Cuz I am not stone
Mar 19, 2024
Mar 19, 2024 at 2:49 PM UTC
You know
Our heart needs love
But
Do you know
Our brain needs freedom
Our soul needs calmness
Our dream needs action
Our mind needs caring
Mar 1, 2024
Mar 1, 2024 at 10:45 PM UTC
Help me please
Help me please I couldn’t ignore their words
I want to be happy
I want to smile
Help me please
To ignore their poisonous words
Feb 28, 2024
Feb 28, 2024 at 11:44 PM UTC
I cried a lot
knowing that people are not people
Knowing that person is not person
They are just vampire who drinks someday's dream!
Feb 20, 2024
Feb 20, 2024 at 1:45 PM UTC
Person who has not money is not Poor
Person who has not a car is not Poor
Person who has not a big house is not Poor
Poor is
whose mind
Whose heart
Whose soul
Is too empty
Because they love gossiping
Feb 15, 2024
Feb 15, 2024 at 10:56 AM UTC
Why do I live?
If .nobody loves me!
If nobody appreciates me!
If nobody thinks about me!
If nobody says: " I love you!"
If nobody is proud of me!
Why
WERE I BORN?
WHY?
FOR WHAT
FOR WHOM
HOW I KNOW
Nov 16, 2023
Nov 16, 2023 at 11:40 AM UTC
We think about yesterday
We think about tomorrow
But
We don't think about Today.
Remember
Today will be tomorrow.
Today could be yesterday
Just appreciate- Today
Nov 12, 2023
Nov 12, 2023 at 6:27 AM UTC
Take care my poem.
Never die, please.
Take care my wisdom words
Never lie, please.
Nov 10, 2023
Nov 10, 2023 at 2:16 PM UTC
I open the door of happiness
I open the window of love
I close the way of sadness
Apr 9, 2023
Apr 9, 2023 at 2:27 PM UTC