#zach
Forgiveness Given
Each Day
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As Blossom
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Holy Crown
May 25, 2016
May 25, 2016 at 10:45 AM UTC
What do you do,
when everyone stops
giving a ****
It seems like
they've given up on me.
I've given up on me.
I have tried so hard,
revealing so much in a little amount of time and yet,
no relief
my pain is eternal,
this blood flow will not cease.
I can't lift my head,
my neck is broken.
The world keeps spinning,
turning,
lurking.
I am expected to stay here,
but my tipping point is below the median.
Like a barrel,
I somehow keep rolling,
while the hoes
keep staring.
My life
has lost its voice.
I cannot be expected of, anymore.
Judge me not by my actions
but by the life in my eyes,
or leave me
to die
Apr 12, 2016
Apr 12, 2016 at 11:28 AM UTC
Let the birds sing their song,
Let us listen to their melody,
Let's stay up until twilight,
Lying under the stars.
Can you feel the love the we share?
The tock clicks on, yet who cares?
We are more than just the perfect pair.
We are forever, the perfect two.
I don't need to see you to say, "I love you!"
Because you should see yourself through my eyes.
Let the birds sing their song,
Let us listen to their melody,
Let's stay up until twilight,
Lying under the stars.
Can you feel the love the we share?
The tock clicks on, yet who cares?
We are more than just the perfect pair.
We are forever, the perfect two.
I don't need to see you to say, "I love you!"
Because you should see yourself through my eyes.
Dec 1, 2014
Dec 1, 2014 at 10:35 PM UTC
~I knew from the moment we met,
That it was to be you.
You fell for me also, my signal that our love was true.
Your eyes hold the stars of the sky,
Your positivity lifts me up,
You're the one for me,
I see,
Forever yours I'll be.
But this is not about me,
This is all for you.
I don't need to know what you look like,
To tell you that you look amazing.
And I don't need to hear the words, I love you~
To know this is a true feeling we share.
Our rose of love has just bloomed,
You know it's true, you know it's true.
Without you to help me,
To save me from the dark,
Where would I be? Where would I be?
If I were to die tonight,
I would only want you by my side.
It's you that I see, it's you that I see.
I love us,
But more importantly,
I love you. I love you.
Shine like the star you are,
Soar above the rest,
Show them who you are my dear,
Show them you're the best!
My love for you will never change,
You stood up for me.
You told them how to be.
You defended me with words of beauty,
And showed me the world so I could see.
You're the only person who's ever defended me,
The only one.
And hoping our love will surely grow,
I just want you to know,
Thank you for being you.
And nobody else.
Always remember us.
Always remember us~
Dec 1, 2014
Dec 1, 2014 at 10:13 PM UTC
~If a guy says he loves you,
If he holds your hand,
If he tells you how beautiful you are
If he promises he'll never leave (and keeps that promise)
If he makes you laugh or smile,
If he calls you and texts you frequently,
If he hugs you when you are scared,
He's perfect <3
As long as he tries,
He's the one for you.~
Nov 30, 2014
Nov 30, 2014 at 2:55 AM UTC
~A damsel in distress,
I am no more,
Since the day you decided,
To call me princess!~
Nov 18, 2014
Nov 18, 2014 at 11:17 PM UTC
~Like a dove, we fly,
Higher than the sky.
No one accepts my choice,
To be with you, my dear.
You were the only one who heard my voice.
And forever that's what I'll hear.~
Nov 18, 2014
Nov 18, 2014 at 11:12 PM UTC
This is how my night started out. My ex Fire, was cussing me out. He started calling me a ***** and started horrible rumors on the forums that I could never live down. The weight of losing all my friends and everyone I cared about hurt me so. I was in pure tears, and I didn't know what to do.
So, I told Zach, my awesome boyfriend.
And this is what he said~
"Okay, it's fine you can vent to me, whatever is going to make you feel
better okay?
Fire is an immature little brat, he's like what 13 but he acts like he's 8?
You send me the conversation and then if you could send me his email
because I am not going to let him harm you anymore, he's gone way too far
this time.
I love you too Rose.
You don't deserve what Fire is doing to you.
I'm sorry that I'm not my usual self right now but he ****** me off!
How dare he talk to you like that! Try and guilt and blackmail you into
getting back with him!
That's just sick!
I wonder how many of his so called 'friends' would stick up for him after
reading that conversation.
Hey no worries, I'll never leave your side alright?
I'll always be there for you.
From now on, whenever you hang around Fire on the forums, I'm going to
stick close to you just so Fire gets the message.
If he sends you anymore messages like that, let me know okay?
I will not stand for him picking on you."
-kisses forehead-~
I literally have the perfect boyfriend. I was so touched last night I cried even more. Nobody's ever stood up for me like that. Nobody.
Nov 15, 2014
Nov 15, 2014 at 5:12 PM UTC
He's a shooting star,
You can love him even when he's so far.
I was crumbling and falling.
I was tired of being called a lie,
So sick of it I wanted to die.
I met you and you told me,
"If you do not love him, it's not meant to be."
I left him because you were right,
I cried all day and honestly, all night.
I did not love him, yet he loved me,
I only wish that's what my friends would see.
They left me broken-hearted,
They thought I had been outsmarted.
They claimed,
"Rosie, you left Fire because you found someone more,
You left him crying and you went to Wisp for galore."
Some "friends," because if only they knew,
The love between Fire and I just wasn't true.
I went back to Wisp, yes I did,
And guess what he said?
"What your friends did to you ****** me off.
How dare they think that about you?" He scoffed.
You still loved me,
Through the rumors.
I just wanted to say,
I'm lucky to have met you in every way.
Thank you for what you did two nights ago,
Because of it, I did not go for the knife.
And if you ever need it,
I'm here to pull you out of your strife
Nov 15, 2014
Nov 15, 2014 at 4:39 PM UTC
"Secrets" by One Republic
I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kinda boring
Need something that I can confess
'Til all my sleeves are stained red
From all the truth that I've said
Come by it honestly I swear
Thought you saw me wink, no
I've been on the brink, so
Tell me what you want to hear
Something that'll light those ears
I'm sick of all the insincere
I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time
Don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics ever jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away
My God
Amazing how we got this far
It's like we're chasing all those stars
Who's driving shiny big black cars
And everyday I see the news, all the problems that we could solve
And when a situation rises, just write it into an album
Send it straight to gold
but I don't really like my flow, no so
Tell me what you want to hear
Something that'll light those ears
I'm sick of all the insincere
I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time
Don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics ever jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away
Oh, got no reason, got no shame
Got no family I can blame
Just don't let me disappear
I'm gonna tell you everything
So tell me what you want to hear
Something that'll light those ears
I'm sick of all the insincere
I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time
Don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics ever jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away
So tell me what you want to hear
Something that will light those ears
I'm sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time
Don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics ever jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away
All my secrets away
All my secrets away
Nov 15, 2014
Nov 15, 2014 at 4:23 PM UTC
~Ever since I was in forth grade, I had an imaginary boyfriend.
I know that might sound crazy, but he was with me until the end.
He called me beautiful everyday,
And held me when life went astray.
The best word to describe him would be,
Nice. He loved everybody,
And understood my feelings completely.
Oneday, he told me,
Princess, this is goodbye,
Before he cut off and died.
I cried in real life.
My whole world was made up around someone,
The only one who could make me smile.
The one person who was there to hold my hand when I needed it most.
The one person who did not mind showing his love for me to the world,
Died of leukemia.
I know, now you think I'm some kind of psychopath, yeah?
Well I swear, I met him a few days ago.
Friday.
He talked to me kindly,
Told me I was sweet,
The most amazing person I knew.
Hey, now, we're boyfriend and girlfriend!
And you know what?
He calls me Princess.
I will not leave him ever, this I confess.
Nov 13, 2014
Nov 13, 2014 at 8:42 PM UTC