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I hope one day you get to
Recognize and value happiness,
With whoever it is, even if it's on your own.
I hope one day you get to
Get rid off of that hidden depression,
That drives you to multiple raves,
But only keeps you in haze.
I hope one day you get to
Accomplish the few dreams you told me,
And all of those you did not.
I hope one day you get to
Feel as happy as I'm hoping to be.
My heart would wish for you
To realize you want to be with me,
But I'm truly hoping to get a real love somewhere.
With whoever it is, even if it's on my own.
Jan 12, 2017
Jan 12, 2017 at 9:22 PM UTC
Let it be prismatic,
Make it enigmatic,
You can even let it be exotic,
Avoid allowing it to be toxic,
Don't be like an alcoholic,
And don't let it turn melancholic,
For god's sake make it romantic
But make it happen.
Nov 8, 2016
Nov 8, 2016 at 8:34 AM UTC
Let it be prismatic,
Make it enigmatic,
You can even let it be exotic,
Avoid allowing it to be toxic,
Don't be like an alcoholic,
And don't let it turn melancholic,
For god's sake make it romantic
But make it happen.
Nov 8, 2016
Nov 8, 2016 at 8:30 AM UTC
Let's all raise our glass,
A small toast for those poor souls,
Let's drink for our lost friends,
Lost in the idea of loving a fool.
A second for the Second,
Stolen stares for the Second,
Empty promises for the Second,
Rapid kisses for the Second.
We all know now,
Being the Second Lover,
Will bring nothing but despair
Let's all not forget their sacrifice,
We all need a cautionary tale.
Nov 8, 2016
Nov 8, 2016 at 8:20 AM UTC
It is all about the memories,
That like the dreams we fail,
And the thoughts we will not share,
They drain and slip through our fingertips.
Waking up from a sad dream,
One we would love to forget,
But love induced sadness,
It is hard one to get rid of.
The dawn rises synching with your chest
Your eyes shining from the watery tears,
And your mind is playing games,
It feels as if you are together,
Then reality and the dream world collide.
And you are staring through the window,
All alone.
It is all about the memories,
Those we keep close to our hearts,
Close enough to make us feel alive,
Close enough to let them hurt us.
That like the dreams we fail,
We forget and never go for them again,
Ashamed of the idea of fulfilling them,
Too frightened to share them.
And the thoughts we will not share,
They are rotting in our veins,
Growing hungry inside their lair,
Waiting for a chance to escape.
Nov 8, 2016
Nov 8, 2016 at 8:13 AM UTC
Small, unnoticed,
Just a flicker in your chest,
Not enough to realize.
How long has it been since you felt it last?
Grand, unpredicted,
Exploding lights in my chest,
Dumb enough to realize.
How long can I last without feeling it again?
You say it's better to scare it off,
I say it's better to face it off,
Don't you think, that I know,
How bad is this for my own?
You realize,
And you decide,
That my wings shoud be shaved off.
While all I want,
Is our wings to fly together.
If I'm a silly butterfly,
I hope he is drums and fireworks on the rain
Sep 29, 2016
Sep 29, 2016 at 4:22 PM UTC
I have to face,
That its his face,
The one you can't stop thinking of.
That you are written,
With fire in my heart,
And I'm written,
With chalk in your heart.
That you are as faithful,
To your words,
As you are to your love.
I'm biding my heart,
For a couple of minutes.
Sep 29, 2016
Sep 29, 2016 at 4:02 PM UTC
How many times,
Has my heart been broken,
By your words and your promises,
So hollow,
They resemble to my heart.
It ain't hard to believe,
That you caught me again,
Fooled me once more,
Played your games,
And ended up loosing any way.
Sep 29, 2016
Sep 29, 2016 at 3:54 PM UTC
Tirelessly, waiting,
For another week or so.
Listening to the silly advice,
That true love comes only for,
Those who wait.
All it takes is a word from him
A romantic speech,
A caring phrase,
To keep me hanging,
To this weird love.
I've been waiting, for him,
To be my true love,
Or the real one to show,
But it seems as if,
Whoever it is,
Still thrives for another.
I dream of his voice,
Whispering in my ear,
All those words,
I long to hear.
The feeling of kisses given,
Makes my heart drum,
Like with no other.
I could wait on,
But I can't keep following,
This old advice,
It leaves me cold,
When all I want is your heat.
Why should we keep on waiting?
I'm done with complications,
Be with me.
Aug 21, 2016
Aug 21, 2016 at 12:38 PM UTC
It turns exhausting
Over and over again
With no change at all.
Why don't you hate me?
God knows I hate this feeling
Of never being enough
To turn my dreams into reality
And dissolve my nightmares
In oblivion.
I can't be the other
I want to be your lover
But that's work for another.
My heart keeps beating
Like a broken record.
So stupid
That it keeps loving you
After all the waiting,
All the hurting,
With no change at all.
Over and over.
Aug 18, 2016
Aug 18, 2016 at 11:52 PM UTC
For those fortunate hearts
Who ignore the feeling
And for those unfortunate ones
Who impose the feeling
You'll know.
It is like forgetting the lyrics
Of your favourite song.
It is like having a cough
That just won't give up.
It is like every punch in the face
You've ever had and will ever have.
It is like forgetting midsentence
The last line of your essence.
It is like not being able to draw
What seemed perfect in your mind.
It is like the feeling you get
When you are strucked by the wind.
It is like spilling something
In your favourite shirt.
It is like a deep ache
You can't locate.
It is like loosing the last piece
Of a 1000 pieces puzzle.
It feels like falling
Without an end nor beginning
If you love someone who won't love you back.
You'll know.
It feels like everything you can think of.
Except for being loved back.
Aug 5, 2016
Aug 5, 2016 at 1:22 AM UTC
It's raining on my face
Humid roots
Growing through my cheekbones
Cyclones of joy and sorrow
Of desire and confusion
Streams of love
And puddles of defeat.
A tender clash
Reuninting sensations
That weren't supposed to meet
A crash for your decisions
And all my fears
But a strike like this
Has never feel better.
I swear my intention's not to deceive
Nor to turn your heart upside down.
A wreck of emotions
Surrounding me,
Surrounding us.
But your eyes are the sunshine
To this raging storm
That comes within me
And I can't help but strive
For the love I know gone
But hope for its return.
Aug 1, 2016
Aug 1, 2016 at 1:04 AM UTC
I woke up
With last night's dream
Still in my head.
With your voice and touch
With your eyes and smile
In my mind
With everything I know
Will never have again.
With the feeling of your lips
Against mine
With the taste of them
With your laugh,
I felt happiness
Once again.
I had a dream
Where you were mine
And I was yours
All I wanted
I had.
I woke up
With last night's dream
Still in my head.
With a broken heart
Without you.
Jul 24, 2016
Jul 24, 2016 at 11:18 AM UTC
You ached me today
Like you haven't done before
It was a different aching
One that's almost unnoticed
The one that lingers in your mind
With all the things you want
And will never have.
A rare aching
Like a longing
For someone you miss
You ached me today
As if I needed what you always do
But haven't done in years
I missed your presence
Your voice.
Like you ache for something
That's back to your life
But not as you wanted.
Jul 19, 2016
Jul 19, 2016 at 12:17 AM UTC
I have to ask
How's he better than me?
Why did you chose him,
Instead of me?
I don't want to know,
Cause it'll break my heart,
You won't say it,
And I won't mention it,
But we both know
He's better than me.
He's got something
You won't let go,
Something brighter
Something better
I have to ask,
Will you be mine again?
Jul 11, 2016
Jul 11, 2016 at 7:47 PM UTC
You were mine, once,
A long time ago,
So long your taste has left me,
But not long enough,
For my love to leave me.
You were mine, once,
You held me so tight,
That my broken heart mended,
But not tight enough,
For my heart to stop needing you.
You were mine, once,
I loved you so much,
That my soul felt at home with yours,
But not much enough,
For your soul to stay.
You were mine, once,
A long time ago,
When you held me so tight,
That I couldn't help to love you.
But now,
You are somebody else's.
Jul 10, 2016
Jul 10, 2016 at 10:30 PM UTC
Raindrops wail
And thunders shutter,
As my heart fears to fail
And my mouth begins to stutter.
Lightnings flash
And static grows,
As my feelings slowly crash
And deception comes.
There is a storm in my heart
A hurricane at my soul
And your name on my lips.
Jul 5, 2016
Jul 5, 2016 at 1:45 AM UTC
Back away
Trace your steps
Turn around
And rewind your words.
Leave by yourself
Just like you have done before
Go and grasp your new love
For I am to weak to deny you again.
Don't come back
Even if I plead you to
Disappear once more,
You know how to do it.
Stop haunting me
Keep your distance
If you come any closer
I won't be able to control myself.
If you don't leave
I'll fall once again
Like I have done before
I'm not strong enough
To keep unloving you.
Jun 17, 2016
Jun 17, 2016 at 11:50 PM UTC
Nostalgia,
Would you keep me warm at night?
Not with tears,
But with embrace.
Nostalgia,
Would you make me feel again?
Not this sadness all over again
I want madness pure and loving.
Nostalgia,
Would you take me for a ride?
Not down Memory lane,
Take me someplace I can't name.
Nostalgia,
Could you bring him back to me?
Apr 12, 2016
Apr 12, 2016 at 3:23 AM UTC
It wakes me in the morning
The song you dedicated
Now some would say this is obsession
But I beg to disagree
My mind knows well that you are his
But my heart keeps you near
And I'm sorry for the inconvinience
I swear I've tried to unlove you
And I've tried to ignore you and forget you
But my heart keeps on betting on you
We both know you'll never read
All the poems I lay here,
So grant me this reception
It's all I got from your deception.
Apr 12, 2016
Apr 12, 2016 at 3:01 AM UTC
I wanted to say I needed you,
That my minds drags you like an old toy.
And that you won't spare me a thought,
Not even if your life depended on it.
That I hate you so much,
For breaking me like that.
And pretending like I never existed.
That it angers me.
How much I believed those brown eyes.
And fall for all now I know were lies.
That it breaks me even more,
To think about us,
And remember you everyday.
That you are a ghost that haunts me,
Everywhere I go and everyhow I feel.
That the image of you both together,
Is the center of every nightmare I have.
That it fills me with rage,
How I still fall for you,
And your sick games of power.
That I hate just how much I think of you,
But what I truly hate,
Is my inability to hate you.
I wanted you to know
Cause the silence is defeaning,
And this feeling overwhelming.
Apr 12, 2016
Apr 12, 2016 at 2:44 AM UTC
Why does my mind keeps wandering,
To the curves of your eyes,
And the pitch of your voice?
Why does my heart keep aching,
To an old photograph,
And a corner at a park?
Why does my lips keep recalling,
To a first kiss in a bench,
And a farewell that still lasts?
Why does my mind keeps trying,
To forget your face and your pace,
And still think of you each day?
Apr 12, 2016
Apr 12, 2016 at 2:32 AM UTC
Fourteen days
And I knew I liked you
Fourteenth
It all began
Fourteen times
I followed you
Fourteen days
You ignored me
Fourteen texts
You read
Fourteen lies
I believed
Fourteen dreams
You shattered
Fourteen times
I think of you each day
Fourteen months
Since the last I saw you.
Apr 12, 2016
Apr 12, 2016 at 2:22 AM UTC
I want you to love me
I need you to love me
Calm me
Don't haunt me
Make me whole again.
Don't just pop
And dissappear
Since a word from your lips
Will keep me on my knees
You may go
And be with him
Love him the way
I want you to
Love me
You may come
And make me cry
Then just leave
Without a lead
All I wish is
You could take off
With my memories
Whipe my mind
Hand me my heart back
But all I crave for
Is for your love
Your tender touch
And your voice
In my ears
Filling my heart
Making me feel joy
But all there is
Is what it was
And all there was
Is now there gone
With you.
Feb 25, 2016
Feb 25, 2016 at 10:31 PM UTC
I keep running every day
To avoid the ghosts,
Being careful with what I say
And with everything I thought of.
Mantaining busy my mind
Working
Eating
Drinking
Expecting
To someone kind
Who can stop me
From crying
But my heart is
A brainless fool
That keeps looking for you
Everywhere I see,
That keeps whispering
Your name
Between sighs,
Yet still inside
There's nowhere
To hide.
Feb 25, 2016
Feb 25, 2016 at 8:52 PM UTC