#yruamac
Soft shades glimmer on my darker skin,
Sing me songs til days end,
I can not be anymore than I am and I will not be anything I am not,
I see they admire my pace
Even after I'm tired and withered from life's race
So these days I smile in the many faces of uncertainty,
Feeling less cursed and more blessed, Feeling less hurt and more whole,
Yes,
I still sit in spaces between time Pondering it all...
While pure devotion
Keeps me grounded and sane,
And yes I know my ramblings mean Nothing to you
But the ones who see colors
Understand the sentences
Of little bird red
With dashes of blue
Aug 25, 2018
Aug 25, 2018 at 4:51 PM UTC
Flowing with the moon and stars below my feet, I call out for you with no guarantee, seven letters all at once describe me and it’s cool if you wanna just call me King, I never was type to go around and kiss any rings..unformed lips..or ***** of enemies, I been yo favorite capital seventh letter of the alphabet way before Lebron got his first ring, and ever since I jumped off the porch a ***** feel like he been ballin harder than the legendary 23, don’t try to pick my mind or **** my vibe cause lil bro a shooter regardless of the day or time, and I never fancied the complete thought of having you as mine cause everything belongs to the game but it warms me to see your smile some time, I recall when you were the only one who didn’t think I was outta my mind or that I had lost my marbles..soothing the visible pain loathing in my eyes, I often think of you as a magnificent butterfly, that visits my garden to make sure my flowers are still alive, girl it’s the year of the seven..I know you clock me like time, so let’s continue to grow and one day you can mix your seeds with mine…you know that’s always fine with me, lamb told me I was born to be King and that I shouldn’t play with sorcery, but even Kings fall to mischievous things outside the basic concepts of a fancy reality, at day’s end I’m only a human being with a beating heart and eyes full of liquid dreams, I know you might see me as more than I am but to keep it a Thouxand..I’m only just being me, and there’s so much more to this than what you read, it’s my growth as a creative and a real human being, so I hope your eyes always see me and you know I’ll always hold you as the person who held me while the world was tryna crush my dreams
Feb 9, 2017
Feb 9, 2017 at 1:34 AM UTC
Where time
Has no face
And my heart
Has no place
I lie in dreams
Wide awake,
Succumb to the feeling
Of what
Once was
I remember how
You used to smile
In the space
Of pure love,
Back before
I knew any pain
And before
I promised you
I'd be back again
We loved
In a place
Where the sun shined
Even when it rained,
I wish
I could go back
Most days
But tomorrow
Isn't yesterday
And I can't stop
Your eyes from glowing
For a different face,
Remember
In our space
Between solar systems
And how tomorrow
Was one step closer
To fulfilling our vision
And the days
Were never complete
If one of us was missing
You were my sunshine
And I was
The piece of the puzzle
You were missing,
A pure heart
With the best intentions
I made foolish decisions
That interrupted
The time & space
Where we had been living..
It's funny
How as humans
We live & learn
In this time we're permitted
And there's no going back
To change any moment
You were given,
We were young
And in love
In a place
Where
Time had no face...
But like the
Sun & the Moon
Our souls
Will always be
In the same space
Even if our hearts
Are in a different place
Jul 24, 2016
Jul 24, 2016 at 2:28 AM UTC
As new shades of green
Wash over me
I realize
That I've grown so far
From the boy
I used to be,
The black butterfly
With rainbow wings
And a essence of beauty
That goes farther
Than what
The eyes can see,
And these days
I like to collect
All my sleep..
I don't toss and turn
Cause your
In my dreams
I guess you can say
My heart
Is done with thē
Nostalgic pain
That the memories
Used to bring,
So as I grow
And let these
New shades of green
Wash over me
I can only look
To fall more in love
With these new levels
Of growth
That represent me
Jul 8, 2016
Jul 8, 2016 at 7:17 PM UTC
Touch my soul
Feel my words
Let's melt into one
To soar higher than birds,
Your elegant moves
And vivacious smile
Have me in a trance
So I'll stay for a while,
To watch your body twist
And turn so smoothly
Has my mind racing
But my heart is moving
All I ask is that you do me
Like I'm the greatest one
You've come to love
And in return I'll kiss you
Like your the only girl
I'll ever love
So as we spend the night
Melting into each other
I hope my love
Heals your soul
And makes your heart flutter
Now you know that
This healing comes with a price
So when the sun rises
I'll be gone like the night
Apr 30, 2016
Apr 30, 2016 at 1:53 PM UTC
As we age and realize
That we want more
Than what's just
Before our eyes
It's not just money
Or having material possessions
It's having reasons to smile
And something to look forward to
At day's end
Life's not about
Working until your too old to work
And it's not about
Having more money or things
Than those you know & don't
I believe we were all put here
To enjoy and love each other
And see things
That fascinate our minds
And soothe our souls
So don't let the created flow
Of society corrupt
Your natural being
And never let the words of others
Influence your perception
Cause we're all just here
Trying to make our existence useful
And make our parents proud
Apr 7, 2016
Apr 7, 2016 at 8:54 PM UTC
Sweet kisses
From beyond
What my eyes can see
I hear her voice
In my spare
Time & space
And when I
Look up at the sky
I can’t help
But see her face,
People asking
Where’s my minds at
But all I can tell them
Is where my minds been
I’m trying
Not to float off
In the wind
Building up
A empire
From nothing but
Love & **** stems,
And I don’t even smoke
Like once did
My sanity is too questionable..
And if I’m not
What’s best for you
Then I don’t want
What’s left of you
Cause life
Won’t be the same
I’ll spend days
On end
Trying not to wreck
My brain
But at least
You can’t drive me insane
Because
I’m already off the deep end
Missing the days
When I was
Just a kid
High
Off an assortment of drugs
Living life
For more than
Just kisses & hugs
And if I put it
In her mouth she’d
Swallow me like I was her drugs,
Before the love
I knew nothing
But darkness
So much
Conflict
Within myself
And I used drugs
As a temporary fix
But I could never escape my mind..
Constantly
Floating through time
Tears in my moms eyes
Cause she realized
That I’d
Lost my mind,
I wish I could tell you
Where I lost it
But when
Your in such a deep dark pit
That you start
To see shadow men
You give up
The search of
Trying to find it..
And what’s crazy is
That I’m back again
The young Rager
In the flesh
Looking for a substance
To drown in
Cause life weighs you down
When your destined
For the crown
But your so far down
That you
Have to look up
Just to see the ground,
Your the saddest
You’ve ever been
And nothing
Can save you
This time kid..
So wear your Vans
And grow your hair
Find strength
In your sadness
Or you’ll
Never go anywhere
Mar 27, 2016
Mar 27, 2016 at 3:59 AM UTC
Push away from the land you know
And set sail for paradise
Where nothing
Gets to you and people smile
Like everyday's Friday
The skies always baby blue
Unless its night
Where Mother Moon watches over you
The world is silent & pleasant
While fireflies
Flutter in the distance
And you can look in her eyes
And kiss her soul
Without drowning
In her so much
The thought of this land
Compels this empty vessel
Of a man
Who's head is on backward
And who's heart
Is fragile to touch
Feb 2, 2016
Feb 2, 2016 at 6:25 PM UTC
Tick tock
Ding ding
Tick tock
Ding ding..
Your eyes
Are the deepest
Like the vast
Depths of the
Universe
Your smile
Is heart warming
Like hanging out
Under the sun
Your made of
Such beauty
Not only
Your looks
But even your mind
Can move me
And
As my heart
Races
And
My mind
Loses its pace
I look
Up at the stars
And
See nothing
But your face
Tick tock
Ding ding
Tick tock
Ding ding
The clock goes..
As I count
The minutes
Like sleep
Just to get another peak
At the most beautiful
Butterfly, that
I've ever seen
In this
Fragile world
Of blue & green
I just want
You & I
To dance
Til we can't
Feel our feet
And love
Til our hearts
Don't beat
Every moment
So unforeseen
Infinite love
Like a song
On repeat
Singing
The sweetest melody
As
The clock goes..
Tick tock
Ding ding
Tick tock
Ding ding
Dec 18, 2015
Dec 18, 2015 at 5:16 AM UTC
Where did you come from
And why are you here
Smiling from ear to ear
And speaking
Ever so softly
You can't be from here
Where did you come from
And why did you come here
Was it to allure me
With your smile
And illuminate
My soul, my dear
I have no fear
I feel it all
With my heart
And in my eyes
You can see
All my years
I've never met
A soul
That illuminates like yours
So I figure
You have to be
From far away from here
I know where your from
And why your here
Your eyes tell it all
And your heart beat
Is clear
Your the girl
From the moon
Who sings sad tunes
And loves way too hard
Call you sweet golden
In June
You came from the moon
To save this Wzrd
From his doom
With eyes like sky
And a vibe
Like no one he knew
They say Love always prevails
In this world full of doom
So know I'll love you forever
My girl from the moon
Jan 24, 2016
Jan 24, 2016 at 7:19 AM UTC
I must forget
The softness of
Your skin against mine
I must forget
How delicate
Your lips are
I must forget
How you like
Your neck kissed
And how
You make my
Heart
Do backflips
I must forget
How bright
Your eyes are
I must forget
All the nights
We spent
Exploring each other
Like new lands
While are hearts
Intangled
Ohhh man
Why must I forget
All the percious
Time we spent
Talking til sun rise
Feeling
So many butterflies
Fireworks in your eyes
Ohhh me ohhh my
You made
My soul want to fly
But I must forget
So my sanity
Can stay at
Or above 10
Because days without you
Feel so blue
Even when
I'm surrounded by yellow
I can't help
But think of you
So I must forget
Because living
With the memories of you
Just ain't cutting it
I need You to love me
And this is why
I must forget
Jan 28, 2016
Jan 28, 2016 at 12:31 AM UTC