When I felt
You were gone
I decided to go back
What we called our road
Just to feel you and us
Once again
For the last time.

Road back

its been more than a day
yet it feels longer than that
re-thought
re-touched
re-done
everything still reminds me of you
and i know its bad 
when the music doesn't help

when the music dosen't help

it's Thanksgiving
and the only thing I'm thankful for
is the alcohol in my blood stream
suppressing my thoughts
and silencing my screams

it's Thanksgiving 
and I wish I could be thankful
you're gone
but I'd really only ever be *thankful*
if you had never entered my life at all