#yearned
So untamed, it
Blows
So surged, it
Howls
So wrapped, it
Unfurls
There swirls thee stumbled
Here narrows the gate of nestle
Drizzles are drown
too subtle to afloat,
Stormy navy sky's gone
too distant from home.
Only yearned Thatness.
The grounded drop took a leap
into the sky soars the azure
into the sunray flows the torrid
As the rain not yet make its curtain call,
is the next symphony coming?
Summer sundown sinks me in subtle
Here I heard a cuckoo
Sep 26, 2025
Sep 26, 2025 at 12:43 PM UTC
Hurt , alone , and taken away
I had no say
I only had them , the gray walls
The prison in my mind , I try to take my time so I could stall
Maybe if I close my eyes and blink , I'll be home again.
Suddenly I'm surrounded by a group of people in a circle and a shrink is asking me , "When?"
When did my life take a turn for the worst?
I stare into silence because I'm afraid if I talk my tears will burst.
I can't control anything at all
I've been here the remaining of the summer and most of the fall.
The drama did not dissipate
It only allowed in more hate.
No one is to be trusted that lesson was will learned.
I wish I had the smiles of the one's I loved and the smell of fresh cut grass oh how I yearned
Hope is what drove me like a well oiled machine.
I would do what they told me to , whether it was to stay in step or to clean.
I couldn't ever have imagined the feeling of freedom I once had and how different it is to be gone.
I'll never take for granted the ability to talk to my family , to wear what I choose , or the beautiful colors the sun creates at dawn.
In the end I did what I had to
I just wish you only knew.
Apr 30, 2018
Apr 30, 2018 at 11:31 AM UTC
Given, and received
a pinnacle, achieved
not understanding love
as heart and soul, deceived
Ever is love feared
sacred, and yet scared
feeling something new
and never, quite prepared
What is once released
most often, won't return
realizing what, was lost
is exactly, what was yearned
Nov 29, 2017
Nov 29, 2017 at 1:03 PM UTC
I wanted you...
But you said you couldn't choose
I gave you love not expecting any in return
While she yearned for more than just your affection
I provided you with a solid, reliable ground
But you desired an earthquake
You wanted her...
May 3, 2016
May 3, 2016 at 12:03 AM UTC
I saw you
then
I adored you
then
I loved you
then
I missed you
then
I yearned for you
And now
I'm scared
because
I feel like
I'm starting
to hate you
Feb 5, 2015
Feb 5, 2015 at 3:59 AM UTC