#wui
my love, my sweet, this pulsing beat
ringing in my ears
a heartbeat in my stomach
head heavy and d r a g g i n g
nodding out, nodding off
getting off
she did
who did?
jill, jacking off
hijack my life
jumpstart my words
I am plugged in
ready for the ride
shaking fits, out of control
can't help it
help me
things are spinning X
i guess this is why they call me
blackout girl
May 31, 2018
May 31, 2018 at 10:32 AM UTC
sometimes, when I seem to be staring at you
... I'm not.
if you see me **** and look a little embarrassed
it's because I'm back from wherever I've been
lately, I've been spending quite a bit of time there, instead of here.
"Which gives me furiously to think.."
is where I've been actually where I'm supposed to be
and this is where I'm not?
sometimes I strain to hear your footsteps,
echoing silently on the cracked walls of my broken heart,
causing tremors under the waters of a teary sea
a tsunami on the shores of a soul that doesn't belong to me
if love grows stronger through trials,
then the structures that hide in
caverns of my mind
are the work
or the brainchild of a sociopath with a broken smile
Sep 17, 2018
Sep 17, 2018 at 3:33 PM UTC
Alcohol, my friend
Help drown me, end my torment
But I'm a swimmer
May 3, 2017
May 3, 2017 at 9:08 PM UTC
I understand that
I can't please all of you
all the time
So all I can ask you is this...
If your gonna hate me
Hate me for the truth
That I am
Not the lies
That I might be
Aug 21, 2016
Aug 21, 2016 at 4:11 AM UTC