#wornout
Feeling mighty
Feeling mighty fine
Mighty fine and thin
Thin and all worn out
All worn out and heavy
Bellied ordinary
Dense and not too smart
Frayed and torn apart
Feeling barely able
Translucent and unstable
Underwhelming, overwired
Saggy skin of a bad liar
Feeling crowded, also lonely
Feeling trapped inside my body
Like I’d leave it all behind
Like I’d pulverize my mind
Like a shellfish, dumb and selfish,
Only focused on my needs
Though I’ve always had my feed
Politely asking to be freed
From this self that I perceive
Feb 16
Feb 16, 2026 at 9:28 PM UTC
The last green leaf on the tree
And the labor-and-delivery nurse at hour eleven,
The ancient peeling bathroom wallpaper
And the old dog,
The third shift gas station attendant
And the 20-year-old converse at the back of the closet,
The moon in the morning
And the sun at night,
And me.
Sep 18, 2025
Sep 18, 2025 at 9:44 PM UTC
Numb
Beating my head like a pounding drum
Numb
Not stupid, not dumb
Just numb
Nothing to do but twiddle my thumbs
Numb
I'm so done
Numb
It's grown to an awful hum
All I am is Numb
Jan 29, 2019
Jan 29, 2019 at 11:53 PM UTC
I gotta do something against
The pressure I am putting on myself
I can't bear this weight on my chest
I need to break free and to rest.
Outside
Of all
Them
Senseless
EXPECTATIONS
Jan 19, 2019
Jan 19, 2019 at 7:18 AM UTC
You must,
You just must surround yourself with people who respect you,
Give regard to those who do not
The path down the hill of contempt
Is one not well-kept
You might hear this often
I do,
I guess I know it’s a lot easier to write this
than to do
But once you leave,
you will feel free
Your company should never make
You feel hostile and trapped
You’re worn out and
It’s uneasy and uncomfortable
You don’t need an explanation to leave
Havoc and abhorrence
That’s they’re own doing
There may never be a consolation to these type
Of toxic relationships
But that’s the beauty of free-will
You are in charge of ones discretion
It may be unrequited, unsettling for them
But think about you now
Liberate yourself
Respect yourself
…
let them go
& now, be free
Oct 12, 2018
Oct 12, 2018 at 9:28 PM UTC
I've tried time & time again ,
Tried making everything right.
Tried fighting the good fight in myself , thinking it'll all be okay ;thinking that one day you'll love me for me or even love that I'm all about being alone then actually committing to somebody...
I live this dark struggle of life struggling mother, no father , unexplained ailments & falling disorders ; this life will never be easy as I try cry & pretend to be happy when I'm just dying inside hoping to go on one day to world of spirits but I'm not gonna quit until I feel happy
Happy not only for me but those around me & that the right one will find me & Turn these dark struggles into dust lines & calm that rough storm brewing inside of me ...
~Chilled
Aug 26, 2017
Aug 26, 2017 at 4:49 PM UTC
And I don't know if I can do it anymore
Water is calling to soak up my body
To float and be free
No gravity
It would feel like I was floating
Dead.
could be dead in the water
Mar 28, 2016
Mar 28, 2016 at 11:24 PM UTC
Not a thing matters
when you waste your life in bed
Not a thing matters
when your mental shocks are dead
Not a thing matter
when you've nearly lost your head
Not a thing matters
when there's nothing left to shed
c.b.
May 31, 2015
May 31, 2015 at 4:55 PM UTC
close your eyes
and you'll understand
what i see
and what i am
to be nothing
to see nothing
to feel nothing
May 26, 2015
May 26, 2015 at 6:04 PM UTC
life is all about perspective
what have I done?
maintain my sanity.
optimistic.
polite.
worn out, burnout
worry about
control.
so different.
I am a daughter
I adjust as needed
Nov 10, 2014
Nov 10, 2014 at 1:39 PM UTC
A strong weariness
has taken over the worn out shell
that is my own
no amount of rest
can cure
As each day passes
more reasons will be made
to give into temptation
and revert to old habits
from simpler times
Though these thoughts will linger
they will be nothing more
than faint whispers through the night
If these days find ways
to go on
than I
must do the same
Aug 11, 2014
Aug 11, 2014 at 3:54 PM UTC
Life is not running smoothly at the moment.
I feel alone, directionless and desperate.
I am worn out, emotionally and physically.
Sometimes the burden of “keeping myself safe” is too heavy.
It is asking too much of me to “manage” all of...
the follies,
the nightmares,
the triggers,
the shame,
the embarrassment,
the rage
the internal voices
who scream
and cry
and rage…
all with no support.
It is too much!
And trying to avoid all of that **** is like avoiding breathing,
which I would not mind doing right now.
Something has to give.
There is only so much
one person can deal with
day in and day out
every single day and night!
There is only so much!
I am not equipped to handle an entire Pie of Crazy
Jul 27, 2014
Jul 27, 2014 at 6:31 PM UTC
I'm just done.
Today was lame.
It being never ending.
So, I am finished.
No more.
The end.
Goodbye.
Glad it's over.
Never to experience it again.
Too much ******** from everyone.
Nothing wanted to work.
A screaming grumpy kid.
With copious amount of lack of sleep.
I am just done.
This isn't a cry for help.
or me begging for attention.
I am just done with today.
Mar 22, 2014
Mar 22, 2014 at 11:39 PM UTC