#workingonit
deafandblind
deafandblind
deafandblind since the day i turned nine but
coping.
getting there.
working on it.
Dec 30, 2021
Dec 30, 2021 at 10:08 PM UTC
I scream at her.
I tell her she's ugly
And too loyal,
That she doesn't work hard enough.
She is not enough.
She is nothing.
I wail at her
That she is too open,
Too soft,
Too forgiving.
That everything she gets
She deserves.
I scream awful tears and hit her.
She shatters-
I stare at my bloodied hands and broken mirror.
I am nothing.
Apr 3, 2018
Apr 3, 2018 at 9:46 PM UTC
This morning, it was hard for me to get out of bed.
I was so tired,
I was so willing to lay down,
Rest,
And give up
But I didn’t.
I got out of bed,
Got dressed,
And got ready for school
Most people only think about the war that comes with depression and anxiety
They don’t tell you about the many little battles
Battles I’m learning to overcome
They’re not easy battles,
But for the first time in a long time,
This morning,
I won.
Feb 2, 2016
Feb 2, 2016 at 1:15 PM UTC
A beautiful flower
perfection
Yet, it still drowns
with too much rain.
Too much power casts a shadow
Even a perfect flower
wilts the same.
There is no ignoring a diseased garden,
that is riddled with pain.
I am that garden
that rain
that shadow.
Afraid I will **** you,
my perfect flower,
in just the same way.
Jan 13, 2015
Jan 13, 2015 at 2:35 PM UTC