#wintergirl
bone chilling moments
aren't what they seem to be.
my body resembles a corpse,
freezing to the tips of my toes,
with an ice cold heart
beating just enough to keep me alive.
i'm a dead girl walking,
littered in lanugo and
blue bruised, broken ribs,
and paper thin skin
caving in on itself
as if collapsing is inevitable.
bile inhabits my stomach,
yet hunger will always be
the second most important anyway.
pink, swollen cheeks are
replaced by hollow caverns
not even bears want to enter.
"i am an iceberg drifting to
the edge of the map,"
a girl who wants to be real-
but can't.
the blizzard winds in my head
have become too heavy to thaw out
and i can slowly feel my carcass of a body
cast away with the rest of my past.
i am gone.
i am free.
Oct 21, 2017
Oct 21, 2017 at 6:50 PM UTC
And the problem is
No one's a wintergirl forever
For in this wintergirl wasteland
You either thaw
Or freeze.
We're all stuck.
Jul 6, 2014
Jul 6, 2014 at 3:20 PM UTC