#wilting
~for all who stuck with me, through fat (long) and skinny(short) for a lotta years & poems~
it strikes me that this poem #3000Aa,
deserves a marking, a nat-notation,
why? why not? it’s just another scrip,
another chapter, another fini,
une autre “lippy,”
I fin~ed it not~sonnet~odd that
‘cog decline’
resurfaces at this particular Pearly Gate,
this peninsula’s penitent entrant to my
next to lasting everlasting
even to taciturn me,
astonishing, to my nexus of another
thous& +
one more;
this!
poetic lead-in into this my,
resting chambered,
dug by his/you/mine own~ed hands
that/they sing,
“with open hands,”
wizened, and open to clapping shut,
the fancy word for otherwise/poetically/known/
as (o/p/k/a)
‘wilting’
~~
almost every week,
buy 3 dozen roses to decorate our lives,
knowing full that by their seventh day in residence
to the well of compactor to be dispatched
willingly well, without fear of remorse,
for they have run their wilting
course well,
no prayers but a devoted thank you,
and
asking for no more than,
to be accompanied by
with
no words of farewell, not a trace left behind, {that} the last thing on my
mind
(1)
and even
this shorted-warning
in thought only pronouncing in hebrew
for it is originated
knowing that in Hebrews(!),
‘tis scripted
“all men have an appointment with death”
לכל הגברים יש פגישה עם המוות,
but wherefore art thou saddest, loneliest of
dispatched angels?
is a puzzling delight,
that poets adore
ruminating
all about
but here and now,
i chew mine selected edification/glorification
of words
in every language employable,
variety untold
what will be my
trace left behind?
if not
this body of poems,
it surely not be
this mortal flesh
which
eagerly wilts
deliberately atrophies,
hid to be, into fine dark moist
Jersey soil
along & on
a jagged line pointing
formerly knows as the X-axis,
now freed from linear aristocracy,
now ensconced from upper left to lower right,
A spaceship ocean liner majestic slow going,
a whipped crossing its old path into
a solidified negative territorial perma-au courant
of these familiar nearby waters,
a most X appropriate appropriation
and I write this without my
three most trusted allies,
sun
moon
woman
who no longer reads my poetry,
all of whom have deserted me,
the unlucky and the strong,
and this be my persistent ark~tic winter,
despite the calendar’s persistent instant!
disapproval
it is spring forward!
alas, alack, William,
my symptoms belie what my eyes see only dimly,
squinting of no assistance
and I do,
hear here the greek chorus
of death’s crystalline weariness in every part
of my requiem sing song embodied pieces
~~
adieu adieu
no longer possess
the poetic power to
trans form rain into dew,
for you, for you,
&
for just you
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~<nml~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Con Te Partiro (English Translation)
“I will leave with you”
When I am alone
I'm dreaming at the horizon
And the words are missing
Yes, I know there is no light
In a room when the sun is missing
If you are not with me, with me
On the windows
Show everyone my heart
That you have lit
Enclose within me
The light that
You've met on the road
~~~~
But
“when you touch me like this”
And you hold me like that
I just have to admit that it's all coming back to me
When I touch you like this
And I hold you like that
It's so hard to believe, but it's all coming back to me
It's all coming back, it's all coming back to me now…
songwriter: James Richard Steinman (1947 – April 19, 2021)
~~~~
and
“To really love someone is to set them free
I promise I'll see you and I know you'll see me
And when life tries to break us
In ways we may not understand
I will hold you
And you will hold me
And we will love
With open hands,
with open hands”
Josh Groban
Apr 18
Apr 18, 2026 at 10:02 AM UTC
my rose is wilting
the petals are falling
day by day
the moon isn't there to protect it from the sun
its lack of water and food
is killing it slowly
the love beauty and passion is fading
its no longer the pretty flower
nobody wants to see a dying rose
nobody wants to help a dying rose
you're afraid of the thorns
its darkened so much it could poke you
so hard itll make you bleed
bleed the color of the once alive rose
so just leave
before it ends up poking you again
or you leave and make it die more
really
leave...
Jan 13
Jan 13, 2026 at 11:50 AM UTC
not because they're wilting,
but because i am.
and the quiet
it listens better than people do.
the tap creaks,
the light hums.
a kind of lullaby for the ones
who never learned how to rest.
a cracked mug stares from the sink,
still holding the ghost of yesterday's tea.
i let it be.
not everything broken needs fixing.
outside,
the world is asleep.
inside,
i am learning that survival can look like
clean counters,
wet soil,
and breathing softer.
i am not healed.
but i am here.
and sometimes,
that's enough to make something
bloom.
Jul 30, 2025
Jul 30, 2025 at 10:51 AM UTC
A wilting aster
Questioned Death
Whose body surrounded
With field of flowers—
Would they cry?
They answered,
Yes, though
You wouldn't know why.
Jun 9, 2025
Jun 9, 2025 at 1:21 AM UTC
Everywhere I walk I feel the shadow,
Of your sacred vessel.
Your vines stake hold,
Making room for sin in this place,
that I have so carefully crafted.
Thrashes of tongues mark the walls,
and stain the glass,
Threatening to shatter the foundation,
Of my ever wilting frame.
Standing on the invisible string,
tethered to the last shred of my humanity.
Apr 22, 2025
Apr 22, 2025 at 2:48 PM UTC
Fields turn flowerless
As plants turn powerless
Against the winter cold.
At only three seasons old
Do their stems start to fold,
Heads droop and begin
To wither.
Within
Me
Seems to be
Something similar–
Perhaps I’ll look good for a while
But the smiles
Start to fade
With too little sun
And too much shade.
So I hope knowing me for one
School year’s
Enough– I fear
December’s
Round the corner. Remember
Me at my brightest,
When my roots were strong
And my thoughts felt lightest.
For I long
For your company
But Fate’s decided we
Simply aren’t meant to be.
The storm’s coming around.
This side of me should not be found.
Oct 31, 2024
Oct 31, 2024 at 6:56 AM UTC
under the horizon
above the naked earth;
i'm half drawn to the sky
and half to my skin;
along with the flowers
of december, wilting.
but, It's half a fine day.
and I'm half convinced.
the day, is yet to end.
and if after all, i am failed;
to be fully drawn to the sky,
ever i lay to cold, until it warms.
Dec 22, 2020
Dec 22, 2020 at 12:20 AM UTC
let's meet on spring,
when everything else of me is alive.
but when the season of autumn appears,
will you also come and arrive?
when everything else of me is wilting,
will you also come and arrive?
Apr 2, 2021
Apr 2, 2021 at 9:14 AM UTC
Darling,
the words are now wilting,
give birth to the scent of roses.
The youth we fail to understand, expectations are increasingly wanted to always be fulfilled.
Bringing the flocks,
then grow and age.
If only things couldn't go away so easily,
maybe we've always been there.
Sep 4, 2021
Sep 4, 2021 at 1:07 PM UTC
A soul’s vine is encased with demise.
Towering stalks desiccate to bister mummies and
Aflush dreams of romance capsize into sour, obsidian soil.
Exhausted leaves crumble when the sun goes down
And amber tears of stinging sap drizzle from hollow sepal’s
That once hugged tender safad petals in the raw night
Like a child clinging to their eham biar yadashte.
Eclipsed roots search for taskeen semblance.
Divest thorns flourish on their throne,
Devouring golden seeds of promise.
Tishna fruit wither into ember dust,
Particles brushing away in the restless wind
Until all that lays are flattened memories
Forgotten, forsaken, fanni.
Word Search
Machana Ruh (roo): A Wilting Soul
Safad: Pure milky white
Eham biar yadashte: That feeling of something from our childhood that gave us inanimate affection. Something we, still to this day, can not let go of because it carries all our intimate memories and emotions (Like a teddy bear or blanket).
Taskeen (Tash-kean): The warm feeling of home
Fanni (Fa-nee): Mortal fragility
Tishna: When a person is dehydrated to the point of death
Feb 18, 2021
Feb 18, 2021 at 4:42 PM UTC
When you become old,
grey and withered;
I’d still display you in a vase.
Aug 21, 2020
Aug 21, 2020 at 10:57 AM UTC
Imagine yourself in the soil... that’s where you start, where you’re born.
After you must grow, blossom and bloom, then wilt.
This is your life, each day something new. First you must learn to survive before you start.
Aug 21, 2020
Aug 21, 2020 at 10:52 AM UTC
drawn by budding child,
my hope is uneven but
never wilts away.
<>
Jun 10, 2020
Jun 10, 2020 at 3:07 AM UTC
maybe it will never change
maybe we will still be flowers on the side of the road
still no place to call home
but still flowing in our veins is the wildness and adventure that
we’ve always known to be
we would be gleaming with vivd colors.
still trying to survive
the droughts
the rains
the storms
the heat
the wind
the bitter cold
when winter comes along, and someone doesn’t stop to pick you next and we will be left
to wilt
forgotten
something once so beautiful and fragile
now lifeless and limp.
r. Powell
Sep 19, 2019
Sep 19, 2019 at 9:50 PM UTC
Raindrops, water plops, let’s go see the ocean.
Let’s go skip a stone 14 and 11. Let’s go find a way so we could go to heaven.
Raindrops, falling on my face.
Raindrops mixing with my tears.
Tears falling into the water well.
Rose gardens, little girls picking them carefully.
But the rain is falling, and the girls are crying and the roses are wilting.
The wind is crying and I am crying and the well is crying and the roses are crying.
Raindrops, water plops, let’s go see the ocean.
Let’s go skip a stone, 14 and 11
Jun 27, 2019
Jun 27, 2019 at 7:35 PM UTC
Amidst the sorrow of wilting petals,
Your spreading aroma
Make my heart feel better.
And, says everything will be alright
With the smile.
Apr 5, 2019
Apr 5, 2019 at 2:33 PM UTC
two roses-
growing in the same bush-
surviving off the same soil-
growing into something beautiful-
becoming something greater-
growing as one
the sun-
shining bright upon them-
encouraging their growth-
lighting up their future-
calming their senses-
kindling the passionate affair-
moving them closer together-
more intimate and dear
the sun neglects its obligation to one of the roses-
refusing a light source for the bloom-
leaving it wilted and begging for nutrients-
brown and fragile-
dying as the sun proceeds to rise over the other rose
the second rose continues growing along with the sun-
in spite of the downfall of the latter-
almost mocking the lesser decaying bloom-
because it has a source of light encouraging its growth-
safe and sound-
not giving any pity to the rotting flower beside it-
soaking up its own source of light-
and not sharing any rays with the decaying blossom-
rendering it useless and unwanted
the selfishness of the one rose-
refusing to share its sunshine with the latter-
results in solely one rose-
instead of two roses
Feb 19, 2019
Feb 19, 2019 at 12:49 PM UTC
I remember the sunset,
the first night we spent together.
He told me he loved me,
held my hand and swore his life to me.
Made promises that he
couldn't keep.
I used her for fertilizer
in my garden.
Made her believe she was special.
I stole the light from her eyes,
and left her in the dark --
without day.
Feb 6, 2019
Feb 6, 2019 at 8:48 AM UTC
Red
When he left for good that night,
I cried myself to sleep
and woke up without him.
In his place,
tear-stained cheeks and bloodshot eyes.
I rid of her,
limb for limb,
tore her in two and stole a piece of her...
all to myself.
Her insides bled
from their newly bloomed.
Feb 6, 2019
Feb 6, 2019 at 8:43 AM UTC
for so long, i have been watering my own petals
aiding in my own growth
soaking my roots with positivity and love
growing to my fullest potential
and then you came along
and i thought you would continue to help me grow
but you put me into a drought
leaving me thirsty and gasping for air
now because of you
my petals are wilting away
from your harsh abandonment and apathy
and my soul will now rot
because of this terrible lonely drought
hindering my growth
and leaving me utterly and completely helpless and alone
Feb 4, 2019
Feb 4, 2019 at 8:31 PM UTC
Yes.
It has hit me
like a bullet in my chest
that my only friends
were the demons in my head
and
the loneliness in my bed.
I am wilting
and
there is no escape.
You promised you'd help me
bloom
but you've left me to drown in gloom.
You don't really wanna know if there is something wrong with me.
You're only asking because
you can see
my carefully contrived mask melt away.
You want to pull each of my strings
and play harmony with them
do you realize
this is my heart you're throwing away?
You ask only
to bring music to your ears again.
Dec 22, 2018
Dec 22, 2018 at 3:57 AM UTC