#whatthefuck
sometimes i wonder
if you even cared about me
i wonder if you there's anything about me you know
i wonder if you can see
sometimes i wonder
what goes on in your brain
maybe "i'll use him for a joke"
or maybe "i'll make him go through pain".
sometimes i wonder
if inside me, there's something wrong
if inside everyone who knows me
there's something about hate... a song
a song
a melody
saying something's wrong
something's wrong with me
i can't see
you treated me like ****
but i wanted to be your friend?
why
why did i want to be your friend
you were awful to me
was it my fault?
Nov 14, 2024
Nov 14, 2024 at 2:25 PM UTC
Curtains closed, old cups on my desk
Brightness fills my room
"Goodmorning baby"
A smile on my face, and motivation for the day comes my way
Jul 14, 2020
Jul 14, 2020 at 6:40 AM UTC
in every life
we follow a path
that leads us till we die.
in every life
our thoughts a bath
no lifeguard standing by.
we get to chose
where to go
and what we want to do,
but there is no choice
in who we love
why do i still love you?
Nov 15, 2018
Nov 15, 2018 at 7:09 PM UTC
Your an anomaly
A walking contradiction
Your words are Venus and your actions are Mars
You say you wanna be my ***** but then get back with you ex *****
***** what the ****
You ignore my texts all day but I don't sweat it, but then you go and say" we need to spend some time together I really really miss you I might tear up when I see you"
***** what the ****
You say we never link, but then when I plan some you say " I might "
***** what the ****
I'm tryna see who you got fooled me or the other *****
She thinks shes getting a promise ring, but
You say "she's just something to do when there's nothing to do" only promises you got are broken one, lies.
***** what the ****
Update: No longer bestfriends just complicated as ****
Feb 21, 2018
Feb 21, 2018 at 9:37 PM UTC
I hate the rain
I hate the sun
I hate the cold
even when it's gone.
I hate the pain
I hate the joy
I hate to feel
I hate those who feel!
I hate you!
I hate them!
I hate everyone!
I hate everything!
I hate myself.
You hate me.
Let's hate myself
together.
I hate that.
I hate that!
I hate the world!
I hate my world!
I hate your world!
I hate that car
that just passed by
I hate my neighbor
who've just passed by
I hate everything I see
on that window
I hate that window!
Close that window!
BREAK
that
window!
I hate that dog!
Whose dog is that?
I hate
whoever owns
that dog!
I hate them both!
I hate you!
I hate this bed!
I hate this pillow!
I hate this blanket!
I hate everything I see!
I love to hate.
I hate to love.
I'll just keep on hating
Because that's
what I am.
And I hate you!
I hate everyone
who'll read this poem.
I hate this poem!
I hate this poem!
I hate this poem!
But I loved
writing this poem.
Spread the hate!
Wink
wink
wink
window's broken
****
!
Aug 15, 2017
Aug 15, 2017 at 8:13 AM UTC
It was unbreakable with nothing to shatter it
Maybe it was just another lesson
I was supposed to learn
Still how am I
Supposed to forget
Yet here I am trying to know who I'm talking to
Out in the open I cannot figure this out
Undeniablely I can't manage to forget
Jul 27, 2016
Jul 27, 2016 at 12:34 AM UTC
This
This is what you pay to love
Take it in
To watch it burn slow
Just a reminder sometimes
It would be better to let it go
Jul 4, 2015
Jul 4, 2015 at 12:17 AM UTC
I'm curious...
How did my ExxP parents
Give birth to two IxxJ children?
How did my 'ideal match' parents
Get such a ****** up marriage?
How does my T father
Really feel about and think of his F son?
How much does my ISFJ brother
Hate his INFJ sister for stunting his F growth,
Because our ESTP father, my shadow type, has annihilated mine?
How am I supposed to be able to predict
My ENFP mother's flip-flopping parenting,
Even if we're both NFs?
Dec 6, 2014
Dec 6, 2014 at 12:23 AM UTC