#whatcomesnext
tricked myself
into believing
i was okay.
took another path,
veered off course—
now my
neuropathways
are backfiring.
forcing myself
to keep my head high,
so i don’t slip
into the same
chaotic state
that’s way
too familiar.
it’s all
so tiring.
i’m sick
of it.
tired of
feeling comatose,
unalive,
just drifting.
with tired
eyes.
i’m ready
for what’s next.
i need something
with weight—
with substance.
with meaning.
i’m done
keeping my
head down.
i’m done
drowning.
it’s my time.
this isn’t
my ending.
this is the
beginning
of an era
they thought
was lost.
i’m reclaiming
what’s mine—
i’m ready
for
what’s next.
because nothing
will hold me down
anymore.
Jul 29, 2025
Jul 29, 2025 at 2:51 AM UTC