#westfield
I know you're moving on,
To brighter days, if the sun shines.
I wish I could say I could do the same.
But I don't see the end, I never see it.
I never found a home for me yet.
I just search for something to be different
But people like you only set me back
I don't even see why I still put up with your ****
Don't wanna get in your way now and stop your forward progress.
When I stand on the back porch of my house
Where you used to smoke your cigarettes
I swear I can still smell the smoke in the air
It makes me choke cause I know you're gone now
May 6, 2014
May 6, 2014 at 12:05 PM UTC
I cant go back to those nights that we stayed up,
Looking at the stars outside your bedroom window.
And all those city lights you said looked so beautiful,
I said the same but I was looking at you.
Now all I see is the white painted ceiling of my room.
The sun it comes and goes but it doesn't shine through my windows.
Now all I see is the blank expression of my face,
Staring in the mirror at the waste of your space.
You don't even want me around.
Now I'm nowhere to be found.
When I lost you, I lost myself.
I still have our pictures on my shelf.
I'll tell myself that it's okay.
It's okay.
May 6, 2014
May 6, 2014 at 12:02 PM UTC