#weigh
the timer is still ticking, but the round is getting messy.
you say you’re “circuit-exhausted,”
like a bad piece of evidence
you're trying to strike,
yet you keep extending the round
if the girl is a punchline
and her friends treat your dignity
like a disposable sketchpad,
then the solvency created by that
“first date” is zero.
you’re trading a girl who
stands in the chamber
waiting for you with an orange
and a couple bad jokes for
a girl who draws you in a maid outfit
and thinks it’s a valid rebuttal
how do you walk into a ballroom with
a girl who treats your dignity like
a surrealist sketchpad?
you cling to this "obligation"
like a shield, but the shield is
covered in ink that isn't yours.
you’re standing in the chamber,
choosing a girl who validates
hate speech and your own humiliation,
while still hesitating to look at me.
Weigh the impacts:
On one side, the risk of hurting a girl who
treats a **** salute like a punchline—
a girl 🏆 already called out as a district-wide turn.
On the other, the certainty of losing me.
you’re so fixated on the link of "obligation"
that you’ve missed the impact-turn:
i won’t be the safety school you fall back on
when the "cookie" tastes like
another man’s cologne and
the drawings get too weird.
🏆 might be stuck in his own legal-pad purgatory,
but at least he knows how to label the evidence.
you?
you’re still holding the orange,
but you’re refusing to sign the ballot because
you’re too busy staring at her cookie.
Mar 24
Mar 24, 2026 at 6:12 PM UTC
before going to sleep,
and when awakened,
to see exactly how much
the poems born in between,
weigh, way whey,
and how much of myself,
my mental poundage has been
Gained and Lost
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2:17AM
2/19/2026
2 Adar 5786
Feb 19
Feb 19, 2026 at 2:19 AM UTC
i couldn't even weigh
the amount of love
i have for you
without even
breaking the scales
Aug 22, 2019
Aug 22, 2019 at 12:14 AM UTC
People won’t love me unless I’m thin.
They say “be happy in your own skin.”
But how can I be happy when I’m so fat it’s a crime.
I want to be less then a hundred pounds but I know that will take time.
It will take time to be beautiful and thin. Then finally I’ll be comfortable in my own skin.
Dec 12, 2018
Dec 12, 2018 at 1:35 PM UTC
I love you no matter what happens in life
One day I will become your wife
Burdens grow heavy but weigh less if we share
From now on all our struggles will be easier to bear.
Mar 15, 2018
Mar 15, 2018 at 7:36 PM UTC
And I stand here waiting for all of your shadows..
Drunk on your sin and spite.
Powered by lightless souls..
I stand here and wait in your shade..
Sad shade darker than darkness..
Night bliss of the sunless day.
I can feel your thoughts and see your happiness..
It speaks of the darkest one never to be overthrown..
To cast a shadow over a star and become an expanse of endless void..
But its your presence alone..
Your presence lights the lantern in this endless night..
Your presence forces a light to be born in your endless weigh of darkness..
And so forth you come to me..
But are unable to push me away..
As I shine forth like a candle in a dark room..
I will be so bright in someone else's sky..
So bright so far away..
That when I do finally die I will still shine a million light years away..
A light that will shine even when it has flickered out..
To believe in something that is not there..
Will be all the light we will ever need.
Dec 21, 2015
Dec 21, 2015 at 4:06 PM UTC
In the weigh of darkness and organized chaos created a star..
Apr 24, 2015
Apr 24, 2015 at 1:59 PM UTC
matching wings
your halo was golden, mine
was silver.
who we was
wasn't even relevant
until death came
and slit the
bag
from off my
face.
it didn't matter
that I didn't
want to
breathe.
it didn't matter
that sun
supersedes rain
way
way
up
there.
Apr 1, 2015
Apr 1, 2015 at 11:24 PM UTC
I said I didn't think
I would even miss you.
But it's been less then
twenty-four hours and
I have a hole in my stomach.
I try to eat and it just
wants to come back up.
They say wounds heal in time.
I leave in 82 days for
another time zone.
Maybe the hour difference
will effect the time and
healing process.
Until then we'll see how this goes.
Maybe this will help me
shed those extra pounds
I was so worried
you'd notice.
Mar 17, 2014
Mar 17, 2014 at 11:33 PM UTC