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I'm dead but alive,
Some people buried me
Behind the graveyard;
They destroy my name,
Now what happened to me?
I'm walking naked,
I face people without a head.
Dec 18, 2020
Dec 18, 2020 at 3:57 PM UTC
He grabs her pulse,
Pushed his long sharp nails
To her chest,
Pulls out her beating heart;
She's screaming for help
But he just left—
She thought that he loved her
But look at what happened to her,
She's now cold and alone,
Can she find her way back home?
Dec 18, 2020
Dec 18, 2020 at 3:56 PM UTC
i.
The LAUGHS, the SMILE—
Everything beautiful
I showed to them TRANSPARENTLY.
The CRIES, the GRIEVANCES—
Everything hideous
I intentionally UNDISCLOSED to them.
ii.
I TRIED, I FOUGHT—
Brutally following
The TREND of this world,
But their JUDGEMENT continues
As if I transgressed
The DOMINION of the kingdom they ruled.
iii.
All I ever wanted is to be ACCEPTED
All I ever needed is to feel the LOVE,
but this world DENIED my EXISTENCE
and they marks my life BELITTLED.
iv.
They UNDERSTAND only my songs
and HELPLESSLY UNHEARD my inner voice.
They APPRECIATED only my talents
and couldn't see my TREMENDOUS efforts.
v.
I might have the FAME,
the WEALTH and the POWER
But still my soul longs for
PEACE, FRIENDSHIP and a LOVER.
Inside of me was full of INSECURITY,
ANXIETY and SELF-PITY
and SHOOT! I CAN'T TAKE IT NO MORE!
vi.
The AFTERLIFE awaits me,
Maybe there, I can find SERENITY.
A place where no people to please,
No more hurting feelings
And geez! No more of me
PRETENDING.
vii.
As the night begin to passby
I could finally get some REST.
To all perfectionist out there,
be GLAD, cause you won't see either
hear me anymore, ADIOS!
"FROM THE EYES OF A SUICIDAL"
Written by: Yhin2x (Ate Yhin)
062520192000
All right reserved © 2019
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Jun 26, 2019
Jun 26, 2019 at 7:43 AM UTC
I am Patience and I am Pain,
I am tribulation and trials,
I am horror and I am happiness,
I am not myself, nor I wish to be so.
I am as existence is,
And so I wish to be peace,
I wish,
And I am.
Jun 17, 2019
Jun 17, 2019 at 1:06 PM UTC
ok i'm not sure how many of you all know this but even though hellopoetry is my main writing outlet because its AMAZING but i also write stories. one that i'm working on right now is a psychological horror fiction. that goes along the journey of young 7th grader Jamie Magil.
this is going to be somewhat of a real story as well, with reader having to fit pieces together and different websites they'd have to go through.
if you like that sound of this please click his link to keep up with this story which turns from incorrect journal to the diary of a broken lovesick child.
https://www.wattpad.com/myworks/154150344-fuck-you-middle-school
Oct 13, 2018
Oct 13, 2018 at 1:33 PM UTC
***
I'm not Alice,
How could you call me that?
Although I could speak to animals,
Doesn't mean I'm that Alice,
Your Alice as you say it;
***
I'm not Alice,
Could you stop telling me that?
I'm trouble and a mess,
If I'm Alice I'd be lively,
And spread happiness that once gone;
***
My Alice, Our Alice,
People always said that to my face,
After I moved in with you,
And they saw me talking to the animals,
It weird me out so much;
***
I'm not Alice,
I couldn't save you,
I hope your mother happy with me leaving you,
Leave me with your disease on me,
And maybe we'll be together after this;
***
The street are cold and *****
But my companion keep me warm,
It will always be animals helping me,
Because I cannot take care of myself,
I don't care if I'm that Alice people talking about,
For me that Alice has gone,
At the time you pushed me away.
***
(for more, please read it on https://www.wattpad.com/501129451-inside-a-collection-of-different-poems-28-i%27m-not)
***
Dec 21, 2017
Dec 21, 2017 at 6:17 AM UTC
Hollow and empty within
Scattered leaves, on crimson ground
Horror waiting to begin
Closed door, cracked and chipped
Building from a ruin
Beating, bleeding, ripped
Screams shatter the silence
Inside the mind, they rage outwards
Dwelling and feasting on violence
The evolution of agony
Sinister but regal I reign
Waves on contempt wash over me
Who am I, you say
I am the abyss
And this is the only way
May 5, 2017
May 5, 2017 at 11:54 PM UTC
Am I an apperception?
I got "someone" who needs me in her life,
I got "people" who need me six fit under,
I am an ambitious person so...
They dislike me for my ambitions...
Am I the chosen "one"?
I pray everyday when I wake up and before I sleep,
Including everyone who's important to me...
I see things that happened when I wasn't there,
I see things that will happen before they do
Sill not going to church, yet...
Am I who I am?
Is What I see in the mirror an illusion,
Or pretentiousness...
Do they dis/like me for my fractal expression,
Or something else unknown...
Dec 9, 2016
Dec 9, 2016 at 2:31 AM UTC
My words are entailed with empty promises,
And my eyes look at you with judgement and deadly hypocrisy.
My heart beats for the malice of your pain.
And I indulge in the words I say to you,
like a whip of a rose's thorns,
so dark, so sharp, so bold, so beautiful-
SO YOU.
But you always are so different.
An entity I cannot fathom.
Yet with all the bruising and all the madness,
it is you who gets the last laugh
...best.
And as that viscous scarlet rolls down,
down unto the earth,
your hands crush my words,
and your words crush my heart,
and your lips always bring me my defeat.
Indeed.
So dark, so sharp, so bold, so beautiful.
So you.
That it kills.
That it kills me not to have you.
Aug 2, 2016
Aug 2, 2016 at 6:58 AM UTC
knees wobble,
hands shake.
words tumble,
smiles fake.
heart racing,
nervous pacing.
sentence stutters,
voice falters.
feeling dizzy,
cause you'd see me.
Jan 31, 2016
Jan 31, 2016 at 8:33 AM UTC
Clinging to my back,
The demons that haunt me
Calling my name
Telling me to come
“It’ll just take a flick,
Just a jump,
Come with us
You’ll forever be loved”
Your telling me
“Don’t you dare go”
But the deed
Is so close to done
Do you know
I’m tired of being
So alone
So just let me go
Jan 12, 2016
Jan 12, 2016 at 9:52 AM UTC
All 47 of my selected poems from this year.
https://www.wattpad.com/story/55356007-for-the-heart-catcher-2015
Dec 2, 2015
Dec 2, 2015 at 8:27 AM UTC
i don't know what you see in me
or what you have seen in me
to get you to love me in the first place
because i'm
broken
worthless
and everything you're not.
i don't know why you're still here supporting me
when you should have left
to support yourself
because you're
beautiful
understanding
and everything i'm not.
i don't know why you love me
and words can't describe how much i love you for just that.
but you're the only one who i know will say that i fit with you
when we both know that i'm the unnecessary broken piece.
but thank you for tucking me where i belong.
May 27, 2015
May 27, 2015 at 11:11 PM UTC
Even though our matching tattoos were permanent, his feelings for me were temporary.
Nov 6, 2014
Nov 6, 2014 at 3:51 PM UTC
"Please give a warm round of applause to Miss Phoebe!"
And the crowd drowns the host as they
put their hands to work and legs propel them upward,
all resulting in an overwhelming standing ovation.
May 14, 2014
May 14, 2014 at 2:15 PM UTC
Once was a girl,
nameless to say,
family had problems,
so she couldn't stay.
Forced into a relationship,
with one so wrong,
Nothing alike,
but no harm done.
Silence, Silence,
Beauty and Dusk,
Wake up to sunshine,
voice full of husk.
Slept in his arms,
but I must go,
far far away,
for his heart my explode.
with love and kindness,
sadnes and tears,
i pack my bag,
before i fear.
they will find me,
i know they will.
This has gone to far,
So i spurge and take one last pill.
body found,
lying on the floor,
he whom she ran away from,
actually loved her.
May 3, 2014
May 3, 2014 at 11:14 PM UTC