#wacaster
I used to curse everything I touch
Not because of love
But because of selfish thoughts.
I thought that flattering speech
Would break your wounds
Not make things bleed,
But I blinded myself with my lust
And desires of feeling your want
And your trust.
Manipulation was always my hand,
Playing the cards that I can,
No thought out plans!
Why didn’t anyone break me down
So that I could bleed
And learn to stop bleeding others out!
I was no different from the other guys
Who broke hearts left and right
With their selfish eyes!
Selfish soul, selfish heart, selfish hands,
Selfish plans, selfish wants, selfish thoughts,
Selfish love, selfish hugs, selfish drug,
Selfish kisses, selfish wishes, selfishness is
Still my poison, still my pride, still my go to every time,
Still my way of acting, still my way of thinking,
Still my words, still all I’m speaking,
Still my default, still my function, still my assumption, still my
production,
Still something that I look in the mirror and see,
Still something I’m praying for God to take away from me.
Dec 20, 2024
Dec 20, 2024 at 8:39 AM UTC