#vulnerableverse
I guess now, the night we met is just a memory—
a self-portrait without ****** features,
Only streaks where tears once ran, as the image
is so blurry, but I still see myself
Running back to you… _too easily_.
It’s such a sad picture— an enigma, half-painted
with eager thoughts quietly bleeding
Into the ink of doubt, each brushstroke pulling me
further from the truth I never wanted to name
Now it just hangs… _so awkwardly crooked_
You left me walking alone in this gallery
_of only terrible memories._
Jul 16, 2025
Jul 16, 2025 at 3:01 PM UTC
_Sigh_! It comes like a train — an express line through
my thoughts, _no stops, no warnings._ Oh how
DEPRESSION clips at my heels, familiar as shadow,
unwelcome as memory. Defeated — like sunlight
pressed to branches too burdened to bloom. My heart
hangs in moss — heavy, strangled in the green silence
of old grief.
Tears lean like leafless trees, bowed in all directions,
yet rooted in a place with no direction — a forest dying
quietly, where even the familiar trails feel like ghost
roads I no longer recognize.
I feel short of worth — like coins counted in silence,
never enough to buy the currency of being loved.
I glow in daylight, but dusk takes its due —
and now I dim with every breath.
I try to speak, but end up forcing books down my throat,
pages crammed with words I never learned to say.
But you’ll never see me cry in public — I’m an island
left off every map, burying bottle messages even
I won’t recover.
I have so much hopeful words for others, but I’m
a stack of unread stories to myself; a pen that dries
before I can name the ache.
And somewhere inside —I find a red box with hidden
compartments, each one meant to hold something sacred.
But they echo when I open them — _soft, hollow_
reminders that even my soul has forgotten how
to fill its space.
Jul 27, 2025
Jul 27, 2025 at 2:52 PM UTC
__Sinking tears –__
feelings don’t fall,
they crash
like glass hearts
meeting pavement.
Your chest?
A sunken place.
No bra strap to hold it up –
just white linen,
innocent for a moment,
until it slips
in front of eyes
like mirrors
reflecting
every scar
painted on your skin.
__Sandcastle kisses,__
built soft –
_fragile_ –
on lips that no longer
believe in forever.
Yet you speak
like royalty,
saying boldly:
__“Love me for what I am –__
not just who you think I’ve been.”
Not a princess.
Not a saviour.
A mess.
A wreck.
_A fallen queen._
Wearing her cracked gold crown
like a forgotten joke –
that still makes your heart ache
when it returns
in the quiet between memories.
__Bones for time__ –
you pick at every hour
like it owes you something.
_Tick.
Tick._
__Snap!__
The clock breaks
where your mind does.
You may live in the day,
but you __breathe__
in the night.
Freer beneath moonlight,
where shadows stop asking questions –
and silence
finally listens.
Jun 14, 2025
Jun 14, 2025 at 3:14 PM UTC