I've always been sort of vitriolic
not very open to forgiving
people preach at me to forgive others
to feel better about yourself
but I've felt just fine by loathing others
I feel peace without forgiving people
some people deserve to be unforgiven
maybe I feel this way because the people who wronged me
didn't steal from me or insult me
they beat me and put me down
until I tried to end my life
I don't feel misery from not forgiving them
they're out of my life and that's good enough for me
I've always been sort of vitriolic
and that's fine by me