#virginty
I often wondered how it would feel like lossing it.
I always thought there would be splashes of blood and I love you from my man's lips.
I always wanted it to be perfect.
If I said a few months ago six to be exact I was happily single would you believe me.
If I said I was a ****** till yesterday would you believe me.
If I said my ex wait boyfriend oh I don't know.
If I said I had broken up with him two days ago for cheating on me but still let him take my virginity yesterday would you believe me?
If I said my virginity didn't stop him because he is in a party rn would you believe me?
Four months ago he didn't feel right the whole relationship didn't feel right
Three months ago I found a string of text with him and other girls
Two weeks ago he goes on a trip and came back with intimate pictures
One day ago he apologized saying we need to talk but took the only thing I hadn't given him
I love him but he says he can't say it because he is working on himself .
How I feel about this,
Heartbroken,sad, suicidal
What I'm going to do:
Breath and learn to love me as a non ****** .
Cry cry alot
Mar 20, 2020
Mar 20, 2020 at 1:50 PM UTC
It's on the bottle,
On the lit cigarette,
The ***** sheets
And sweaty bodies
That are tangled
Within the emotional
Textiles and figures
That dance on the walls
With each passing car.
It's the cats piano
And the manic that follows.
It's the mouth that opens
And the sound that lingers.
The terms and conditions
Which form when entering into
A loft that isn't yours,
But someone else's.
It's chocolates and cigarettes,
Whiskey and
Of course
A solo sunrise.
Oct 6, 2014
Oct 6, 2014 at 1:06 AM UTC