#venjenciecliftonarnold

there's nothing left for me to do, I'm just a nobody to everybody, with me they are done & through, already gone & deleted from their human minds, like a recording that's gone before rewind, nothing but their trash, after it's burned down to ash, like ashes to dust, I'm still scattered here & there, still just making a mess.

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Dec 20, 2020

Dec 20, 2020 at 1:37 PM UTC

SacredInkedBlood

Birds of December Part 2

there's nothing left for me to do, I'm just a nobody to everybody, with me they are done & through, already gone & deleted from their human minds, like a recording that's gone before rewind, nothing but their trash, after it's burned down to ash, like ashes to dust, I'm still scattered here & there, still just making a mess.

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Such a con man convincing me that I was so beautiful, his saving grace, With his hands, he painted my face, With make-up I would have to retrace, I would dress pretty just for him, I kept my body fit and trim, Though for real, I didn't know it was a messed up, I tried to be his best partner, his loving wife. Shocked and and scared every time, like it was something new, that just began, He'd beg my forgiveness again & again, how I always forgave, forgetting all the prior distress, just to continue day after day. Pulling my hair, using your fist to paint my lips the color of crimson red, fearing each time I'd die. It even happened when you weren't full of whiskey, I'd have moments of reality, knowing I had to get out for my babies, You had everyone convinced you were innocent, I was the one that suffered your vengeance, like an illusion, everyone took your side, they all believed every time you lied. I have no more shame, no more fear, I don't have to pretend because I'm no longer your possession for abuse. How do you feel now tough guy, knowing I'm free? How does it feel every time you look up high, Knowing I'm a shining light in the sky, You probably don't feel nothing at all, your just a parasite who is the devils delight, You look so pathetic and small when I look down from heaven each and every night. Be careful because for you, it's still a hard fall on the way down. You're out of luck because I'm out of that box. The last night I was scared to close my eyes was the last time that I closed them once and for all. ~SacredInkedBlood

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Mar 17, 2020

Mar 17, 2020 at 2:47 AM UTC

SacredInkedBlood

I'm Free

Such a con man convincing me that I was so beautiful, his saving grace, With his hands, he painted my face, With make-up I would have to retrace, I would dress pretty just for him, I kept my body fit and trim, Though for real, I didn't know it was a messed up, I tried to be his best partner, his loving wife. Shocked and and scared every time, like it was something new, that just began, He'd beg my forgiveness again & again, how I always forgave, forgetting all the prior distress, just to continue day after day. Pulling my hair, using your fist to paint my lips the color of crimson red, fearing each time I'd die. It even happened when you weren't full of whiskey, I'd have moments of reality, knowing I had to get out for my babies, You had everyone convinced you were innocent, I was the one that suffered your vengeance, like an illusion, everyone took your side, they all believed every time you lied. I have no more shame, no more fear, I don't have to pretend because I'm no longer your possession for abuse. How do you feel now tough guy, knowing I'm free? How does it feel every time you look up high, Knowing I'm a shining light in the sky, You probably don't feel nothing at all, your just a parasite who is the devils delight, You look so pathetic and small when I look down from heaven each and every night. Be careful because for you, it's still a hard fall on the way down. You're out of luck because I'm out of that box. The last night I was scared to close my eyes was the last time that I closed them once and for all. ~SacredInkedBlood

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I just meant to lay my head on your chest, For no other reason but to hug you right, Then I realized for the first time after many a night, That your heart was beating at it's best, I smiled and wanted to cry, But Instead, I silently thanked God for giving me the sweetest lullaby, last night before we went to bed. ~SacredInkedBlood ©2018 Venjencie Clifton Arnold Sweetest Lullaby (see) Author Ven J. Arnold on Facebook.

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Dec 7, 2018

Dec 7, 2018 at 2:38 PM UTC

SacredInkedBlood

"Sweetest Lullaby" written by me 2018

I just meant to lay my head on your chest, For no other reason but to hug you right, Then I realized for the first time after many a night, That your heart was beating at it's best, I smiled and wanted to cry, But Instead, I silently thanked God for giving me the sweetest lullaby, last night before we went to bed. ~SacredInkedBlood ©2018 Venjencie Clifton Arnold Sweetest Lullaby (see) Author Ven J. Arnold on Facebook.

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