#vanessa
~read Vanesa rue~
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to be your first follower, our provision
re notating the prevision exactitude of
when our dreams occur, reoccur and
provisionally come true,*
which
why
we
makes us to never doubt,
why it is
we write:
for the purest satisfactions
of being a renewable, an inexcusable,
an alive, breathtaking wonder,
of being a
being poem*
Sep 28, 2025
Sep 28, 2025 at 7:43 AM UTC
Two Lost and Found butterflies.
Tears rolling down.
The most rewarding scenery is the landscape of the lovers innermost feelings and emotions for each other and both twin butterflies.
Surely a twin's true love that never failed, even bottled in a dark dungeon- it still holds evidence of greatest reigns plotted since eges past.
Like a diamond polished, unworned by its true queen.
Its still a diamond grown in greatest friction and much heat.
A fire burning for the longest time.
Yes it may now be in the finger of the greedy liar divider murderer
on speed.
The evil trashing defamatrex
Is still a great Impostor
****** a true queen bee's,
first landscape pradise.
Forgive my metaphorical poor grade here.
I am still no poetess
Just a tragic true life kinder Garten observer of sorts.
A possible self portrait of loss and undying grief
Drowning in true events that inexplicably give me life worth living.
Its essence,the magic of true love, lost and found, found and lost,
And against all odds,retained wiithin its infinite truth
poweted only by eternal love and gratitud.
I remain in love, my beloved's
pure loves ashes,
that heals me to my core
And I'm no longer lost nor alone.
My lonely thorny crooked path,
i have left behind.
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By: Karijinbba
Mr and Mrs Andrews the oainting.
Rddbba All Rights Reserved.
May 16, 2025
May 16, 2025 at 11:20 AM UTC
***
After but a moment,
Drowning in a sea of confusion,
All hope dashed against rocks of despair,
Her firm resolve culminates in
V I O L E N C E . . .
S i l e n c e...
"For the one who has died has been acquitted from his sin."—Romans 6:7
After but a moment,
The maiden awakens
To peaceful surroundings.
"...Why are you causing noisy confusion and weeping?
The young child has not died, but is sleeping."
"Then, taking the hand of the child, he said to her, 'Tal'i-tha cu'mi,'
which, when translated, means: 'Little girl, I say to you, get up!'"—Mark 5:39, 41
Her eyes slowly adjust as
Her recognition rushes
With audible cries of joy:
"My Mother... My Father... You look so much younger, you do!
My Brother... and the others! Could this really be true?"
As the sun shines, our eyes rain thousands of tears
For the thousands of years of exquisite delight before us.
"...and he said that something should be given her to eat."—Mark 5:43
She feasts on curing fruit, and does willingly stoop
To drink from the river of water of life.
"In the reflection I see
What could have been,
What should have been,
Yes, what now is true for me!"
Oh, Vanessa, what grand, joyful reunion!
Love...
Joy...
Peace...
Innocence of youth reclaimed!
Please sing me a new song, my darling girl.
Please sing me a new song again.
"Do not be amazed at this, for the hour is coming
in which all those in the memorial tombs will
hear his voice and come out..."—John 5:28, 29
Oct 19, 2019
Oct 19, 2019 at 1:07 AM UTC
I’ve come so far
Did it leave a mark?
How big is the scar?
Somehow I misunderstood and the fragility was mine
Space and time immortal in the moment
But the moment after that...
is the one which won't relent
Aug 6, 2018
Aug 6, 2018 at 1:47 AM UTC
I started this way, but to my dismay, life had other plans
A day like any other, to make and break the world
At the time it seemed to be.. Rationality,
As if I had a choice, I thought I took a chance
Renouncing doubt I dove in,
To pay the fee and get it out, the finite and allotted amount.
Alas it doesn't work that way.
15 years have come and gone,
From this side of forever... it doesn't seem so long
I didn't realize at the time
This story would be mine
Aug 3, 2018
Aug 3, 2018 at 8:58 PM UTC
I could never describe
what I am feeling within
this black ink upon the page
this betrayal
that sinks into my chest
and grabs hold within
I try to breathe
you have a knife to my throat
and I long to be happy
it’s strange how you’re gone
long days of laughter
now filled with emptiness
but I’d rather be empty
than be with you
you make my blood scream
you make my hair stand up
you make my eyes
swing around in my head
I feel unsafe
that my secrets lay between couch cushions
like lost change
I wish I could take them back
wrap them up and hide it under the bed
I wish I could build walls
I climb up the ladder but
it is slick and I
fall further back down every time
and soon there is no place left to fall
except the floor where I lay
in the exact spot you left me
I can’t live in the place I was
controlled and refrained like a bad habit
I’m lost with you
but I’m found without you
while we were together
we were also far apart
maybe losing this will bring me up
even though everyone says
I’m bound to be brought down
but I believe in happiness
I have worshiped the thought of it
held it at my fingertips and watch
as it refused to be touched
this is me telling you
that I am strong
stronger then the weights
you tie at my ankles
and i am sorry
that my idea of happiness
is something you despise
but I am here to say
live with it
like I’ll live without you
Aug 10, 2015
Aug 10, 2015 at 12:28 AM UTC
*"I got a rose today.
Beautiful
with it's broken thorns,
and ii's missing petals.
Bright
with it's breath-taking colors
and it's smart appearance
Delicate
With it's infatuating ways
and it's sensible body
Confusing
for I can't tell if it's naked
or that's the only dress it has."*
**"I got a rose today,
Beautiful,
Bright,
Delicate,
Confusing,
and her name is Vanessa."**
Apr 26, 2015
Apr 26, 2015 at 6:22 PM UTC
There’s a burning in her eyes,
High reaching lace like a poison choker,
Hands around a swan’s throat,
She’s the type who would ****** the world,
Then break its neck,
But even then, she still spits poetry every time she speaks,
Everyone has their curses,
She hides hers in the darkness.
Jan 1, 2015
Jan 1, 2015 at 3:06 PM UTC