#vampireweekend
This isn't a change in structure
It's barely a change in style
Is this all we have?
Won't you give us a smile?
Exile on main street
But only for a while
I thought it would last forever
We're so upwardly mobile
Our paths of glory
Have been wrecked with war
There's no more safety net
History's obscured
A haunted building
A has been hotel
The paint is cracked and dry
Bullet holes, oh well
I thought I would grow old here
Privilege has downsides
I don’t want to be rich
I’m institutionalised
Goodbye Riverlea
Hello suburban silence
And bye Eldorado Park
Quiet can be violence
Please don't be so loud
I don't feel at ease
Two cars just passed my gate
Think I should call the police
I just can’t konnekt
All I see is the future
Another lost flyboy
Looking for a culture
I know once it's lost it's never found.
Jan 5
Jan 5, 2026 at 2:18 PM UTC
then:
you and i are one
we sleep under the same moon,
wake to the same sun.
now:
you and i are two
through all the battles for truth,
the space between our worlds grew.
baby, our love was a contra.
Jul 28, 2018
Jul 28, 2018 at 3:14 PM UTC
I haven't told anyone--
but I know that my neighbor is dead
because when laying in my bedroom
separated by my wall and his.
I no longer feel him there as I usually did.
He always listened to "Horchata", by vampire weekend
on repeat it played as he slept.
I imagine he wanted to dream of tropical islands
to be back with his wife and child in the Philippines--
every morning it seemed to disappear
at the same moment he could no longer dream his dreams.
Each day making sure to wave to my neighbor
the largest smile I've ever seen was this mans,
with off pigment teeth that speckled in the morning sun
tarnished yellow from all the coffee I brought him;
it was a lovely smile, wish I had it framed to see it still.
As I usually do on Mondays I made my stop
popped open his door bringing his surprise,
some variety of coffee that sits idly on my counter--
inside hung the man I admired,
with a simple note saying "Thank you Young-Man"
and in front of him a scorched photo of his pregnant wife.
placid were his hands in mine--
setting aside the gift, I gave the only thing that I could.
I set the photo in his shirt pocket, "he deserved to be with her"
and putting his cd on repeat as "Horchata" filled the silence
slowly did I depart and head to my own bed.
After calling the police I hoped to fall asleep
and dream of tropical islands of where my neighbor is...
May 5, 2015
May 5, 2015 at 6:50 AM UTC