#utter
You dismantled my ego like how she broke my heart.
You,
your boundaries,
and your strong sense of self.
Allow me to detach from us.
Dec 17, 2020
Dec 17, 2020 at 3:05 PM UTC
scribing with smoke and utter devotion
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****
*half an orange, half a grapefruit,
on a crystal dish, resting on a fine china plate,
Royal Worcester, from England retrieved,
in a smoke cloud, upon my chest appears
the coverlet up to my chin pulled,
my arms tucked in tight, side by side,
the light turned off, the television too,
who? in a smoke cloud, catch a faintly glimpse
the menu does not mention love, or utter devotion,
no recollection of ordering either, and yet,
here I-am, well served, piping hot and well chilled,
scribing of one’s shadow, she who never disappears
she, whose never disappoints, late in the evening,
early in the morning, a mirage, a ghost, magical elusive,
lightest touch of a forehead kissed, a tingle for evidence,
but not the only proof of her*
utter loving and devotions appearance
Apr 18, 2020
Apr 18, 2020 at 9:15 AM UTC
who am i to say if the mozzer's lost touch?
what does my rough draft have
that is missing from his manuscript?
nothing. so, i'll sit down here
before the microphone and say,
Aug 8, 2019
Aug 8, 2019 at 12:53 PM UTC
all this time, i've yet to come to terms with certain words
for instance, design, and all of its nuance
how do i design in true
when i am a shard of
azure experience in the
endlessness of midnight blue?
all this time, i've yet to call my good form to return
for instance, my designs, and all the nuances --
the water drains, shallow now,
from my composition,
as if i'm the desert, when once,
i was my own oasis.
reflection is a given. still,
how can i reflect this ill
in good faith, when the
poisonous sick saw my
leg up ascend into ruins?
Aug 7, 2019
Aug 7, 2019 at 1:26 PM UTC
this ******* thing came to this:
two brains, sever and split.
two pigs, top of the town,
made marquee marked on the ground!
punctuate!
i'm smothered, but
the fourth wall's
done getting scraped!
version one point one was nothing new,
these scrapes make room for version one point two.
Jul 29, 2019
Jul 29, 2019 at 2:22 AM UTC
shouting
die 2 try?
try n Try
try 2 die
laughing?
Jul 27, 2019
Jul 27, 2019 at 12:47 AM UTC
that feel when you crawl out of your dumpster, and see your **** neighbor in a bikini at the community cesspool
Jul 21, 2019
Jul 21, 2019 at 5:23 PM UTC
for all my preparation
this project begins to slip away
what if my great fantasy
hinges on a banal happiness?
the ink of ballpoint pen
takes me as far as sorrow's edges
i confess best to myself
wetness skin to skin, with sweat's sweet and
sour accompaniment is as close to happiness
as i can steer this sinking ship
as of late there's nothing left
of the sweat to cleanse my dead palate
Jul 21, 2019
Jul 21, 2019 at 11:16 AM UTC
n if you have a clue
pork who watches you move
will be taking notes
this ***** knows how it goes
n if you have a plan
pork who watches you move
will catch it, understand
this ***** is stealing souls
keep it under the knife
surgeon and patient
simultaneously
ship and astronaut
in E.V.A.
Jul 21, 2019
Jul 21, 2019 at 10:40 AM UTC
i know well the fear as it manifests
in the dampness come night
dollar bills burn hot in pocket
the reddened skin of my inner thighs
fights to fray the cloth, but i
i'm better off sleeping in my pants
and my shoes, as to evade
then this thing clicks and the misfit
cuts come to fall into plan
by design, without fail, buy and sell
then there's me, this thing replete
with confidence in its destruction
by its hand, or on demand, its a
matter of course lightbulb!
Jul 18, 2019
Jul 18, 2019 at 12:40 PM UTC
clearly, the days slip past
i nearly lasted, keeping track
tags and descriptions, each one placed
as if a benefit falls upon the lot
for drawing connective lines
god's dead, god's not dead,
i'm god, the god of sand,
ephemera at my command
but what's it mean? these things
take time, but not seriously, because
the sun hits the wax on a paper cup
and it blinds us from the bushes
and so low, can't care
so low, lone, done dead
can't care for upsides
but asides and sideways
Jul 17, 2019
Jul 17, 2019 at 6:15 PM UTC
Do not try to look at me
— I am in a mantle —
I cannot be seen.
Do not try to call me
I will not answer
For I do not want to utter a word
— I want to listen in silence —
For I am in the company of the essence.
Do not try to understand
For I, myself, do not understand.
—JIBRIL ABDULMALIK ©2019
Apr 20, 2019
Apr 20, 2019 at 7:21 PM UTC
The liberation that comes
When learning to say NO
One of the least used words
Yet one of thé most powerful
What will they say you think
Afraid to disappoint
What will they think you wonder
A heavy black cloud to be lifted from your shoulders
When suddenly to utter the word NO
Oct 25, 2018
Oct 25, 2018 at 4:32 AM UTC
These lips don't speak lies,
Nor fetter truth,
They utter nonsense,
And here's the proof.
Sep 7, 2017
Sep 7, 2017 at 12:23 AM UTC
Concave
in the early morning
sun streaking rays
over
empty hearts
empty stomachs
empty bones
and I listen
lawn mower mumbles
motor groans
faint siren yelps
what is fullness
a dog stretching long
yawn
withering
breaks and aches
brown sheets
black dog
purple walls
years have been spent
learning how to suffer gracefully
with cliched humor
bleeding sarcasm
and a mouth full of synthetic words
and we all suffer
distressed
I see anger bandaging wounds
sadness assessing damages
grief losing hope
helplessly watching
ignore me
it's easy.
young hearts are reckless
a car crash
broken glass
glittering and stunning
can’t help but
reach out
and touch it
still startled when it cuts
blood bubbles to the surface
like hot springs
please unsubscribe
unfollow
hollow
how low
late nights
patterned sleeplessness
hot air
cold thoughts
sweat glistening
Sleeplessness
train sounds off
quick secessions
and the breathing is off
Rhythm
I am a word that has no vowels
but a 'Y' is what it needs to be when it needs to be it.
Stutter.
Aug 6, 2017
Aug 6, 2017 at 2:46 AM UTC
Have you ever missed someone so badly,
you start having conversations with them in your
head? -- She asked him.
But the utter silence he left couldn't respond.
Sandoval
Apr 19, 2017
Apr 19, 2017 at 5:52 AM UTC
As I wake to you in the sunny morning we rise in the bright sunny morning with you beside me I truly smile I cuddle you hold you kiss you I run my fingers through your golden hair as we lay together our hearts beating softly together feeling utter love together as we passionately kiss my sweetheart we smile together knowing that our hearts could never find a better place in life together utter than to be beating together in utter harmony your heart and mine together beating our true love forever until the end of time.
Nov 26, 2016
Nov 26, 2016 at 4:45 AM UTC
Uttering those words
out loud as if they 'd been just
discovered, you did
bring them into their knees like
a newfound land's conqueror.
Oct 3, 2016
Oct 3, 2016 at 4:02 PM UTC