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Eating all the fruit in which my guardian had blessed me with
pulling out the blades my crooked homies had addressed me with
Crying tears for nothing in particular infested with
thoughts of sorrow mentally destroying all my tenureship...
I used to never leave my home
humans give me nada but the urge to be alone
Trapped inside a box inside a cage inside a zone
in which i could not leave i could not breathe while still as stone...
Theres so much left to say
many words to spew not enough of time in day ;
Shell ask you to lay on her
but little did you know
That she's a bed of spikes
deep in the ground below
If you could change the past
would you make alterations
Or watch yourself get eaten
in all past altercations..
If you are someones flower
remember all the pain
Of watching pedals wilt
and soiled in the rain..
If you are someones treasure
appreciate your worth
For without those like you
the lives of most are worse..
Jan 9, 2017
Jan 9, 2017 at 1:10 AM UTC
I want to cry
I want to scream
I want to break
I want them all to understand
I'm just a soul
A single pink soul
I'm far from perfect
I don't want to be ******* perfect
Perfection is boring
Uninspiring
Why is it so hard to understand
That I don't want what they do
I want to be me
I want to be free
I also kinda want to die
But we don't talk about that
So please
Don't pull
Leave me be
And maybe
I'll make my way back to you
Oct 16, 2018
Oct 16, 2018 at 1:51 PM UTC
Breathe in breadth of attention span
Friday, January 30, 2026
10:32 AM
We count our ghosts and old flamers as first to be ready,
make believe weavers were spinners as well, threaders, too,
setting woof and warp forthcoming as well expected stories *****
of spinning straw to gold,
while a warm fire hold
has us huddled
masses of weakened water, gaseous phase
submersed in ancient ritual reasons used
as though muttered in the whole circle
from the core to the shore, to the edge
of ever, in one day, one step, in alternating currency
charged with rocking right uses of freedom from tyranny
if ever there were times trying men's souls, be they ours,
or the others, those not us users of our processed breaths,
share this one line at a time preceptual breath procession
as we attempt mass realization, the original weform mystery,
this is my mind, wherein I find many hard sayings, mysteriouser
and mysteriouser whereupon we stand, persisting, curioser
still, if this were my imagination, and it seems it must be,
as me, not you, not we, just me, figuring how we may be,
as us, all persons born since events at Alamogordo led
to the inevitability of public relations work failing,
at scale, Dunbar squared, public perception JWST wide,
all y'all outs long called in, free, the game has reset,
all we ever thought we knew about infinity remains
a real experiment in thought cohesion, remembering
wu wei is water way, we flow from fonts conceived,
while the eldest among us let us discern the times,
redeemed in comparing McCarthy driving forces,
with those aspirations
of the Trump administration,
using pre-utilized hate making tactics
while professionally keeping new status quos
at your service trial truths, taste the future from
an historically unprecedented apologetical form,
be a GTA ace with Community College Degree,
become as cool as ICE, oh boy, real violence,
for the few, the proud, the brave, with this mind
I thee serve, the military crusader cause driven mind
skidding to a halt in ice postreaction innocent ABS
acknowledge life as good, believe that truth, good,
by leaving life as a whole good, and knowing good,
is better than knowing man's idea of evil, as
twisted whying made believe, as children, eh
we come into our dotage, some say second look
child, launched into the radio communication corp,
child, launched from parental expectation revealed,
inversions veil the revelation, perspicatious suddenly
we knew, in time,
we took this stitch, saving ten to watch never be
taken as ever after saving such a time to accumulate
interest.
Pretti and Good, I know them now, their rage,
their anger, I may feel, but I am old, and rage
using weapons warfare does allow, we love
our enemies, effectually, actually
resulting in the spiritually intentional burning hot coals,
upon their heads, as respectfully anticipated, amen.
Jan 30
Jan 30, 2026 at 2:29 PM UTC