#untrusted
All the plans we made
But
Cause you failed
Don't think about them
Even if I forgive you
For it will never make a difference
Great talking to you for a while
Hardly in my life now
I shouldn't have trusted you
Just keep living my life without you in it
Keep ignoring your calls saying you need us
Locked up in a different part of my heart while
Many others are in a different spot
Never feeling like I should trust you again
Obviously, you don't understand that
Please just let me be
Quit thinking your all you think you are, cause to others you aren’t
Really, the games have gotten old
Surely you will understand all you have done one day
Though right now I guess you know is how to play your little games
Uniquely put me together in a way I wish I wasn’t put together
Valuing the places that don't remind me of you
Why won't you change
Xyst is a place that calls me when I’m around you even though I don’t want to
You will hopefully understand one day
Zipping away our memories, for now, maybe someday they won’t have to be zipped
Dec 5, 2017
Dec 5, 2017 at 1:07 PM UTC
All my walls were down
But now they are back up
I gave you my love
and I thought it was enough
but I guess you believed in the lies
Now I’m just as good as a bag of flies
Worthless to those whom know nothing about me
Worthless to thought whom know me
You broke me
Are you proud
I wanted to drown
I wanted to be six feet in the ground
But I need to be there for my family
And for my true friends that are left
I ******* cared about you
But know I just can take it anymore
I can’t be in the same room as you
I can’t look at you
I want to go and cry
And wish that I wasn’t alive
ever since Thursday I’ve been crying
And I just want the pain to stop
yes I’m the one who turn the note in
And I don’t care if your mad
I just don’t want you to do anything stupid
Because yes I ******* still care
Even if I shouldn’t
when we were younger you protected me
Now its my turn for you.
Nov 14, 2018
Nov 14, 2018 at 10:08 AM UTC
I've heard the gossips you've spread
I am hurt with the words and all these tears
Spitting venom to spin on threads
For the secret was buried for many years
The truth you twisted, so now I am characterless
But truth has always won hearts over heartless
For every mouth that speaks, wrong against me
Will be ******* on their own venoms, you'll see
As for you, a shameless trusted friend
I've always favored you in your down time
Now all has come to an untrusted end
Your deeds are no less than a childish crime...
©sim
Sep 8, 2017
Sep 8, 2017 at 2:26 AM UTC
I can't fly without feathers
So why are you putting me in tethers
I can't swim without fins
And still your sticking in the pins
And pulling off that little dolls limbs
Like right out of the fairytale grimms'
Your vicious as hell with that voodoo doll of twine
You made in my image so it would be mine
I constantly feel the shivers run down my spine
I don't understand why you keep me here entrapped
And leave all of our potential so untapped
Instead you think I must be kidnapped
It's trust that you're so desperately lacking
Wish you would just relize it's not me that's been slacking
Jan 28, 2016
Jan 28, 2016 at 11:19 AM UTC