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She came to me with wet cheeks, Told me about her fever— How it came at midnight, How it shook her like a leaf, How no one understood. I nodded. I understood. She spoke of thermometers and tablets, Of worries that kept her awake, Of how hard it is to be alone when you're sick. Her hands moved as she spoke, Tracing circles in the air, Drawing the shape of her suffering So I could see it clearly. I saw it. What she didn't see Was the cancer sleeping in my bones, The quiet war inside my chest, The way I measure my life In small things now— Morning light, birdsong, One more day. --- She said, "You're so strong. You always listen. You never complain about your own problems." And I smiled, Because what else can you do When the weight you carry Is too heavy for words? --- Here is what I have learned: Small pain cries. Big pain sits. Medium pain finds a friend. But the pain that will end you— That pain makes you a friend To everyone else's pain. She will remember this day As the time I held her hand While she was sick. She will tell others, "He was there for me." And I will remember That for one hour I forgot my own dying By holding someone else's living. --- Sometimes I wonder: If my cancer had a voice, What would it say? Would it scream? Would it beg? Would it shake people like she did? Or would it sit quietly too, Knowing that the world Can only carry So much sorrow? --- Tonight she is home, Probably sleeping, Her fever gone by morning. Tonight I am here, Counting heartbeats, Wondering how many are left, Holding my own hand Because no one else knows It needs holding. --- This is not a complaint. This is just how it is. Some people cry in public Because they can. Some people cry in private Because they must. And some people— Some people spend their last days Being soft places For others to fall. --- If you read this And remember someone Who listened to your pain But never shared their own— Go back. Ask again. Look closer. Because the quietest ones Are usually the ones Carrying the most. And sometimes, In their silence, They are screaming.
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Mar 12
Mar 12, 2026 at 8:46 PM UTC
The Listener
She came to me with wet cheeks, Told me about her fever— How it came at midnight, How it shook her like a leaf, How no one understood. I nodded. I understood. She spoke of thermometers and tablets, Of worries that kept her awake, Of how hard it is to be alone when you're sick. Her hands moved as she spoke, Tracing circles in the air, Drawing the shape of her suffering So I could see it clearly. I saw it. What she didn't see Was the cancer sleeping in my bones, The quiet war inside my chest, The way I measure my life In small things now— Morning light, birdsong, One more day. --- She said, "You're so strong. You always listen. You never complain about your own problems." And I smiled, Because what else can you do When the weight you carry Is too heavy for words? --- Here is what I have learned: Small pain cries. Big pain sits. Medium pain finds a friend. But the pain that will end you— That pain makes you a friend To everyone else's pain. She will remember this day As the time I held her hand While she was sick. She will tell others, "He was there for me." And I will remember That for one hour I forgot my own dying By holding someone else's living. --- Sometimes I wonder: If my cancer had a voice, What would it say? Would it scream? Would it beg? Would it shake people like she did? Or would it sit quietly too, Knowing that the world Can only carry So much sorrow? --- Tonight she is home, Probably sleeping, Her fever gone by morning. Tonight I am here, Counting heartbeats, Wondering how many are left, Holding my own hand Because no one else knows It needs holding. --- This is not a complaint. This is just how it is. Some people cry in public Because they can. Some people cry in private Because they must. And some people— Some people spend their last days Being soft places For others to fall. --- If you read this And remember someone Who listened to your pain But never shared their own— Go back. Ask again. Look closer. Because the quietest ones Are usually the ones Carrying the most. And sometimes, In their silence, They are screaming.
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My life and soul fell apart the moment I received the news that crumpled my heart into pieces pieces that still shines with memories of you. Those memories trouble me at night, leaving me to wonder Did I love you enough? Was I enough or was I simply too much? All I ever did was crave for communication, to understand, to grow the love we once shared. Yet you brushed it aside, and left me aching with the quiet despaired of being unheard.
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Feb 27
Feb 27, 2026 at 3:45 AM UTC
The Quiet Despair of Being Unheard
I didn’t wake up relieved. Just lighter, as if something had stopped leaning its full weight against the morning. I made coffee without thinking of you. That felt worth noticing. The cup warmed my hands the way it always has. Nothing dramatic happened. There were words I once rehearsed, sentences shaped for an audience that never arrived. Today, they stayed where they were, and I let them. This isn’t forgiveness. It’s closer to setting something down I’ve been carrying without noticing, because my hands are tired. The need to explain has quietly left the room. I went about the day without checking for echoes. The silence wasn’t empty – just unused, like a chair no one needs anymore. I wrote this without an address. Not out of caution, but because it no longer requires one. Some letters finish themselves once they’re no longer asking to be read.
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Feb 11
Feb 11, 2026 at 8:55 AM UTC
Unaddressed
Now can we talk in the dialect of scars, where every sentence is a suture and the silence between words is the ghost of the wound? The distance between us is not empty air— it is a museum of every goodbye we practiced in our throats but never released. Glass cases hold our almost-touches, dusty and carefully labeled. Let us speak in the grammar of erosion. Let our words be acid rain on the marble statues we made of each other. Let them dissolve the polished smiles, reveal the weathered stone beneath— the hairline fractures where the weather got in. Can we talk of the archaeology of us? The stratified layers of want and withdrawal, the fossilized gestures in mid-reach? I will show you the dig site of my chest, the careful brushes laid out, the unearthed pottery of a heart still holding the shape of your hands. Now can we talk about the gravity in the center of every room we enter? How it pulls not downward, but inward, collapsing our sentences into black holes where light and meaning cannot escape? How we orbit each other's darkness, tidal-locked in perpetual almost? I want to speak in the language of drowned things— bell tones from sunken ships, the muffled prayers of descending anchors. I want to chart the shipwreck we made when we aimed our bows at the same storm and called it courage. Let us converse in the vocabulary of ghosts. Not the haunting kind, but the forgotten— the echo of a laugh in an empty hallway, the imprint of a head on a pillow years cold, the scent that lingers after the perfume is gone. Let us name each apparition before it fades completely. For our silence has grown its own ecosystem. Pale mushrooms of resentment in the damp corners, vines of compromise choking the architecture, and in the foundation—the slow, persistent seep of what we dared not drain. So take this rusted lantern. Take this map of fault lines. Take this key that fits only broken locks. Do not clean them. The patina is the story. Now. Can we talk? Or will we simply stand in the cathedral of our accumulated quiet, two living fossils admiring the architecture of our own beautiful, terrible, extinction?
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Jan 26
Jan 26, 2026 at 2:14 PM UTC
Now Can We Talk?
Now can we talk in the dialect of scars, where every sentence is a suture and the silence between words is the ghost of the wound? The distance between us is not empty air— it is a museum of every goodbye we practiced in our throats but never released. Glass cases hold our almost-touches, dusty and carefully labeled. Let us speak in the grammar of erosion. Let our words be acid rain on the marble statues we made of each other. Let them dissolve the polished smiles, reveal the weathered stone beneath— the hairline fractures where the weather got in. Can we talk of the archaeology of us? The stratified layers of want and withdrawal, the fossilized gestures in mid-reach? I will show you the dig site of my chest, the careful brushes laid out, the unearthed pottery of a heart still holding the shape of your hands. Now can we talk about the gravity in the center of every room we enter? How it pulls not downward, but inward, collapsing our sentences into black holes where light and meaning cannot escape? How we orbit each other's darkness, tidal-locked in perpetual almost? I want to speak in the language of drowned things— bell tones from sunken ships, the muffled prayers of descending anchors. I want to chart the shipwreck we made when we aimed our bows at the same storm and called it courage. Let us converse in the vocabulary of ghosts. Not the haunting kind, but the forgotten— the echo of a laugh in an empty hallway, the imprint of a head on a pillow years cold, the scent that lingers after the perfume is gone. Let us name each apparition before it fades completely. For our silence has grown its own ecosystem. Pale mushrooms of resentment in the damp corners, vines of compromise choking the architecture, and in the foundation—the slow, persistent seep of what we dared not drain. So take this rusted lantern. Take this map of fault lines. Take this key that fits only broken locks. Do not clean them. The patina is the story. Now. Can we talk? Or will we simply stand in the cathedral of our accumulated quiet, two living fossils admiring the architecture of our own beautiful, terrible, extinction?
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Silence isn’t empty, it speaks in its own way — of unspoken thoughts, and words we couldn’t say. It holds the weight of longing, the comfort of the near, the ache of distant memories, the truths we never hear. In silence, hearts are louder, their echoes linger deep, a language beyond voices, a promise we still keep.
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Dec 5, 2025
Dec 5, 2025 at 2:21 AM UTC
The Language of Stillness
Where do stray wishes go to? To the well of eternal darkness floating in the chasm of hopelessness? or to where the harp rings bright and loud where the world is made of wings and melodies. Where do unburnt letters go to? To the drain of filth and roaches? where every dream seems to end anyway or to the heart of those meant for mine got lost in the darkness anyway. Where do you keep this sorrow this longing, this emptiness My heart feels full while it devours itself from one person to another never to find its home ever again. So I keep my chest tight while it aches never to let another see never to let them feel this pain Will they ever understand or will I be forever lost in this maze? But my heart rises again like Lazarus only to fan those flames Where does so much hope comes from from my empty abyss and why does it hide when i need it again?
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Nov 23, 2025
Nov 23, 2025 at 2:22 PM UTC
Where Lost Things Wander
Look at me with those eyes Those eyes which I yearn without knowing When did it start? Couldn't recall Couldn't recall, when I started feeling this way Talk to me Talk to me with those voice which I yearn for Me who I wanted to be loved by you You, who gave me hope Hope and light like no one would Where are you now Where are you now, when I need you so much Where are you now, when I am yearning so much So much, that's it driving me crazy Look at me Look at me with those eyes Those eyes which I find delicate now
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Sep 29, 2025
Sep 29, 2025 at 11:44 AM UTC
Look at me
My Dear, I’m tongue-tied — I may not be able to say much. It’s been a long time since I looked into your eyes. In the rush of the day we never find a single quiet moment for ourselves. If I speak, you’ll tell me you have no time for these childish whims. Fine — I’ll stop saying it. But if you ever feel like it, put out the dim light in your room and stare, blank-eyed, at the ceiling for a while. Maybe then you’ll feel what I feel; maybe you’ll see what’s inside me, and notice how wide the distance has grown. What do you think? That I’m only being cryptic? You see nothing but darkness. There is no place left for jokes — my days and nights are full of nonsense. Go ahead, add a couple more complaints to the list. Lately I’m beyond ordinary sorrow; call me an enlightened sage if that comforts you. I won’t tell another lie — I’ll try to speak only what’s true from my heart. No — I will tell you nothing but the truth. These sleepless nights have become unbearably irksome. I’m tongue-tied; I won’t explain the reasons to anyone. You needn’t worry. Keep living your life as you do. I’ve learned a new craft: weaving stories — many lies, a little truth, and mostly imagination. Enough of that. I’ve rambled so much I forgot the real thing I wanted to say: I miss your smile. I miss it a great deal. Without it, your face looks hollow and empty. Always, Someone
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Sep 16, 2025
Sep 16, 2025 at 4:25 AM UTC
Letter-1
You said you would forget me— like restless waves upon the sea, crashing in the eyes. You said— in the city of love, now turned to ashes, you fear to walk again, lest one spark burn your heart once more. You fear— oh, how deeply you fear— not man, but the shadow of man. A small man, a small life— is it light behind the shadow, or shadow behind the light? Simple words falter upon the lips— what I wish to say, what I end up saying. You said: Do not return. In the heavy black monsoon of sorrow, you walked away. But will your rain-soaked grief ever fall again, Beloved? Today I am like a star, veiled in clouds— dimmed, lost to myself. A wandering soul, burning with the desire to exist within your existence. And yet— I will sit and wait on the riverbank of life. If you wish, you may return once more, sailing across in the boat of longing.
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Sep 7, 2025
Sep 7, 2025 at 3:27 AM UTC
You Said You Would Forget
(hey. you still there?) they say in different dimensions the decisions you did not take are the only ones that remain for the you that exists in parallel i wonder how she lives is it a better life, perhaps? 'cause it's hard to say i've got a great one (you know, you should just accept it) there's so much, though how do i live how do i experience when one decision causes me to miss out on the _what could have been's_ and the almosts' (they're not always that bad) but you say it just because and i live the intensity there's so much to consume love to give kisses to be exchanged hugs to be shared feelings to be said movies i'm yet to experience music i'm yet to hear books i haven't read yet moments i haven't gone through (why do you always think this way, this much? i feel lighter, but there's a mess within your being) _a storm._ so much to offer the world's got a turning pov everywhere and it matters 'cause why would i spend my whole life living in the same normals the same feelings mistakes, foreign meanings, and all the sudden dreamings when i could have much more just accept, sometimes go against the flow why define when i could be anyone i want (it's 2:14, why are you awake, still?) and when i see you perhaps after a decade i'll still meet you with a smile on my face and i'll be as fond of you as i am in the present and hope that you'll look at me the same way, with the same glance (just let it go) but there's so much to hold and there's like a million things that i'm yet to do a thousand people i haven't come through whispers, and confessions i haven't made memories and feelings i haven't shared (i've been wondering) my head goes numb it explodes the next thing everything i hid, comes undone and when you look at me from a distance when i don't notice you'll see how the mask falls how i let it grip me how i just change it all and i'm the same but with you in front of you i don't bleed i put stitches, temporary as they might be and i face you tell you all that you dream listen, find every single possible meaning and maybe you don't want me maybe they don't like me but i do and that'll continue and i'll fade out stay in background but that's how i've always been maybe, just maybe there could be a parallel me where you and i make these decisions together and then one day we wouldn't have to choose and there won't be a chance of any mistakes or another (i love being alive) but the parallels can't have the same thoughts so what do i say? admit this is all that i've got _but i'm so much more!_ i dream with an innocent kindling that sears and leaves an imprint behind my eyes and if you see it in just the right light you'll see the hues all shades — pretty, darker, sometimes a nice pastel and often, the tiny blues flickering imagination left to chance dreaming about crossing the horizons that weren't ever mine to dance through, holding hands i like holding hands and touch express it in the way you grip onto someone say without saying so different from living without loving my hands collide against the glass walls that glimmer with condensation from the heat of the moments and some solemn passion (but do you believe in them all?) paradoxes could be / shouldn't maybe / wouldn't i just hope and hope carries all the trust like a stream of thought or blood in my veins it pulses a rhythm makes a twirl slips through, forgiven hurt me, give me scars i'll trust, for that's my part keep it, betray it, lose it, grip it hard i'll stay, i'll leave, i'll be present — just not here (wipe it off.) i do and i look in the mirror see what looks back i smile at her she doesn't laugh she stares frowns judges scowls fumes breathes sighs looks down (you let it get to you, again?) ants creep around the sweet they're always on the lookout find it, the smallest of crumbs and suddenly they're all about sorrow takes that place a misspoken detail sits, waits grief comes up, surrounds takes the hold rakes me whole (i've got something going, i'll have to hang up) multiple things a lot, actually it's overwhelming do you live? or do you simply exist? is it enough — all that you do? is it okay — all that happens to you? i want everything yet struggle to feel anything the voice whispers she made braver decisions i took the harsh ones i hope at least she had it easy if i couldn't bring you peace maybe you're like her more than you like me infinite possibilities to one single question the line goes silent as if the call has been dropped but i know you're there and i know you see it all do you understand, however? existentialism isn't really everything this is about a vulnerability, the kind — i let take over when the veil drops i reach out, i do but it takes the stronger to notice, the weaker to hold me through i keep thinking about it versions of me the ones who made perhaps the different kind of mistakes i don't regret it they say, "love however brief, is never wasted" it's not mine, i wish it was such a good thought i wonder who wrote sprinkles of chocolate coating the forlorn it's meant to give you the dopamine one that you need to keep going on (hey, i'll call you later — breathe for me, and stay right there?) i've been staying same place, same things the only changes — they repeat and i wonder if we dream the same beings they've mapped my nightmares collided against the sunbeams endings ending on a happy note hide the truth — the ones in real life go bittersweet melancholies wrapped in stillness silence is when it echoes a whistle on repeat, almost the same tune, the same voice will you come reach out to me when i'm long gone — lost in a vague old memory can we coexist? can they do so? can humans achieve it and not hurt each other in the process of fitting the puzzle pieces and simply letting go? but i guess, being roughed up is necessary i'm yet to find myself there's just a whole lot remaining (i don't write that well) my heart swells my lungs fill up how do i go along knowing i could be missing out on all that just wouldn't be so wrong? (isn't that necessary? for you to be you, for me to be me. decisions. choices. wonders. dreams.) so, i'll live. (you didn't pick up my call, are you awake & alright?) ... (i've been really good this side, are you alive?)
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Aug 1, 2025
Aug 1, 2025 at 12:07 PM UTC
a missed call went to voicemail
(hey. you still there?) they say in different dimensions the decisions you did not take are the only ones that remain for the you that exists in parallel i wonder how she lives is it a better life, perhaps? 'cause it's hard to say i've got a great one (you know, you should just accept it) there's so much, though how do i live how do i experience when one decision causes me to miss out on the _what could have been's_ and the almosts' (they're not always that bad) but you say it just because and i live the intensity there's so much to consume love to give kisses to be exchanged hugs to be shared feelings to be said movies i'm yet to experience music i'm yet to hear books i haven't read yet moments i haven't gone through (why do you always think this way, this much? i feel lighter, but there's a mess within your being) _a storm._ so much to offer the world's got a turning pov everywhere and it matters 'cause why would i spend my whole life living in the same normals the same feelings mistakes, foreign meanings, and all the sudden dreamings when i could have much more just accept, sometimes go against the flow why define when i could be anyone i want (it's 2:14, why are you awake, still?) and when i see you perhaps after a decade i'll still meet you with a smile on my face and i'll be as fond of you as i am in the present and hope that you'll look at me the same way, with the same glance (just let it go) but there's so much to hold and there's like a million things that i'm yet to do a thousand people i haven't come through whispers, and confessions i haven't made memories and feelings i haven't shared (i've been wondering) my head goes numb it explodes the next thing everything i hid, comes undone and when you look at me from a distance when i don't notice you'll see how the mask falls how i let it grip me how i just change it all and i'm the same but with you in front of you i don't bleed i put stitches, temporary as they might be and i face you tell you all that you dream listen, find every single possible meaning and maybe you don't want me maybe they don't like me but i do and that'll continue and i'll fade out stay in background but that's how i've always been maybe, just maybe there could be a parallel me where you and i make these decisions together and then one day we wouldn't have to choose and there won't be a chance of any mistakes or another (i love being alive) but the parallels can't have the same thoughts so what do i say? admit this is all that i've got _but i'm so much more!_ i dream with an innocent kindling that sears and leaves an imprint behind my eyes and if you see it in just the right light you'll see the hues all shades — pretty, darker, sometimes a nice pastel and often, the tiny blues flickering imagination left to chance dreaming about crossing the horizons that weren't ever mine to dance through, holding hands i like holding hands and touch express it in the way you grip onto someone say without saying so different from living without loving my hands collide against the glass walls that glimmer with condensation from the heat of the moments and some solemn passion (but do you believe in them all?) paradoxes could be / shouldn't maybe / wouldn't i just hope and hope carries all the trust like a stream of thought or blood in my veins it pulses a rhythm makes a twirl slips through, forgiven hurt me, give me scars i'll trust, for that's my part keep it, betray it, lose it, grip it hard i'll stay, i'll leave, i'll be present — just not here (wipe it off.) i do and i look in the mirror see what looks back i smile at her she doesn't laugh she stares frowns judges scowls fumes breathes sighs looks down (you let it get to you, again?) ants creep around the sweet they're always on the lookout find it, the smallest of crumbs and suddenly they're all about sorrow takes that place a misspoken detail sits, waits grief comes up, surrounds takes the hold rakes me whole (i've got something going, i'll have to hang up) multiple things a lot, actually it's overwhelming do you live? or do you simply exist? is it enough — all that you do? is it okay — all that happens to you? i want everything yet struggle to feel anything the voice whispers she made braver decisions i took the harsh ones i hope at least she had it easy if i couldn't bring you peace maybe you're like her more than you like me infinite possibilities to one single question the line goes silent as if the call has been dropped but i know you're there and i know you see it all do you understand, however? existentialism isn't really everything this is about a vulnerability, the kind — i let take over when the veil drops i reach out, i do but it takes the stronger to notice, the weaker to hold me through i keep thinking about it versions of me the ones who made perhaps the different kind of mistakes i don't regret it they say, "love however brief, is never wasted" it's not mine, i wish it was such a good thought i wonder who wrote sprinkles of chocolate coating the forlorn it's meant to give you the dopamine one that you need to keep going on (hey, i'll call you later — breathe for me, and stay right there?) i've been staying same place, same things the only changes — they repeat and i wonder if we dream the same beings they've mapped my nightmares collided against the sunbeams endings ending on a happy note hide the truth — the ones in real life go bittersweet melancholies wrapped in stillness silence is when it echoes a whistle on repeat, almost the same tune, the same voice will you come reach out to me when i'm long gone — lost in a vague old memory can we coexist? can they do so? can humans achieve it and not hurt each other in the process of fitting the puzzle pieces and simply letting go? but i guess, being roughed up is necessary i'm yet to find myself there's just a whole lot remaining (i don't write that well) my heart swells my lungs fill up how do i go along knowing i could be missing out on all that just wouldn't be so wrong? (isn't that necessary? for you to be you, for me to be me. decisions. choices. wonders. dreams.) so, i'll live. (you didn't pick up my call, are you awake & alright?) ... (i've been really good this side, are you alive?)
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मनातल्या कोपऱ्यात आहे आठवणींचा ठेवा, ती बरोबर असण्याचा आनंद त्यांच्याच मदतीने घ्यावा. प्रेमात कायम जवळ असणं हे गरजेचं नसतं, लांब असूनदेखील मला ओढ तुझीच असते. सतत तुझा वाटतो अभिमान, आनंददेखील होतो, पण एकत्र आनंद साजरा करण्याचा मोका माझ्याकडे नसतो. माझी काळजी करू नकोस असं मी कायम तुला सांगतो, तुझ्या काळजीत मात्र मी माझा प्रत्येक क्षण काढतो.
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Jul 11, 2025
Jul 11, 2025 at 2:29 AM UTC
मनातल्या कोपऱ्यात
I look back at our photo — two smiles caught mid-laughter, too real to fake, even with life weighing heavy on us. Back then, we didn’t have much, but we had that — something solid, unspoken. Now, our smiles in pictures feel like strangers wearing our faces. And though a part of me wants to stay angry, there’s still a small corner of my heart that waits for you to say something — anything — that sounds like the old us. People keep asking, like they expect me to have all the words. But why is it only me who has to say what happened? Why not you? Do you ever stop and wonder how much it hurts — not just losing what we were, but never really knowing why?
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Jun 23, 2025
Jun 23, 2025 at 8:54 AM UTC
What Was Left Unsaid
I was alive — when I look back. I can preserve it, but I can’t get it back. I want to shine, but I’m not a pearl. I want to cry, but I’m not a girl. This society says: “Be happy, be composed,” But never lets us feel free and exposed. I wore a mask I wasn’t allowed to take off. I’m a boy in a world that calls me free — But I’ve forgotten what free even means to me.
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Jun 23, 2025
Jun 23, 2025 at 1:22 AM UTC
Forgotten What Is Free
Moments of love feel almost medical— but my patience for it is cold, clinical. I never meant to overdose, just chasing comfort in a heavy dose of someone new, to help me cope. I try to build a house from broken pieces— too many to count. I am the empty echo of a heart still full, but far too loud to be heard. _Echo...   Echoes_      fall between the silence of our words, two awkward breaths apart—trying to keep it innocent, just as friends, while our primal skins just want to skip to the part of just having *** It’s the risk of falling in love— that makes us stumble near the edge. It’s beautiful. It’s ******* stupid. It hurts. It’s love. Whether it finds you first, as the one you need— or shows up last, as the one you never really wanted.
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Jun 15, 2025
Jun 15, 2025 at 2:08 AM UTC
Echoes of Love
i remember a memory — it isn't mine. someone else's. being the kid we used to be (yes, i'm writing it in their pov) we drank lemonade under the summer sun, watched the bulb in the sky brighten, heard the promises of forever where no voice resonated. echoes of my woes learned to yearn within these walls. it's a contrast: sweet, distant, aching. have you ever heard of feeling nothing — like the silence after chaos, a void so deep, there seems to be nothing it's composed of at all? an absence that has screamed louder since its presence. i listen to skyfall as i write, and no, the sky hasn't fallen — but it seems it would have felt better if it did. a way to express what i feel deep inside, since the breaking. there are regrets. like a flower blooms under the sun, my regret bloomed under the skin of love, whispered between lines, composed of all the maybes it could have been — the ideas, the fantasies, versions of you that never came to just be. perhaps i'd dreamt different — not of someone, but of how things seemed to me. but it's nighttime, and i sit, and like a building collapsing, i think — stars falling, heavens opening, illusions crashing, my heart strengthening. it rubs painfully against the chest — or so. i wish it hurt just a little bit more, for i feel it tends to lack intensity. how you simply waved a goodbye — i felt it like waves in the sea. yours was late, brief — mine drowned, delivered me to the ending. i have my window open. i'll try to describe the night sky. it still seems impossible, like it did that night. the stars — they watched me silently. maybe they witnessed the fall as well. and then i wondered — did i even know it all that well? maybe they were the lovers who never made it home. maybe they were the parallels to what was meant to be alone. i kinda hoped it'd be one way — either you'd become a star, or me, or us together. and whoever remained would have watched it as we grew old together. alas, what remains of it now? the memories, the hauntings — are they simply the nothings in between the heavier things? wave after wave, they take me with them, bring me back to where i began. we were kids once, with lemonade hearts — not the sugary kind, but the one filled with zest and a spark. the sky remembers all that i've forgotten. the same track on repeat — i wish i'd heard it the night that brought me to hit rock bottom. i want to write and write and write and let it devour you and me and all the eyes that ponder over these words whole. for that nothing felt like everything for a moment. and i can't believe you missed out on becoming the lovers — the ones i dreamt for us to be. that was indeed just the end, then. like the sounds of tires on gravel when the track twists just right — hold—wait—stop— i need to catch up to my memories. but what of all the ones you left with? bled into them: the last gaze, the lasting wounds. oh, look — it crumbled. had you promised to stay and followed it through, i'd have torn the sky apart with bare hands, set ablaze all those who came in our path. but alas, easy way out — i saw nothing (that was enough then), never saw beyond you (but now i see all of you). and i shall wash away, off the shore, at the edge of the boat. i shall let go and watch. you've slipped from my hands like dust in between fingers. the sandglass broke, so did the beats at which my heart spoke. i wish you the best. i shall hope you find rest in places that aren't filled with me. it's a closure, it's my closure — turns out, that's all i've ever seeked.
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Jun 6, 2025
Jun 6, 2025 at 6:07 PM UTC
aching in the ‘could be’s’
i remember a memory — it isn't mine. someone else's. being the kid we used to be (yes, i'm writing it in their pov) we drank lemonade under the summer sun, watched the bulb in the sky brighten, heard the promises of forever where no voice resonated. echoes of my woes learned to yearn within these walls. it's a contrast: sweet, distant, aching. have you ever heard of feeling nothing — like the silence after chaos, a void so deep, there seems to be nothing it's composed of at all? an absence that has screamed louder since its presence. i listen to skyfall as i write, and no, the sky hasn't fallen — but it seems it would have felt better if it did. a way to express what i feel deep inside, since the breaking. there are regrets. like a flower blooms under the sun, my regret bloomed under the skin of love, whispered between lines, composed of all the maybes it could have been — the ideas, the fantasies, versions of you that never came to just be. perhaps i'd dreamt different — not of someone, but of how things seemed to me. but it's nighttime, and i sit, and like a building collapsing, i think — stars falling, heavens opening, illusions crashing, my heart strengthening. it rubs painfully against the chest — or so. i wish it hurt just a little bit more, for i feel it tends to lack intensity. how you simply waved a goodbye — i felt it like waves in the sea. yours was late, brief — mine drowned, delivered me to the ending. i have my window open. i'll try to describe the night sky. it still seems impossible, like it did that night. the stars — they watched me silently. maybe they witnessed the fall as well. and then i wondered — did i even know it all that well? maybe they were the lovers who never made it home. maybe they were the parallels to what was meant to be alone. i kinda hoped it'd be one way — either you'd become a star, or me, or us together. and whoever remained would have watched it as we grew old together. alas, what remains of it now? the memories, the hauntings — are they simply the nothings in between the heavier things? wave after wave, they take me with them, bring me back to where i began. we were kids once, with lemonade hearts — not the sugary kind, but the one filled with zest and a spark. the sky remembers all that i've forgotten. the same track on repeat — i wish i'd heard it the night that brought me to hit rock bottom. i want to write and write and write and let it devour you and me and all the eyes that ponder over these words whole. for that nothing felt like everything for a moment. and i can't believe you missed out on becoming the lovers — the ones i dreamt for us to be. that was indeed just the end, then. like the sounds of tires on gravel when the track twists just right — hold—wait—stop— i need to catch up to my memories. but what of all the ones you left with? bled into them: the last gaze, the lasting wounds. oh, look — it crumbled. had you promised to stay and followed it through, i'd have torn the sky apart with bare hands, set ablaze all those who came in our path. but alas, easy way out — i saw nothing (that was enough then), never saw beyond you (but now i see all of you). and i shall wash away, off the shore, at the edge of the boat. i shall let go and watch. you've slipped from my hands like dust in between fingers. the sandglass broke, so did the beats at which my heart spoke. i wish you the best. i shall hope you find rest in places that aren't filled with me. it's a closure, it's my closure — turns out, that's all i've ever seeked.
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There’s a parachute stitched into my eyes— soft silk holding nothing, as I watch myself freefalling into an empty space The ringing words of love still call, like fading prayers – as the voices of lovers trying to reconnect. But I never was good at playing my heart. But aren’t you expecting me to stay in character? To wear the lines you wrote for me, in the means of keeping up this fantasy of love. My smiles are scripted; as everyone else is helping to create such a picture frame. The world helps paint our picture from all the wildest of conversations; but the more they run out of your mouth, the more they seem to taste so tame. These tired eyes have searched in your eyes for a reflection I can truly bend– so is the baggage claim of my baggy eyes; visioning our broken pieces coming together to hopefully mend. I was your background character, your silent NPC in a game you never knew I played, the first time. But when I stopped watching, when I stopped turning toward you with secret obsession – you started to feel the crush of my own crush. Now you chase the echo of something that once held you true—that hidden crush, that tender view, searching. But love, my dear, truly YOU, should see how love is so **** blind.
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May 24, 2025
May 24, 2025 at 4:34 PM UTC
The Character I Pretend to Play
Sometimes, we can’t do anything but to just sit and miss them. Sometimes, it’s better to just hide all your emotions in your tiny heart. Sometimes, opting for silence is the best option in all situations. Sometimes, a comforting embrace is enough to heal you when sympathetic words doesn’t. Sometimes, all you crave for is a hand on your shoulder or a shoulder to lie or a person to hear you and comfort you when you feel low than having the whole family to console you. Not every pain needs words. Not every tear needs an audience. Sometimes, silence understands more than sympathy. Sometimes, all the heart asks for is a quiet presence — a touch, a glance, a gentle reminder that we’re not alone. And in those tender moments, healing begins.
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May 20, 2025
May 20, 2025 at 12:46 AM UTC
Sometimes... That’s All We Need
Eyelids fluttering closed, I see those eyes, Swirls of hazel that still thaw my heart, Maybe I should've known from the start, now I'm paying the price, tearing me apart I let him in, a little too fast, held on to him a little too tight, thought I'd survive the blast, that I'd rise, not fall in the fight It's been a whole year since, the scars remain fresh still, maybe one day I'll feel the thrill, when my heart puts together it's flints
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May 10, 2025
May 10, 2025 at 2:51 PM UTC
Striking flints
Locked Rooms You lie beside me every night, But dream alone, beyond my sight. Your eyes drift off to places deep, While I stay waking in the sleep. You speak of work, of plans, the day, But never what you’ve throw away. Not what you long for, fear, or miss— Just surface talk, no hidden wish. I ask, you nod, then change the thread, As if your dreams were something dead. A vault you never want to share, A soul too tangled to lay bare. I don’t need answers tied in bows, Or every thought you’ve ever known. I just want in—just one small key— To feel your fire burning free. But walls are what you offer back, And silence fills the growing crack. How strange to love, and still not know The places that your heart won’t go. I can’t hold dreams you never speak, Or heal the parts you will not seek. I’m not a ghost, I’m not a guess— I’m here, but aching nonetheless. So tell me where your stars are set, What haunts your nights with quiet debt. I want to love you, fully true— But I can’t reach the locked-up you. © 2025 Shawn Oen. All rights reserved.
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Apr 21, 2025
Apr 21, 2025 at 1:31 PM UTC
Locked Rooms
Sometimes, flipping through old verses Feels like opening a dusty window— A gust of forgotten air Rushing into my lungs. A lost thought lingers in my throat, Like a sneeze that never comes. The past, like a cold, Stays with me for days. I once thought time was a magician, Pulling endless moments from a hat. Now I see— It’s just a tired juggler, Tossing the same tricks, As we pretend to be surprised. Some poems are wrapped in silence, Pressed between pages like dried leaves. They were never meant to be seen— She feared someone would recognize her in them. But I wonder, if I set them free, Would she recognize herself now? I cough, As old words scratch against my breath. Old poems carry the scent Of blankets left out in the sun— Memories aired out, Dreams wiped clean. Yet, some stains remain. Some echoes refuse to fade. And just before the past settles, A sneeze always lingers— An allergy to old verses.
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Mar 30, 2025
Mar 30, 2025 at 12:21 PM UTC
Allergies of Old Verses
She had a habit of noticing the moon. No matter where we were—walking down a crowded street, sitting in a café, or even mid-conversation—her eyes would flicker upward the moment the sky darkened. "Look at that," she’d whisper, pointing like it was some rare discovery, like the moon hadn’t been there every night before. But for her, it was always new. Always worth a pause. I never paid much attention to it before her. The moon was just... the moon. A constant, unchanging presence. But when she looked at it, she saw something else—something soft, something worth noticing. One night, we were walking home, our hands brushing but never quite holding. She stopped suddenly, tilting her head back, eyes shining in the silver glow. "Doesn’t it make you feel small?" she asked. I looked at her instead of the sky. "No," I said. "Not when I’m with you." She smiled, shaking her head at my answer, but she never said anything more. Just slipped her arm through mine, and we walked on. Time passed. She isn’t here anymore. Not beside me on evening walks. Not stopping mid-sentence to point at the sky. But the moon is. And now, without meaning to, I find myself looking up every night. Out of habit. Out of memory. Out of love.
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Mar 26, 2025
Mar 26, 2025 at 2:49 AM UTC
The Way She Noticed the Moon
The night hums a quiet tune, a melody lost between stars and sighs. Moonlight spills like silver ink, writing forgotten dreams on my skin. I chase echoes of a name I never spoke, woven in the hush of the wind. Footsteps dissolve in the sand, yet the tide carries them back— again, and again. Time bends where longing lingers, soft hands reaching for yesterday’s touch. But love, like mist, fades before fingers can hold it. So I gather the whispers, press them into my ribs, let them bloom beneath my breath— a garden of moments, eternal and unseen.
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Mar 25, 2025
Mar 25, 2025 at 5:25 AM UTC
Ephemeral Whispers
The Echo of Your Name Your name lingers in the quiet air, Like a whisper the wind forgot to carry. I trace its letters in empty space, A soundless echo, soft yet heavy. When Our Eyes Met A moment stretched beyond time’s grasp, Two souls colliding in silent speech. No words were needed, yet my heart knew, In your eyes, home was within reach. Between the Lines I wrote you into my poetry, Hiding your name between the lines. Each verse a secret confession, Of love untold, yet deeply mine. The Last Goodbye Your hands slipped through mine like the tide, A farewell written in shifting sand. I held on to every memory, Yet time refused to understand. A Love That Never Was Some stories end before they start, Unfinished verses lost in air. We were a song half-sung, half-known, Yet still, I find your shadow there. Moonlight Letters I wrote you letters in moonlight, Words woven in silver beams. But night kept all my secrets safe, And morning stole my dreams. Love in Silence Not every love needs spoken words, Some bloom in the hush of night. A glance, a touch, a fleeting sigh, Enough to set the world alight. The Distance Between Us Miles could never dim the fire, That once burned within our souls. Yet love is not just light and warmth, It’s also the story time controls. Waiting for You Seasons changed, yet I remained, A heart still tethered to the past. Perhaps love is not just presence, But in the echoes that forever last. Unfinished Verses You were a poem left unwritten, A verse I never got to say. Yet even in these broken lines, You live in every word today.
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Mar 12, 2025
Mar 12, 2025 at 2:21 PM UTC
Love & Longing
The Echo of Your Name Your name lingers in the quiet air, Like a whisper the wind forgot to carry. I trace its letters in empty space, A soundless echo, soft yet heavy. When Our Eyes Met A moment stretched beyond time’s grasp, Two souls colliding in silent speech. No words were needed, yet my heart knew, In your eyes, home was within reach. Between the Lines I wrote you into my poetry, Hiding your name between the lines. Each verse a secret confession, Of love untold, yet deeply mine. The Last Goodbye Your hands slipped through mine like the tide, A farewell written in shifting sand. I held on to every memory, Yet time refused to understand. A Love That Never Was Some stories end before they start, Unfinished verses lost in air. We were a song half-sung, half-known, Yet still, I find your shadow there. Moonlight Letters I wrote you letters in moonlight, Words woven in silver beams. But night kept all my secrets safe, And morning stole my dreams. Love in Silence Not every love needs spoken words, Some bloom in the hush of night. A glance, a touch, a fleeting sigh, Enough to set the world alight. The Distance Between Us Miles could never dim the fire, That once burned within our souls. Yet love is not just light and warmth, It’s also the story time controls. Waiting for You Seasons changed, yet I remained, A heart still tethered to the past. Perhaps love is not just presence, But in the echoes that forever last. Unfinished Verses You were a poem left unwritten, A verse I never got to say. Yet even in these broken lines, You live in every word today.
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All afternoon thinking, my head keeps spinning. Evaluating one, and another option. Just to answer that question, What do you want with me? I have no label in the earthly, no explanation from beyond. I want to cover the wounds of the heart with gold. Like kintsugi, turning scars into beauty. I want to hold you, whenever you need it. I want to be the refuge from adversities. I want to be the outline of your emotions. I want to love you, and be loved. I want to set standards for you, and accept no less in return. Yet, you are setting them for me too, and I cannot receive less than what you give of yourself. It will be hard to cover with another nail, the mark you are leaving.
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Mar 11, 2025
Mar 11, 2025 at 6:24 AM UTC
Sincerity