#unspokenwords
She came to me with wet cheeks,
Told me about her fever—
How it came at midnight,
How it shook her like a leaf,
How no one understood.
I nodded.
I understood.
She spoke of thermometers and tablets,
Of worries that kept her awake,
Of how hard it is to be alone when you're sick.
Her hands moved as she spoke,
Tracing circles in the air,
Drawing the shape of her suffering
So I could see it clearly.
I saw it.
What she didn't see
Was the cancer sleeping in my bones,
The quiet war inside my chest,
The way I measure my life
In small things now—
Morning light, birdsong,
One more day.
---
She said, "You're so strong.
You always listen.
You never complain about your own problems."
And I smiled,
Because what else can you do
When the weight you carry
Is too heavy for words?
---
Here is what I have learned:
Small pain cries.
Big pain sits.
Medium pain finds a friend.
But the pain that will end you—
That pain makes you a friend
To everyone else's pain.
She will remember this day
As the time I held her hand
While she was sick.
She will tell others,
"He was there for me."
And I will remember
That for one hour
I forgot my own dying
By holding someone else's living.
---
Sometimes I wonder:
If my cancer had a voice,
What would it say?
Would it scream?
Would it beg?
Would it shake people like she did?
Or would it sit quietly too,
Knowing that the world
Can only carry
So much sorrow?
---
Tonight she is home,
Probably sleeping,
Her fever gone by morning.
Tonight I am here,
Counting heartbeats,
Wondering how many are left,
Holding my own hand
Because no one else knows
It needs holding.
---
This is not a complaint.
This is just how it is.
Some people cry in public
Because they can.
Some people cry in private
Because they must.
And some people—
Some people spend their last days
Being soft places
For others to fall.
---
If you read this
And remember someone
Who listened to your pain
But never shared their own—
Go back.
Ask again.
Look closer.
Because the quietest ones
Are usually the ones
Carrying the most.
And sometimes,
In their silence,
They are screaming.
Mar 12
Mar 12, 2026 at 8:46 PM UTC
My life and soul fell apart
the moment I received the news
that crumpled my heart into pieces
pieces that still shines
with memories of you.
Those memories trouble me at night,
leaving me to wonder
Did I love you enough?
Was I enough
or was I simply too much?
All I ever did was crave for communication,
to understand,
to grow the love we once shared.
Yet you brushed it aside,
and left me aching
with the quiet despaired of being unheard.
Feb 27
Feb 27, 2026 at 3:45 AM UTC
I didn’t wake up relieved.
Just lighter,
as if something had stopped leaning
its full weight against the morning.
I made coffee without thinking of you.
That felt worth noticing.
The cup warmed my hands
the way it always has.
Nothing dramatic happened.
There were words I once rehearsed,
sentences shaped for an audience
that never arrived.
Today, they stayed where they were,
and I let them.
This isn’t forgiveness.
It’s closer to setting something down
I’ve been carrying without noticing,
because my hands are tired.
The need to explain
has quietly left the room.
I went about the day
without checking for echoes.
The silence wasn’t empty –
just unused,
like a chair no one needs anymore.
I wrote this without an address.
Not out of caution,
but because it no longer requires one.
Some letters finish themselves
once they’re no longer asking to be read.
Feb 11
Feb 11, 2026 at 8:55 AM UTC
Now can we talk
in the dialect of scars,
where every sentence is a suture
and the silence between words
is the ghost of the wound?
The distance between us
is not empty air—
it is a museum of every goodbye
we practiced in our throats
but never released.
Glass cases hold our almost-touches,
dusty and carefully labeled.
Let us speak in the grammar of erosion.
Let our words be acid rain
on the marble statues we made of each other.
Let them dissolve the polished smiles,
reveal the weathered stone beneath—
the hairline fractures where the weather got in.
Can we talk of the archaeology of us?
The stratified layers of want and withdrawal,
the fossilized gestures in mid-reach?
I will show you the dig site of my chest,
the careful brushes laid out,
the unearthed pottery of a heart
still holding the shape of your hands.
Now can we talk about the gravity
in the center of every room we enter?
How it pulls not downward, but inward,
collapsing our sentences into black holes
where light and meaning cannot escape?
How we orbit each other's darkness,
tidal-locked in perpetual almost?
I want to speak in the language of drowned things—
bell tones from sunken ships,
the muffled prayers of descending anchors.
I want to chart the shipwreck we made
when we aimed our bows at the same storm
and called it courage.
Let us converse in the vocabulary of ghosts.
Not the haunting kind, but the forgotten—
the echo of a laugh in an empty hallway,
the imprint of a head on a pillow years cold,
the scent that lingers after the perfume is gone.
Let us name each apparition before it fades completely.
For our silence has grown its own ecosystem.
Pale mushrooms of resentment in the damp corners,
vines of compromise choking the architecture,
and in the foundation—the slow, persistent seep
of what we dared not drain.
So take this rusted lantern.
Take this map of fault lines.
Take this key that fits only broken locks.
Do not clean them. The patina is the story.
Now.
Can we talk?
Or will we simply stand
in the cathedral of our accumulated quiet,
two living fossils
admiring the architecture
of our own beautiful,
terrible,
extinction?
Jan 26
Jan 26, 2026 at 2:14 PM UTC
Silence isn’t empty,
it speaks in its own way —
of unspoken thoughts,
and words we couldn’t say.
It holds the weight of longing,
the comfort of the near,
the ache of distant memories,
the truths we never hear.
In silence, hearts are louder,
their echoes linger deep,
a language beyond voices,
a promise we still keep.
Dec 5, 2025
Dec 5, 2025 at 2:21 AM UTC
Where do stray wishes go to?
To the well of eternal darkness
floating in the chasm of hopelessness?
or to where the harp rings bright and loud
where the world is made of wings and melodies.
Where do unburnt letters go to?
To the drain of filth and roaches?
where every dream seems to end anyway
or to the heart of those meant for
mine got lost in the darkness anyway.
Where do you keep this sorrow
this longing, this emptiness
My heart feels full while it devours itself
from one person to another
never to find its home ever again.
So I keep my chest tight while it aches
never to let another see
never to let them feel this pain
Will they ever understand
or will I be forever lost in this maze?
But my heart rises again like Lazarus
only to fan those flames
Where does so much hope comes from
from my empty abyss
and why does it hide when i need it again?
Nov 23, 2025
Nov 23, 2025 at 2:22 PM UTC
Look at me with those eyes
Those eyes which I yearn without knowing
When did it start?
Couldn't recall
Couldn't recall, when I started feeling this way
Talk to me
Talk to me with those voice which I yearn for
Me who I wanted to be loved by you
You, who gave me hope
Hope and light like no one would
Where are you now
Where are you now, when I need you so much
Where are you now, when I am yearning so much
So much, that's it driving me crazy
Look at me
Look at me with those eyes
Those eyes which I find delicate now
Sep 29, 2025
Sep 29, 2025 at 11:44 AM UTC
My Dear,
I’m tongue-tied — I may not be able to say much. It’s been a long time since I looked into your eyes. In the rush of the day we never find a single quiet moment for ourselves.
If I speak, you’ll tell me you have no time for these childish whims. Fine — I’ll stop saying it. But if you ever feel like it, put out the dim light in your room and stare, blank-eyed, at the ceiling for a while. Maybe then you’ll feel what I feel; maybe you’ll see what’s inside me, and notice how wide the distance has grown.
What do you think? That I’m only being cryptic? You see nothing but darkness. There is no place left for jokes — my days and nights are full of nonsense.
Go ahead, add a couple more complaints to the list. Lately I’m beyond ordinary sorrow; call me an enlightened sage if that comforts you. I won’t tell another lie — I’ll try to speak only what’s true from my heart. No — I will tell you nothing but the truth. These sleepless nights have become unbearably irksome.
I’m tongue-tied; I won’t explain the reasons to anyone. You needn’t worry. Keep living your life as you do. I’ve learned a new craft: weaving stories — many lies, a little truth, and mostly imagination.
Enough of that. I’ve rambled so much I forgot the real thing I wanted to say: I miss your smile. I miss it a great deal. Without it, your face looks hollow and empty.
Always,
Someone
Sep 16, 2025
Sep 16, 2025 at 4:25 AM UTC
You said you would forget me—
like restless waves upon the sea,
crashing in the eyes.
You said—
in the city of love, now turned to ashes,
you fear to walk again,
lest one spark
burn your heart once more.
You fear—
oh, how deeply you fear—
not man,
but the shadow of man.
A small man, a small life—
is it light behind the shadow,
or shadow behind the light?
Simple words falter upon the lips—
what I wish to say,
what I end up saying.
You said: Do not return.
In the heavy black monsoon of sorrow,
you walked away.
But will your rain-soaked grief
ever fall again, Beloved?
Today I am like a star, veiled in clouds—
dimmed, lost to myself.
A wandering soul,
burning with the desire
to exist
within your existence.
And yet—
I will sit and wait
on the riverbank of life.
If you wish,
you may return once more,
sailing across in the boat of longing.
Sep 7, 2025
Sep 7, 2025 at 3:27 AM UTC
(hey. you still there?)
they say in different dimensions
the decisions you did not take
are the only ones that remain
for the you that exists in parallel
i wonder how she lives
is it a better life, perhaps?
'cause it's hard to say i've got a great one
(you know, you should just accept it)
there's so much, though
how do i live
how do i experience
when one decision causes me to miss out on the
_what could have been's_ and the almosts'
(they're not always that bad)
but you say it just because
and i live
the intensity
there's so much to consume
love to give
kisses to be exchanged
hugs to be shared
feelings to be said
movies i'm yet to experience
music i'm yet to hear
books i haven't read yet
moments i haven't gone through
(why do you always think this way, this much?
i feel lighter, but there's a mess within your being)
_a storm._
so much to offer
the world's got a turning pov everywhere
and it matters
'cause why would i spend my whole life living
in the same normals
the same feelings
mistakes, foreign meanings, and all the sudden dreamings
when i could have much more
just accept, sometimes go against the flow
why define
when i could be anyone i want
(it's 2:14, why are you awake, still?)
and when i see you
perhaps
after a decade
i'll still meet you with a smile on my face
and i'll be as fond of you
as i am in the present
and hope that you'll look at me
the same way, with the same glance
(just let it go)
but there's so much to hold
and there's like a million things that i'm yet to do
a thousand people i haven't come through
whispers, and confessions i haven't made
memories and feelings i haven't shared
(i've been wondering)
my head goes numb
it explodes the next thing
everything i hid, comes undone
and when you look at me
from a distance
when i don't notice
you'll see
how the mask falls
how i let it grip me
how i just change it all
and i'm the same
but with you
in front of you
i don't bleed
i put stitches, temporary as they might be
and i face you
tell you all that you dream
listen, find every single possible meaning
and maybe you don't want me
maybe they don't like me
but i do
and that'll continue
and i'll fade out
stay in background
but that's how i've always been
maybe, just maybe
there could be a parallel me
where you and i
make these decisions together
and then one day
we wouldn't have to choose
and there won't be a chance of any mistakes or another
(i love being alive)
but the parallels can't have the same thoughts
so what do i say?
admit this is all that i've got
_but i'm so much more!_
i dream with an innocent kindling
that sears and leaves an imprint
behind my eyes
and if you see it in just the right light
you'll see the hues
all shades — pretty, darker, sometimes a nice pastel
and often, the tiny blues
flickering imagination left to chance
dreaming about crossing the horizons
that weren't ever mine to dance
through, holding hands
i like holding hands
and touch
express it in the way you grip onto someone
say without saying
so different from living without loving
my hands collide
against the glass walls
that glimmer with condensation
from the heat of the moments
and some solemn passion
(but do you believe in them all?)
paradoxes
could be / shouldn't
maybe / wouldn't
i just hope
and hope carries all the trust
like a stream of thought
or blood in my veins
it pulses a rhythm
makes a twirl
slips through, forgiven
hurt me, give me scars
i'll trust,
for that's my part
keep it, betray it, lose it, grip it hard
i'll stay, i'll leave, i'll be present — just not here
(wipe it off.)
i do
and i look in the mirror
see what looks back
i smile at her
she doesn't laugh
she stares
frowns
judges
scowls
fumes
breathes
sighs
looks down
(you let it get to you, again?)
ants creep around the sweet
they're always on the lookout
find it, the smallest of crumbs
and suddenly they're all about
sorrow takes that place
a misspoken detail
sits, waits
grief comes up, surrounds
takes the hold
rakes me whole
(i've got something going, i'll have to hang up)
multiple things
a lot, actually
it's overwhelming
do you live?
or do you simply exist?
is it enough — all that you do?
is it okay — all that happens to you?
i want everything
yet struggle to feel anything
the voice whispers
she made braver decisions
i took the harsh ones
i hope at least she had it easy
if i couldn't bring you peace
maybe you're like her more than you like me
infinite possibilities to one single question
the line goes silent
as if the call has been dropped
but i know you're there
and i know you see it all
do you understand, however?
existentialism isn't really everything this is about
a vulnerability, the kind — i let take over when the veil drops
i reach out, i do
but it takes the stronger to notice, the weaker to hold me through
i keep thinking about it
versions of me
the ones who made perhaps the different kind of mistakes
i don't regret it
they say, "love however brief, is never wasted"
it's not mine, i wish it was
such a good thought
i wonder who wrote
sprinkles of chocolate
coating the forlorn
it's meant to give you the dopamine
one that you need to keep going on
(hey, i'll call you later — breathe for me, and stay right there?)
i've been
staying
same place, same things
the only changes — they repeat
and i wonder
if we dream the same beings
they've mapped my nightmares
collided against the sunbeams
endings ending on a happy note
hide the truth — the ones in real life go
bittersweet melancholies wrapped in stillness
silence is when it echoes
a whistle on repeat, almost
the same tune, the same voice
will you come reach out to me
when i'm long gone —
lost in a vague old memory
can we coexist?
can they do so?
can humans achieve it
and not hurt each other in the process of fitting the puzzle pieces and simply letting go?
but i guess, being roughed up is necessary
i'm yet to find myself
there's just a whole lot remaining
(i don't write that well)
my heart swells
my lungs fill up
how do i go along
knowing i could be missing out on all that just wouldn't be so wrong?
(isn't that necessary? for you to be you, for me to be me.
decisions. choices. wonders. dreams.)
so, i'll live.
(you didn't pick up my call, are you awake & alright?)
...
(i've been really good this side, are you alive?)
Aug 1, 2025
Aug 1, 2025 at 12:07 PM UTC
मनातल्या कोपऱ्यात आहे
आठवणींचा ठेवा,
ती बरोबर असण्याचा आनंद
त्यांच्याच मदतीने घ्यावा.
प्रेमात कायम जवळ असणं
हे गरजेचं नसतं,
लांब असूनदेखील मला
ओढ तुझीच असते.
सतत तुझा वाटतो अभिमान,
आनंददेखील होतो,
पण एकत्र आनंद साजरा करण्याचा
मोका माझ्याकडे नसतो.
माझी काळजी करू नकोस
असं मी कायम तुला सांगतो,
तुझ्या काळजीत मात्र मी
माझा प्रत्येक क्षण काढतो.
Jul 11, 2025
Jul 11, 2025 at 2:29 AM UTC
I look back at our photo — two smiles caught mid-laughter, too real to fake, even with life weighing heavy on us.
Back then, we didn’t have much, but we had that — something solid, unspoken.
Now, our smiles in pictures feel like strangers wearing our faces.
And though a part of me wants to stay angry,
there’s still a small corner of my heart
that waits for you to say something — anything — that sounds like the old us.
People keep asking, like they expect me to have all the words.
But why is it only me who has to say what happened? Why not you?
Do you ever stop and wonder
how much it hurts —
not just losing what we were,
but never really knowing why?
Jun 23, 2025
Jun 23, 2025 at 8:54 AM UTC
I was alive — when I look back.
I can preserve it, but I can’t get it back.
I want to shine, but I’m not a pearl.
I want to cry, but I’m not a girl.
This society says: “Be happy, be composed,”
But never lets us feel free and exposed.
I wore a mask I wasn’t allowed to take off.
I’m a boy in a world that calls me free —
But I’ve forgotten what free even means to me.
Jun 23, 2025
Jun 23, 2025 at 1:22 AM UTC
Moments of love feel almost medical—
but my patience for it is cold, clinical.
I never meant to overdose, just chasing
comfort in a heavy dose of someone new,
to help me cope.
I try to build a house from broken pieces—
too many to count. I am the empty echo
of a heart still full, but far too loud
to be heard.
_Echo...
Echoes_
fall between the silence of our words,
two awkward breaths apart—trying
to keep it innocent, just as friends,
while our primal skins just want to skip
to the part of just having ***
It’s the risk of falling in love—
that makes us stumble near the edge.
It’s beautiful. It’s ******* stupid.
It hurts. It’s love.
Whether it finds you first, as the one
you need— or shows up last, as the one
you never really wanted.
Jun 15, 2025
Jun 15, 2025 at 2:08 AM UTC
i remember
a memory —
it isn't mine.
someone else's.
being the kid we used to be
(yes, i'm writing it in their pov)
we drank lemonade under the summer sun,
watched the bulb in the sky brighten,
heard the promises of forever
where no voice resonated.
echoes of my woes
learned to yearn within these walls.
it's a contrast: sweet, distant, aching.
have you ever heard of feeling nothing —
like the silence after chaos,
a void so deep,
there seems to be nothing it's composed of at all?
an absence that has screamed louder since its presence.
i listen to skyfall as i write,
and no, the sky hasn't fallen —
but it seems it would have felt better if it did.
a way to express what i feel deep inside,
since the breaking.
there are regrets.
like a flower blooms under the sun,
my regret bloomed under the skin of love,
whispered between lines,
composed of all the maybes it could have been —
the ideas, the fantasies,
versions of you that never came to just be.
perhaps i'd dreamt different —
not of someone,
but of how things seemed to me.
but it's nighttime, and i sit,
and like a building collapsing, i think —
stars falling, heavens opening, illusions crashing,
my heart strengthening.
it rubs painfully against the chest — or so.
i wish it hurt just a little bit more,
for i feel it tends to lack intensity.
how you simply waved a goodbye —
i felt it like waves in the sea.
yours was late, brief —
mine drowned, delivered me to the ending.
i have my window open.
i'll try to describe the night sky.
it still seems impossible,
like it did that night.
the stars — they watched me silently.
maybe they witnessed the fall as well.
and then i wondered —
did i even know it all that well?
maybe they were the lovers who never made it home.
maybe they were the parallels to what was meant to be alone.
i kinda hoped it'd be one way —
either you'd become a star, or me, or us together.
and whoever remained would have watched it
as we grew old together.
alas, what remains of it now?
the memories, the hauntings —
are they simply the nothings in between the heavier things?
wave after wave,
they take me with them,
bring me back
to where i began.
we were kids once,
with lemonade hearts —
not the sugary kind,
but the one filled with zest and a spark.
the sky remembers all that i've forgotten.
the same track on repeat —
i wish i'd heard it the night that brought me to hit rock bottom.
i want to write and write and write
and let it devour you and me
and all the eyes that ponder over these words whole.
for that nothing
felt like everything for a moment.
and i can't believe
you missed out
on becoming the lovers —
the ones i dreamt for us to be.
that was indeed just the end, then.
like the sounds of tires on gravel
when the track twists just right —
hold—wait—stop—
i need to catch up to my memories.
but what of all the ones you left with?
bled into them: the last gaze, the lasting wounds.
oh, look — it crumbled.
had you promised to stay
and followed it through,
i'd have torn the sky apart
with bare hands,
set ablaze all those who came in our path.
but alas, easy way out —
i saw nothing (that was enough then),
never saw beyond you
(but now i see all of you).
and i shall wash away,
off the shore, at the edge of the boat.
i shall let go and watch.
you've slipped from my hands
like dust in between fingers.
the sandglass broke,
so did the beats at which my heart spoke.
i wish you the best.
i shall hope you find rest
in places that aren't filled with me.
it's a closure,
it's my closure —
turns out,
that's all i've ever seeked.
Jun 6, 2025
Jun 6, 2025 at 6:07 PM UTC
There’s a parachute stitched into my eyes— soft silk holding
nothing, as I watch myself freefalling into an empty space
The ringing words of love still call, like fading prayers –
as the voices of lovers trying to reconnect.
But I never was good at playing my heart. But aren’t you
expecting me to stay in character? To wear the lines you
wrote for me, in the means of keeping up this fantasy of love.
My smiles are scripted; as everyone else is helping to create
such a picture frame. The world helps paint our picture from
all the wildest of conversations; but the more they run out of
your mouth, the more they seem to taste so tame.
These tired eyes have searched in your eyes for a reflection
I can truly bend– so is the baggage claim of my baggy eyes;
visioning our broken pieces coming together to hopefully
mend.
I was your background character, your silent NPC in a game
you never knew I played, the first time. But when I stopped
watching, when I stopped turning toward you with secret
obsession – you started to feel the crush of my own crush.
Now you chase the echo of something that once held you
true—that hidden crush, that tender view, searching. But love,
my dear, truly YOU, should see how love is so **** blind.
May 24, 2025
May 24, 2025 at 4:34 PM UTC
Sometimes, we can’t do anything but to just
sit and miss them.
Sometimes, it’s better to
just hide all your emotions in your tiny heart.
Sometimes, opting for silence
is the best option in all situations.
Sometimes, a comforting embrace
is enough to heal you when sympathetic words doesn’t.
Sometimes, all you crave for is a hand on your shoulder
or a shoulder to lie
or a person to hear you and comfort you
when you feel low
than having the whole family to console you.
Not every pain needs words.
Not every tear needs an audience.
Sometimes, silence understands more than sympathy.
Sometimes, all the heart asks for is a quiet presence —
a touch, a glance, a gentle reminder that we’re not alone.
And in those tender moments, healing begins.
May 20, 2025
May 20, 2025 at 12:46 AM UTC
Eyelids fluttering closed, I see those eyes,
Swirls of hazel that still thaw my heart,
Maybe I should've known from the start,
now I'm paying the price, tearing me apart
I let him in, a little too fast,
held on to him a little too tight,
thought I'd survive the blast,
that I'd rise, not fall in the fight
It's been a whole year since,
the scars remain fresh still,
maybe one day I'll feel the thrill,
when my heart puts together it's flints
May 10, 2025
May 10, 2025 at 2:51 PM UTC
Locked Rooms
You lie beside me every night,
But dream alone, beyond my sight.
Your eyes drift off to places deep,
While I stay waking in the sleep.
You speak of work, of plans, the day,
But never what you’ve throw away.
Not what you long for, fear, or miss—
Just surface talk, no hidden wish.
I ask, you nod, then change the thread,
As if your dreams were something dead.
A vault you never want to share,
A soul too tangled to lay bare.
I don’t need answers tied in bows,
Or every thought you’ve ever known.
I just want in—just one small key—
To feel your fire burning free.
But walls are what you offer back,
And silence fills the growing crack.
How strange to love, and still not know
The places that your heart won’t go.
I can’t hold dreams you never speak,
Or heal the parts you will not seek.
I’m not a ghost, I’m not a guess—
I’m here, but aching nonetheless.
So tell me where your stars are set,
What haunts your nights with quiet debt.
I want to love you, fully true—
But I can’t reach the locked-up you.
© 2025 Shawn Oen. All rights reserved.
Apr 21, 2025
Apr 21, 2025 at 1:31 PM UTC
Sometimes, flipping through old verses
Feels like opening a dusty window—
A gust of forgotten air
Rushing into my lungs.
A lost thought lingers in my throat,
Like a sneeze that never comes.
The past, like a cold,
Stays with me for days.
I once thought time was a magician,
Pulling endless moments from a hat.
Now I see—
It’s just a tired juggler,
Tossing the same tricks,
As we pretend to be surprised.
Some poems are wrapped in silence,
Pressed between pages like dried leaves.
They were never meant to be seen—
She feared someone would recognize her in them.
But I wonder, if I set them free,
Would she recognize herself now?
I cough,
As old words scratch against my breath.
Old poems carry the scent
Of blankets left out in the sun—
Memories aired out,
Dreams wiped clean.
Yet, some stains remain.
Some echoes refuse to fade.
And just before the past settles,
A sneeze always lingers—
An allergy to old verses.
Mar 30, 2025
Mar 30, 2025 at 12:21 PM UTC
She had a habit of noticing the moon.
No matter where we were—walking down a crowded street, sitting in a café, or even mid-conversation—her eyes would flicker upward the moment the sky darkened.
"Look at that," she’d whisper, pointing like it was some rare discovery, like the moon hadn’t been there every night before. But for her, it was always new. Always worth a pause.
I never paid much attention to it before her. The moon was just... the moon. A constant, unchanging presence. But when she looked at it, she saw something else—something soft, something worth noticing.
One night, we were walking home, our hands brushing but never quite holding. She stopped suddenly, tilting her head back, eyes shining in the silver glow.
"Doesn’t it make you feel small?" she asked.
I looked at her instead of the sky. "No," I said. "Not when I’m with you."
She smiled, shaking her head at my answer, but she never said anything more. Just slipped her arm through mine, and we walked on.
Time passed. She isn’t here anymore. Not beside me on evening walks. Not stopping mid-sentence to point at the sky.
But the moon is.
And now, without meaning to, I find myself looking up every night.
Out of habit. Out of memory.
Out of love.
Mar 26, 2025
Mar 26, 2025 at 2:49 AM UTC
The night hums a quiet tune,
a melody lost between stars and sighs.
Moonlight spills like silver ink,
writing forgotten dreams on my skin.
I chase echoes of a name I never spoke,
woven in the hush of the wind.
Footsteps dissolve in the sand,
yet the tide carries them back—
again, and again.
Time bends where longing lingers,
soft hands reaching for yesterday’s touch.
But love, like mist,
fades before fingers can hold it.
So I gather the whispers,
press them into my ribs,
let them bloom beneath my breath—
a garden of moments,
eternal and unseen.
Mar 25, 2025
Mar 25, 2025 at 5:25 AM UTC
The Echo of Your Name
Your name lingers in the quiet air,
Like a whisper the wind forgot to carry.
I trace its letters in empty space,
A soundless echo, soft yet heavy.
When Our Eyes Met
A moment stretched beyond time’s grasp,
Two souls colliding in silent speech.
No words were needed, yet my heart knew,
In your eyes, home was within reach.
Between the Lines
I wrote you into my poetry,
Hiding your name between the lines.
Each verse a secret confession,
Of love untold, yet deeply mine.
The Last Goodbye
Your hands slipped through mine like the tide,
A farewell written in shifting sand.
I held on to every memory,
Yet time refused to understand.
A Love That Never Was
Some stories end before they start,
Unfinished verses lost in air.
We were a song half-sung, half-known,
Yet still, I find your shadow there.
Moonlight Letters
I wrote you letters in moonlight,
Words woven in silver beams.
But night kept all my secrets safe,
And morning stole my dreams.
Love in Silence
Not every love needs spoken words,
Some bloom in the hush of night.
A glance, a touch, a fleeting sigh,
Enough to set the world alight.
The Distance Between Us
Miles could never dim the fire,
That once burned within our souls.
Yet love is not just light and warmth,
It’s also the story time controls.
Waiting for You
Seasons changed, yet I remained,
A heart still tethered to the past.
Perhaps love is not just presence,
But in the echoes that forever last.
Unfinished Verses
You were a poem left unwritten,
A verse I never got to say.
Yet even in these broken lines,
You live in every word today.
Mar 12, 2025
Mar 12, 2025 at 2:21 PM UTC
All afternoon thinking,
my head keeps spinning.
Evaluating one,
and another option.
Just to answer that question,
What do you want with me?
I have no label in the earthly,
no explanation
from beyond.
I want to cover the wounds
of the heart with gold.
Like kintsugi,
turning scars into beauty.
I want to hold you,
whenever you need it.
I want to be the refuge
from adversities.
I want to be the outline
of your emotions.
I want to love you,
and be loved.
I want to set standards for you,
and accept no less in return.
Yet, you are setting them for me too,
and I cannot receive less
than what you give of yourself.
It will be hard to cover with another nail,
the mark you are leaving.
Mar 11, 2025
Mar 11, 2025 at 6:24 AM UTC