#unnecessary
while trying to gather
the unravelled yarn
from the clenched teeth
of the mischievous puppy
hoping it remained
intact and unbroken
able to be wound up
into a ball or bullet
for future use
i realised it probably
wouldn't matter
even if it had
snagged and
snapped in two
as not all knitted items
are made of one
continuous strand
new and old can
be joined easily enough
overlapping or
weaving together
to finish any pattern
unnoticed by most
Nov 6, 2025
Nov 6, 2025 at 8:55 AM UTC
nonetheless
every "thank you"
for every
hug and kiss,
light emission
shone my way,
is rebroadcast
as a recorded,
upon one of my
a-smiley dimpled
face,
upon my totality of my,
actual realized reality
they are:
freezer bag stored, for a day
that cannot be completed,
without the bonus of
your good wishes,
and if a day shall pass,
where fresh ones can't be delivered,
no worries,
just purchased a
large size freezer
for rainy day storage^^
and
if so desired will send
photographic proof,
of the mustache I no
longer po-sess, turning
upwards, a grin from
hear to there, there,
there by definition,
being where you are,
actual realized reality
Oct 20, 2025
Oct 20, 2025 at 3:14 PM UTC
Everyone that has ever said that they love me
All those who've mentioned that I'm their one and only
That their desire is to be with me, hand in hand for our eternity
All those who've told me that they care about me deeply
But have otherwise only ever proven to be phony
Compassion is something never aloud to me
History is rewritten by present and past company
Because when it comes down to the nitty gritty
I'm just a stepping stone obviously
I mean hell, just look at my track record then back at me
Don't even need a degree in forensic diplomacy
Actions speak loudly
Leaving me stuck in an unwanted and completely unnecessary purgatory
But no one cares about a no guts, no glory type story
No one cares how their actions have affected my energy
Turning me, molding me into the evil reflection that won't stop staring back at me
All sides have proven extensively that I am unworthy of being wanted, forget loving unconditionally
All I've ever wanted was to be somebody's somebody
But everybody says the same thing to me openly
No friendly faces and behind their smiles is a judgement and verdict of guilty
So I struggle with the fact that somehow they all agree
If the problem isn't me it at least resides in me
I've got a penny, two maybe,
We'll find the appropriate line to walk eventually
I just hope there'll be someone left standing next to me
Because an eternity is a long time to spend lonely
©2024
Jun 8, 2024
Jun 8, 2024 at 2:09 AM UTC
It’s not my job to clean up your past issues.
That’s yours.
I cleaned my side of the mess already.
Do your part now.
Dec 22, 2022
Dec 22, 2022 at 1:57 PM UTC
i am currently working on publishing my poetry into a collection
i don't expect to make any money
nor do i imagine that i will gain any popularity
but this is an accomplishment that has added motivation and excitement into my life
i know it will be difficult and draining
but wish me the best of luck
Oct 19, 2020
Oct 19, 2020 at 6:33 PM UTC
I wish to not have a fragile heart
I wish not to tell anyone how I feel
Why is it so hard
Why is it so heavy
Isn't there's an option
To have a cold heart
To not care how I feel
Cause sometimes it felt like unnecessary
Especially when you spill it out
But it was taken for granted
Why
What for
Jun 21, 2020
Jun 21, 2020 at 1:29 PM UTC
Dates keep changing
Rearranging priorities
For some reason everyone of them's above me!
I'm below them
The worthless me
Unimportant, oh!
Why still can they not see?
Their own actions, priorities
Didn't make the list
Unmissed, amiss, unnecessary
Time comes, time goes
Everyone knows this
All within their minds
Things to do
I still go unnoticed
A year a time
My needs are a mistake
I make them into happy
It's not appreciated
I am in their way, very much
May 2, 2020
May 2, 2020 at 4:34 PM UTC
Given to err, things we not need
Another unnecessary complacent necessity
Take from a friend to give to another
Take it from me those in most need
Think to find a fuller path
Than be fed by idyllic standard greed
Jan 19, 2020
Jan 19, 2020 at 2:26 PM UTC
Lies are unexpected
You could have lie to others
But you can't lie to yourself
Lies are unnecessary
Why choose to tell lies
When you could just tell the truth
Lies are usually for the cowards
It doesn't make things better
They mess you up miserably
Sep 11, 2019
Sep 11, 2019 at 6:49 AM UTC
Life is mysterious as we know,
I just can’t overthink a reason.
Fighting hurts doesn’t it show?
Seeing the fights and bleeding.
Ain’t worth those fights all day,
Just don’t think about this fighting.
I see the emergency on the way,
Killed over stupid, you’re dying.
I’m just sorry for all the deaths,
Just it’s ain’t worth those fights.
You just killed to see bloodbaths,
I just saw you carry the knives.
Is it not this way for you ain’t it?
Just you see this good in nature.
You all know never to do all this,
Ain’t worth the fights, so mature.
Aug 2, 2018
Aug 2, 2018 at 6:21 PM UTC
In most cases, some problems
can be solved by talking.
Aug 2, 2018
Aug 2, 2018 at 3:53 PM UTC
A stranger's name on skeptic tongues
A taste like blood and foreboding.
The spice of a new kid.
Foam bleeds through the teeth of my peers
Bile green, it’s words and it’s venom
This thing they call “fun".
A game played with barbed wire fists,
Acid, poison, whips, guns and swords.
No rules but they're winning.
They called me Bluebird
I one short, fat, and sad.
Accurate if only I’d fly.
Raccoons and kestrels
Hunt a bluebird til death.
Dear God how I wish I could fly.
Once I was Bluebird.
Existence encumbered.
Stained life released via knife.
Witness, you hungry young hunters,
The blossom of seeds that you sowed.
Bleeding chrysanthemum.
I carved my name into my chest,
The wings broken and defeathered
Of bluebird now red.
Peace feels like longing and defeat,
But I fly on wings of my own
Pray safe from the world.
Jul 11, 2018
Jul 11, 2018 at 7:45 AM UTC
S*ome pray to not feel guilty
because they know
they've made someone unhappy
not intentionally, no
but for our pleasure, maybe
Right, wrong, don't follow
it escapes our mind till its too late
that it becomes unnecessary
to just say sorry*.
Mar 2, 2018
Mar 2, 2018 at 5:31 AM UTC
You're not gonna amount to anything in life.
The dreams you let deceive aren't something you should believe.
Nothing means a thing.
Everything is just in your fixation of an imagination beyond compensation.
"Unrealistic" You should listen, stop the flawless movement of your one track mind.
How could you let yourself be so naive?
You think you're so intelligent?
Why can't you sell it?
It's one thing to let yourself fall victim to your daydreams, but it's another to live in the fantasy.
Let alone be the only person taking part while everyone watches you lose your sanity. (granted you haven't lost it already.)
Do you ever stop to think? (or is that only over the small, careless things)
Back to the original statement, do you really think you'll make it?
If so, forgive me for saying what you need to see. (in all honesty I couldn't be more sorry, such pity, really)
How could you let yourself believe such absurd things?
Don't you think you would've learned as the years go?
(you're delirious, helpless, you won't make it, but hey! fake it, be my guest)
Apr 1, 2017
Apr 1, 2017 at 2:06 AM UTC
this is what it feels like
to hold your life in your hands
and feel beneath your skull
a trigger and stand—
you stand because we all stand,
and we stand because we're living;
i stand because i have it all
but it's hard to keep me breathing
and you can feel your heart beat
to the rubatosis of your fears
that shaking, pounding beat
that no one seems to hear—
that shaking, pounding fear
to feed all of your tears,
that numb and hollow smear
on your heart's inner ear:
because there's nothing quite like
nothing to hold you still in place
when you're shivering and quaking and crying
and lost—drowning—in outer space.
Jun 9, 2016
Jun 9, 2016 at 6:12 AM UTC
No.
No it is not.
Never do that.
Dec 22, 2015
Dec 22, 2015 at 9:54 AM UTC
Labels... They are completely unnecessary. If you want something, then go get it. If you want someone, then go get them. If you love someone, then go be with them. Find out if they want to be with you too, or spend your speechless life wondering.
Find out, or die trying to kiss them. Maybe they'll kiss you first. Maybe they'll insist on having a platonic relationship anyway. Maybe you'll be right, maybe you won't, but it will be an adventure regardless.
Cut all abusive figures out of the picture. This is your picture. Decorate it however you want. Decorate it with whomever you want. With whomever wants you too. I mean, I want you... I really want you.
Could I be the cherry on top of your pretty please? Could I rest on the tip of your tongue? Could I have just one taste of your tongue? Could you hesitate to pull away first? Could you take hold of my hand again? That was really nice...
Maybe you'd surprise yourself. Maybe you'd surprise me too. Well, I know how to surprise you. How to survive with you. How to stay by your side, too.
Could you stay by my side? Could you survive with me? Now, that would surprise me... Will you be my surprise? Because I want you.
Jul 18, 2015
Jul 18, 2015 at 2:14 PM UTC
she cried to her mother, at those times your unnecessary
Jun 29, 2015
Jun 29, 2015 at 3:21 PM UTC
dear silly rabbits who make people feel lesser and inadequate
shame on you silly rabbits
I feel sorry for you and your sour carrots made of evil
Oct 18, 2014
Oct 18, 2014 at 1:08 PM UTC
vigorous or calm
it will always remind me of you.
the smell of the sea brings back nostalgia.
the same reassuring feeling
you gave runs through my mind.
stepping on the heated sand
gives me the same warm sensation
I got whenever I crossed your path.
the wet sand forms with each step
just like how my smile molded
with each sweet word you spoke.
the swift back and forth motion of the waves
it's constancy having the same beautiful flow of your voice.
watching the water crash against the rocks
they hit hard against it without hesitation
just as hard as it hit me
when you told me there was somebody else.
my heart dropped to the bottom of my stomach
as fast as the stone I cast in the water
sinks to the ocean floor.
the tide finally glide past my ankles
and I try to imagine someone else.
it never works though.
my fingers become numb with the thought
that my image will never appear in your mind again.
my eyes burn.
I feel my throat get tight.
I pretend the ocean reminds me of nobody.
but once the tide goes down
I only see your face washed up on shore.
Sep 4, 2014
Sep 4, 2014 at 4:40 PM UTC
What’s the difference between unwanted and unneeded?
You’re unnecessary, verging on disappointment, disgrace
Breaking faith and bond, hoarding intent and hopes false
Unnecessary child
Give me pure existence
And watch me lose my mind
Without meaning
I’m fingerless and blind
Give me pure existence
And watch me lose my heart
Without love
I’m a stringless puppet
Jul 26, 2013
Jul 26, 2013 at 8:10 PM UTC