#unmovable
Unmovable.
Grounded.
Fair.
Not bending to rules.
Not twisting my neck
to fit a narrow doorway.
A voice
like a signpost
pointing ahead.
Think this way.
Think that way.
Follow.
My mind is not a leash.
My instincts are a compass
never learned, never read.
I am not a follower.
I am not a prisoner.
I stand
in my own alignment.
I follow no rules
but the quiet authority
inside my own mind.
I let my brain lead.
I do not conform
to cages dressed as guidance,
to control disguised as care.
Yet I am called insane.
I say
I am
Sane.
Mar 2
Mar 2, 2026 at 9:59 PM UTC
I am afraid of my rage
It's hard to gage
Even at this age
What will unlock the cage
Bringing the worst of me to the main stage
I am afraid
I am afraid of my depression
I've failed to get a grip on
This destructive emotion
An unmovable mountain
And the worst possible thing to become canon
I am afraid
I am afraid of my anxiety
Me against me
Me hating me personally
Confidence will atrophy
All I can do is hope no one can see
I am afraid
I am afraid of myself
I am afraid for myself
I am afraid I'm not good for my own health
I am afraid of me more than maybe anything else
©2024
Apr 25, 2024
Apr 25, 2024 at 11:56 PM UTC