#unfulfillment
Another year rolls
around.
Another step into the world,
out
there it is,
there it stays.
In front of me,
and I think;
What to do, what’s anew?
I could step into the downpour
and let the rain
fall down on me.
But I sit at home
Lay down
and let my mind wander.
What to do, what’s anew?
A million empty promises
I won’t see through.
Mar 11, 2025
Mar 11, 2025 at 8:08 AM UTC
My heart is like a planet
The envy it revolves around is the worst
You'll see I'm a star, if you scan it
'Cause the brightest always die first
I have no moons, though
No planet is my mother
I must then be Pluto
Too small for the other
I've done more and more
But it's all something someone's done before
Everyone else is hard and tough
Yet I'm still not good enough
In a world of diamonds, I'm coal
I'm far away, and never near
For once, I just want to be original
I'm a reflection in a shattered mirror
I've done more and more
But it's all something someone's done before
Everyone else is hard and tough
Yet I'm still not good enough
Oct 2, 2024
Oct 2, 2024 at 8:04 PM UTC
With one goal accomplished, another will arise
Repeating into an endless cycle until my own demise
I've worked so hard to get what I now have got
Yet all my experiments don't have a conclusion, or final thought
I've had people copy me with their navy blue bluff
But with everything I've learned, it still isn't enough
Oct 2, 2024
Oct 2, 2024 at 7:37 PM UTC
Wilt my lungs
I’ll breathe in bitter bloom
And fill my chest with concrete tombs
At twenty one I exhaled tar
And covered my birthday cake
Ribs for the skyline
This city built a church round my heart
Before some gutter punks spray painted the side of the stained glass
With the suicide rates of middle-class citizens
Nothing has been the same since
When I was young
I was raised on Disney
And taught that my bones were living things
At thirteen years old
I nestled a heart within the clouds and smoke of my chest
It suffocated to death
I’ve never broken a bone
But I’ve trailed plenty of marrow
Sep 13, 2014
Sep 13, 2014 at 11:09 AM UTC
Losing myself in the messages,
trying to make up for every time i felt unwanted by letting this 23 year old i met at a party a year and a half ago bury himself inside of me, because someone finally wants me.
He craves my touch the way i crave yours.
The only difference is that i love you and the only reason he cares is because he isn't getting enough from his girlfriend.
So why not?
*Unfulfillment leads to ***
Aug 23, 2014
Aug 23, 2014 at 2:57 PM UTC