#unfaithful
As i look again
Detatched
At great distance
In time I do see it
You. You have this
Cycle like
A repetition your pattern:
You are newly found
As you've planned it
infantismal interest sparking
Clueless prey lusting
Has just to give you
You take as you do
Having seen and been
I see how
This pattern fits
So clear. So true.
Recognizable
at this distance.
Held up So perfect
agianst you.
A lock is to its key
You initiate so intensely
Single minded, primal, focused
Passionate and special
So devoted to this one
That is next
to hold, to think he knows
you.
Unique but we know
Never enough is he
Too little to give
you
When all you want
You hunt, watching
Biding time
you evolving
Sweet and soft
fluid like changling
Smoothly using blibd trust
To screen your wandering off
And hunting
As you always are
Aloof if you are central.
and you move on now
Again you rinse.
Again you repeat
Feb 16
Feb 16, 2026 at 8:26 PM UTC
He was thinking of her
when he was inside me.
I saw it—
in the way his eyes glazed,
lit with pleasure
that didn’t belong to me.
There was warmth
in his body,
but coldness
in the truth:
it was me he was *******
But all his fires burned for her.
I was just
the third body.
a fleeting satisfaction,
he couldn’t bring himself to want.
Jun 21, 2025
Jun 21, 2025 at 4:31 PM UTC
When I met you
I developed an instant liking
Though it was not in a romantic sense
You seemed to be a bit shy
But at the same time, quite friendly
Not to mention, down-to-earth
We got along nicely
And when I met your family
I was impressed
Not due to wealth, class or social status
But because of the fact that they were all very good human beings
With no attitude or airs whatsoever
And they were already okay to accept me as one of their own
Well, we soon started speaking over the phone
On a daily basis
And since we had developed a good understanding
I agreed to marry you
The engagement was a simple affair
But I got the feeling
That we were a cute couple
Especially when we took you on a trip
Right after the engagement
As I mentioned earlier
Though I didn't have any romantic feelings
When I first met you
They soon started to develop
During the period between the engagement and the marriage
I even funded your marriage expenses
Because I trusted you
Never did I imagine
That you would eventually betray my trust
Especially after the date we had in Pondicherry
Of course, COVID19 struck
And our marriage had to be postponed indefinitely
Naturally, you were very upset
I myself was quite depressed
But I thought we could at least talk it out
Instead, you started avoiding me
As well as my family
I let it slide
Since I truly loved you
Eventually, after a week or so, we started talking again
However, things were definitely not the same as earlier
I could sense a lack of enthusiasm from your side
Moreover, you were free to talk only around 9 PM
Though ideally you should have been free throughout the day
Considering you lost your job due to COVID
Something for which you were duly compensated
By my father, who kept sending you money every month without fail
Anyway, I let it slide again
Because I loved you
On the eve of our wedding, I wrote a heart-touching poem
Which was appreciated by almost everybody
Except the person for whom it was written
That is, you
Anyway, I thought things would change
Once the wedding finally happened
However , they didn't
I made many attempts to strike a conversation
But you were only interested in watching your precious serials
I too began to watch them, for your sake
Mind you, I am no fan of serials
But I thought I should make an exception
For my dear wife
However, was I ever dear to you?
You never talked to me on your own
And when I tried to talk to you
You kept repeating the same thing
That we would eventually talk at some stage
I kept wondering and wondering
As to when that "stage" would eventually arrive
Then came the ultrasound pregnancy test
With its shocking results
From then on, you were a changed person
You kept clinging to me
And refused to let me out of your sight
You even forced me
To stop talking to my best friend
And your own best friend did her best
To make me feel as guilty as possible
Blinded by love, as I was
I refused to listen to reason
Believing that you were being discriminated against
Because of your class and caste
When you finally confessed
That you had slept with another guy
You couldn't even look me in the eye
Because of your betrayal, I went through depression
For more than a month
I am not going to waste my time
Discussing the tedious and protracted divorce process
But you took advantage of me
And my frigging autism
You lied to me and cheated me
And I loved you
Yes, it sounds difficult to believe
But I genuinely loved you
And was thus made to suffer
It's time all feminazis take note of this
Rather than jumping into conclusions
And blaming the male whenever there is a divorce
Or even an estrangement
That's all I have to say
Amen!
Aug 8, 2023
Aug 8, 2023 at 12:57 AM UTC
Ironic as it seems:
I know someone unfaithful
longing for real love.
Aug 31, 2022
Aug 31, 2022 at 1:20 PM UTC
You called me something different today
When I never changed my name
You called me something different
Such a difference someone else's name can make
You called me something different
You called me by her name
The last mistake you ever made
Apr 26, 2021
Apr 26, 2021 at 8:27 AM UTC
She never informed him, just moved out
He still sits and remembers the doubt
Lingering in her cascading eyes
The time comes for the many lies
To unfold like a tarnished wildflower in the limelight
He cried in disbelief, not believing the plight
Another was loved more, without a hint known
Her undying loyalty, one which he never owned
The two vanished, not one trace left behind
And the raging sorrow cryptically arrived
No more trusting in anyone’s heart
The benevolent kindness was to part
Mar 21, 2021
Mar 21, 2021 at 5:00 PM UTC
I'm sorry,
I'm drunk, I know.
But how can you text me
a smile,
when you just threw
every promise
out the window.
When you let him in
and up to your room.
When you laid down
and let intimacy ensue.
If you wanted him,
just tell me
so I know where I stand,
so I don't have to be
your man.
Aug 1, 2020
Aug 1, 2020 at 6:30 PM UTC
If it's easy like breathing,
I'd let it out of my chest,
I'd hold my breath, get rid of you,
Until there's nothing left, I'm dead.
Remember the first time you killed me?
You left, came back said sorry,
I was a fool to forgive my murderer,
Who cares? I love you anyway.
I'm broken by you,
And it's you who can fix me,
But I know you can't now,
You don't glue things up,
When you find them useless.
I feel so useless, cheated on,
To think you're with her,
When I still want you with me.
Isn't it unfair?
Remember I was your everything
Before you loved hurting me,
And I still love you.
Is it a sin to love a sinful person?
Is it wrong to love someone who does wrong?
What's the point of fixing things and breaking them again?
I'd rather be broken,
I'd rather be played than feel nothing at all.
Jul 3, 2020
Jul 3, 2020 at 3:42 PM UTC
She is gone again
Gone living him all alone
Alone with his thoughts and pain
She gave convincing reasons to leave
But he has convincing doubts
Doubts many enough not to believe
But he cannot keep her
He cannot
Because be has not enough to feed her
On a cold breezy night
With misses of her warmth
He has nothing else but his bottle of liquor to hold on tight
Thoughts of her kills him inside
He can only have her in his mind
But not by his side
Who is she with this time
That is the question seesawing on his mind
And he wonders if loving her is a crime
Why can't he leave her for another
Another one maybe better
But only he knows how hard it was to find him a lover
Jul 2, 2020
Jul 2, 2020 at 8:57 PM UTC
Men are dogs;
You can hardly call yourself a brother
With no respect for a father's daughter: me.
A man of God are you?
Plead to him for forgiveness, for your wandering eyes
And unfaithful hands.
It is men like you who lust for me,
As if I'm to fulfill a fantasy
Or be your one time secret
I will never be anyone's one time secret.
If your sons had been born daughters
Wouldn't you want them to do the same?
Apr 26, 2020
Apr 26, 2020 at 10:38 PM UTC
Fears created by years and years of trauma and abuse and manipulation. Triggered by the smallest thing.
I’m sorry.
Sep 7, 2019
Sep 7, 2019 at 2:44 AM UTC
A collection of ‘Love is…’ Poetry
Dragonfly
Love is unfaithful.
Love lies.
I have never had true love,
So all my love’s I despise.
(C)2019 Aa Harvey. All Rights Reserved.
Jul 29, 2019
Jul 29, 2019 at 5:42 AM UTC
I can play with words but not with heart, like you...
Everyone prefer to stay away from the people, smart like you...
You deserve to be painted in a masterpiece on my heart...
So no one should dare to touch an art like you...
I hope someday, you will come this way...
I did not burn the bridge when depart, like you...
My heart and mind seem to be in love...
I am learning to keep them apart, like you...
You will win the competition among disloyals...
Since i am not taking in it a part like you...
Nov 14, 2018
Nov 14, 2018 at 12:45 PM UTC
The weather chills and my blood is the only thing keeping me warm,
I have left the comforting cave of your embrace—looking for something different
Something exciting and thrilling enough to make me realize why I was alive.
I didn’t recognize that comfort was enough and the safety it implied.
When I left, I risked heartache
I risked the health of my most vital *****
All because I craved danger.
What a fool I was.
I watched as you let another wolf into your den, one snowy night
And I—I was left out in the cold.
But who can blame you?
I said I was a fool.
Nov 11, 2018
Nov 11, 2018 at 4:00 PM UTC
Humming to this crack of mine
Knowing my fate before it begins
I am simply no care
No matter at all
I am second best
Always last
Never quick
With no wit
I am a single wrapper
lost in the trash
Just a blanket
For cold souls
Like you
Oct 29, 2018
Oct 29, 2018 at 12:55 AM UTC
silver spoons
singe privilege
hungry, wolves
steal copper
for the thief's
wife and their sons
24k gold in her
eyes, attracting
common men--
all fools.
Sep 2, 2018
Sep 2, 2018 at 3:15 PM UTC
Take and use my body
As I ride the wave of your lust
I won’t deny you my pleasure
Even though to you I’m just a rush
I understand you don’t want anything serious
You just want me to be your boy toy
Listen I’m not one to judge
You’re just tired of the frustration
You’ve been a lady for years
Now you want ****** gratification
When you’re done you can tell me to leave
I’m fine with that arrangement
I won’t sit around expecting a phone call
I’m not gonna ruin your boyfriends relation
You can go on with your life
Marry the man give him your heart
He’s the rest of your future
I’m the man of your fantasies
He can fulfill your hopes
But you know I consume your dreams.
Jul 17, 2018
Jul 17, 2018 at 11:43 PM UTC