#unescapable
An echo in time reverberating reaches me again and again - - louder each succession
The silhouette of a suicide splatters the pavement just over my shoulder
-A piece of trash to be thrown away.
But disregard this dismissal, I'm still with you now.
This stain's presence is undeniable though, you know this has to happen eventually...
I feel as though the truth itself is captive in all this, for to speak it's name is to summon it's awful presence.
-A punishable offense to be met with seizure and entrapment in the name of greater good (Bah!)
Tell me though, who gave you the right to take the right away from me?
Perhaps one day you'll learn to understand this; that not all choices are given, some are simply ****** upon you.
The option is optional, but the choice is not given.
Jun 29, 2018
Jun 29, 2018 at 12:06 PM UTC
Tirelessly I am searching
Reaching for another answer or something else that makes sense
A self-fulfilling prophecy - I shoot myself in the face
Unavoidable
Desolate and Worthless.
I am the source of my deepest grief
An obsession and fixation that can not be shaken.
I am forsaken
Lost
It is the only path that I choose
My muse - I may never let this go
With me in my dreams forever
"I will be scarred for life"
Nov 16, 2016
Nov 16, 2016 at 6:48 PM UTC