#undesired
So what of those who aren't sought
Or the ones afflicted with eternal solitude
Where do our hearts go or rather hide
We are the refugees of this so called euphoria
An enigma so potent known as love
We are those not wanted by it
The unchosen and not desired
It chases us away like we're rats
Forcing us to scurry for cover
When all we want is to be fed
We've been shut out of it's presence
Like we are unworthy vagabonds
Sleeping on an empty cold floor
Crying ourselves into slumber
Only to be orphaned again tomorrow
Jan 7, 2021
Jan 7, 2021 at 12:56 PM UTC
Hunters come back to haunt
who doesn't exist,
his ghost is still penetrating
through her shallow mind,
for a thousand years of playing knives,
she left there, undesired.
She thought "that would be enough"
it would be his revenge or punishment,
her vial was empty but he was a bloodlust,
words could cut and anguish could be unbearable, but tears will run dry.
The days turn into dust;
those memories she recollect
if he is seem to love again
maybe, she will find her faith
and her place.
She lost in darkness with broken dreams
she knew, it will only leads her to death;
Why do people keep coming back
on those things they left behind?
Jan 3, 2020
Jan 3, 2020 at 10:07 PM UTC
On the outside looking in
How I wish I could fit in
But no matter how I try
I don't fit in and don't know why
I'm the one that you all tease
All because I try to please
I'm the one always excluded
Though I wish to be included
I'm the ****** you call creep
And the one that no one meets
I'm the one no one talks to
And I don't know what to do
Jul 22, 2019
Jul 22, 2019 at 1:35 AM UTC
I had a dream I was desired
And for our bodies to perspire
With lustful passion, a wildfire
My soul and body was required
I had a dream of ecstacy
I wanted her, she wanted me
All inhibitions were set free
For one night of intimacy
I had a dream erotica
And positions exotica
Turned my bedsheets Aquatica
From such hot dreams erotica
I had a dream i was on fire
With naughty thoughts i had inspired
Instead i Dream to be desired
So tired of feeling undesired
Dec 29, 2018
Dec 29, 2018 at 3:00 AM UTC
Why am i always losing friends
When will this cycle ever end
Abandoned by most of my friends
Feeling undesired yet again
Oct 29, 2018
Oct 29, 2018 at 6:39 PM UTC
Unloved and undesired
Felt like the universe conspired
Unfocused and uninspired
Tell me, will I ever get tired?
Jan 27, 2015
Jan 27, 2015 at 11:50 AM UTC
and really, love is the absolute worst, is it not ?
Dec 29, 2014
Dec 29, 2014 at 4:47 PM UTC