#understandme
I don't know you
you don't know me
but can we be here?
in this moment, for a while, together.
Your past,
Memories
Pain
Obsessions
Joys
Compassions
Are what I love most about you
Even though we are strangers
You're beautiful
I wish you could see yourself through my eyes
The innocence of ignorance
I understand you have parts of yourself you hide away
As do we all
That part is ok, because for know
We don't have to look at it
Its as if it doesn't exist
As your best parts of yourself are revealed first to a person you just met
That is you
Your best parts
That is who I choose to see
But I accept all of you
Because I know how much you hurt
I know your weight
For I share it too
in this moment
We can lift each other's burdens
Before we inevitably must return
to reality
Apr 16, 2020
Apr 16, 2020 at 3:59 AM UTC
It hurt...
When I love you with
my all,
But you don't have enough
Time to look at me...
What I am going through!!!
It hurt...
When my days and nights
All are yours,
But you don't even care
For me...
What had I lost!!!
I love uh Baabaa,
And I know maye be someone
Can replace me after awhile..
But,
What about me and the
replacement of missing part of yours???
I lost me... Enough me that my
All lost belongs to you!!!
Jul 16, 2019
Jul 16, 2019 at 9:37 AM UTC
No one truly appreciates me
Or the stuff I do .
Everything is all about what I can do
for
You and you and you ,
I give and give and give
And everyone just takes .
They take until there’s nothing left ,
Until I’m nothing but left -
overs .
Until I’m nothing but a mere carcass ,
An empty shell of
What used to be
And what I used to be .
Mar 19, 2019
Mar 19, 2019 at 12:41 PM UTC
Today I realized how much I didn’t matter to anyone at my school.
I walked across that stage and was made a fool
No this was not the end, only the beginning.
But I could feel the paint of my mind start thinning.
We show off our achievement like we are better than one another
As I drift away and my mind starts to hover.
I walked across that stage for some kind of academic excellence
But instead of a celebration, I felt the silence.
Student upon student walked across that stage
Each one of them with following laughs, cheers, love and rage.
But as I walked across there was nothing but silence and pain
I can’t wait till I leave this place
Because if I died today none of them would have known my name.
Oct 30, 2018
Oct 30, 2018 at 2:28 PM UTC
I was dying to hear someone say
That I didn't need
To try so hard to be perfect,
That I was enough,
Its okay to cry,
And
To be just
Be me.
Sep 21, 2018
Sep 21, 2018 at 10:44 AM UTC
Years ago,
I had a dream
For a better world,
But I woke up.
Now, I have a promise.
To those that have
To show a fake front and
To those who cry.
To stand up for
To those who are weak
And those who try...
But don't make it.
It's a creed to live by.
Call me weak
Call me a coward
Tell me that I'm scared
Tell me that I can't do it
Not by my own strength.
And I will say to you that
You are right.
It's the reason why
I train, write, eat,
Meditate, repeat.
It's the reason why
I can't let go of
My past; it makes
Time go fast.
It's the ****** reason why
I live in the light,
Consumed by the darkness.
Mar 28, 2018
Mar 28, 2018 at 6:34 PM UTC
Do not control me, mum
I am not a robot
Or your play toy thing
I am a human
With emotions
and free will.
May 8, 2017
May 8, 2017 at 4:18 PM UTC