#undercurrent
~
insecurity
carried me away from you
riptide of despair
~
May 24, 2021
May 24, 2021 at 3:07 AM UTC
In this view, I know the name
of that village on the hill
but I forget the next and the next
Most of these birds, this song,
were here before
but the heft and pin-black eye
of the red kite are new,
not known
And though the sharp-scrape panic
as the pheasant protests
has sounded a thousand times past,
these days it’s heard different
Mar 19, 2022
Mar 19, 2022 at 7:33 AM UTC
There is sunshine all over my face,
Oh but when will I see the light?
A bright blue veil covers all of space
With only cloudiness in sight.
And figuring out a way out of it
Feels like swimming in the dark
Being dragged by the undercurrent
Holding breathe to find a spark
Yet I’m bathing in the sunlight
But the wind is growing cold
Merriment remains a surprise
With all the things that I can’t hold
So I grasp onto this feeling
A promise in which I can hide
I call vain hopes my fortress
Holding solitude by my side
I see the light is still abounding
Outside the confines of where I’m bound
All the plants are thirst aquenching
Necessity cannot be found.
Jul 14, 2019
Jul 14, 2019 at 12:36 PM UTC
it’s an undercurrent
simmering below the simple gestures
stares that linger a bit too long
touches with no apparent reason
odd questions just to hear my voice
i feel it.
the undercurrent of your attention
slow yet there
small but rising
i’m not stupid.
i know it’s nothing.
the undercurrent is scented with doubt.
as always.
doubt, curiosity, estrangement
just a simple **** on my shoulder.
it may wash away or it may grow.
i don’t know if it will overflow.
i won’t wait for years.
(but i will keep my eyes on you)
Feb 9, 2019
Feb 9, 2019 at 11:02 AM UTC
Weak minds
block stronger voices.
for a voice that speaks
truths
always conflict with the
rationalization of others
ignorance.
Never let lies seep beneath the
waters of truth
and float like away in the
undercurrents of denial.
There are always layers to
truth..
But lies are only one layer
folded upon another getting
tighter and more unstable
with every moment its breathed.
Jul 15, 2018
Jul 15, 2018 at 10:50 AM UTC