#undeath
*anesthesia
and opioid dreams*
*rolled-up smokes
and guitar strings*
*with rotting mind
and rotting teeth*
*I'm losing weight
I'm losing sleep*
*cut me open
sew me up*
*the pain I feel
is not enough*
*give me something
more to feel*
*try to persuade me
this is real*
*I've spent so much
time on my own*
*that I'm afraid
it's left me cold*
*I'm a monster
so I'm told*
*my loyalties are
bought and sold*
*look in the mirror
I'm repulsed*
*I check my wrist
can't find a pulse*
*this corpse I wear
is just a shell*
*that keeps me locked
inside this hell*
*with runny nose
and bloodshot eyes*
*I sit alone
and wait to die*
*but it seems death
will never come*
*or have I already
succumbed?*
Jun 2, 2016
Jun 2, 2016 at 3:15 AM UTC