#uhhh - Hello Poetry

After all those thoughts Just when I look at those floods I feel as if I should drown in them Hidden in the river like a gem Maybe I should act on my thoughts Maybe I should act on people's words They know that we had no droughts lately Yet they tell me “drown in a river" They tell me “end it all" **** yourself" “I hope you die" "jump off a cliff/bridge” Just maybe I should do it Obviously People just don't want me in this world People obviously think of me as a burden As a useless kid A naive child that they can just use But if course I'm just too sensitive I'll never understand anything If I don't do it I may as well punish myself Like I have been But worse Not eating for days Restraining myself from usually behavior Letting everyone get a taste of a bland personality As if I were on my anti-depressants that I haven't taken for months Let others choke me Let others help me in my self-destruction Abuse me Assault me Do whatever you want to me I don't care Just maybe I'm just the true sigma male that has a delightful cliff waiting for him

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Dec 30, 2024

Dec 30, 2024 at 1:26 AM UTC

YourAsianH03

I'm so sigma male

After all those thoughts Just when I look at those floods I feel as if I should drown in them Hidden in the river like a gem Maybe I should act on my thoughts Maybe I should act on people's words They know that we had no droughts lately Yet they tell me “drown in a river" They tell me “end it all" **** yourself" “I hope you die" "jump off a cliff/bridge” Just maybe I should do it Obviously People just don't want me in this world People obviously think of me as a burden As a useless kid A naive child that they can just use But if course I'm just too sensitive I'll never understand anything If I don't do it I may as well punish myself Like I have been But worse Not eating for days Restraining myself from usually behavior Letting everyone get a taste of a bland personality As if I were on my anti-depressants that I haven't taken for months Let others choke me Let others help me in my self-destruction Abuse me Assault me Do whatever you want to me I don't care Just maybe I'm just the true sigma male that has a delightful cliff waiting for him

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i remember my wandering days when my only love were those sick streets and empty sweets train tracks and broken bottles, running til your body aches a place where time meant nothing and everything existed but only i could see it those days were before you ever knew me days when i dyed my hair and dried flowers days when i might have believed in magic days when it was just me and the night sky days when i looked down from the edge of the bridge feeling free and empty and useless and fine with it

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Dec 7, 2020

Dec 7, 2020 at 11:59 AM UTC

fuckingsick

fleeting thoughts and chest pain

i remember my wandering days when my only love were those sick streets and empty sweets train tracks and broken bottles, running til your body aches a place where time meant nothing and everything existed but only i could see it those days were before you ever knew me days when i dyed my hair and dried flowers days when i might have believed in magic days when it was just me and the night sky days when i looked down from the edge of the bridge feeling free and empty and useless and fine with it

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o **** that fake moody mockup? the one with teary laugh! too quick feet! etymology; from rival to flying to fall matchstick underwater brims over leftover feelings burn the stage & hope it's not overdramatic what to run from? barks every tree 8pm morning coffee for a lost boy catch me

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Nov 27, 2019

Nov 27, 2019 at 10:59 PM UTC

starrthyfall

meet quite

o **** that fake moody mockup? the one with teary laugh! too quick feet! etymology; from rival to flying to fall matchstick underwater brims over leftover feelings burn the stage & hope it's not overdramatic what to run from? barks every tree 8pm morning coffee for a lost boy catch me

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We've been together for four years. After a lovely vacation on the beautiful island of Maui, Hawaii, I present to her a small, felt box, small enough to fit in my hand. I open it. A hamster the size of a thumb lays there, gasping for air as the oxygen comes rushing back to the tiny creature. His little lungs were straining with effort. She gasped at the sight. One would think that my decision to keep a hamster in an airtight box for no other reason than to entertain her would be an alarm bell of sorts. It wasn't. Not to her. She called me honey and named it powdered sugar, right before it scampered away, searching for freedom anywhere on this big sandy place, only to drown when a crashing wave swallowed it whole, mercilessly washing away its tiny footprints. A better name for the hamster would be... Our relationship? Anyway. She tends to only call me monster, now. If only she had heard the alarm instead of the wedding.

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Nov 17, 2018

Nov 17, 2018 at 2:50 AM UTC

StrangeTimesForStrangerPeople

hamster

We've been together for four years. After a lovely vacation on the beautiful island of Maui, Hawaii, I present to her a small, felt box, small enough to fit in my hand. I open it. A hamster the size of a thumb lays there, gasping for air as the oxygen comes rushing back to the tiny creature. His little lungs were straining with effort. She gasped at the sight. One would think that my decision to keep a hamster in an airtight box for no other reason than to entertain her would be an alarm bell of sorts. It wasn't. Not to her. She called me honey and named it powdered sugar, right before it scampered away, searching for freedom anywhere on this big sandy place, only to drown when a crashing wave swallowed it whole, mercilessly washing away its tiny footprints. A better name for the hamster would be... Our relationship? Anyway. She tends to only call me monster, now. If only she had heard the alarm instead of the wedding.

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if I peel back the skin on your face, will I see a television screen tuned to a channel that recently went down? the tone of colorful bars and absent cables fills your head. does my voice blend in with the noise, love? i miss the times when I can tell you're listening to my nonsense. it's nonsense baked special for you.

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Nov 17, 2018

Nov 17, 2018 at 1:48 AM UTC

StrangeTimesForStrangerPeople

noise

if I peel back the skin on your face, will I see a television screen tuned to a channel that recently went down? the tone of colorful bars and absent cables fills your head. does my voice blend in with the noise, love? i miss the times when I can tell you're listening to my nonsense. it's nonsense baked special for you.

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floating it seems above the cities and Merchants i so desperately Crave to ground through i cannot faiL only yOu who haVe conquerEd my doubt i walk onward without fear of what iS to come the smell of popcorn and ridicule is ripe in the air those who pray for mY failure have ascended my egOtistical ways you will not touch me as i stand Upon a rope so thinly cut you wonder of its existence altogether i know below me lies too much strength to lose too many lovers have let me fall and not enough saints have held my chariot i feel too keen to be

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Aug 27, 2018

Aug 27, 2018 at 6:32 PM UTC

thegreatwarriorpoet

trapeze, or my overwhelming love for my friends

floating it seems above the cities and Merchants i so desperately Crave to ground through i cannot faiL only yOu who haVe conquerEd my doubt i walk onward without fear of what iS to come the smell of popcorn and ridicule is ripe in the air those who pray for mY failure have ascended my egOtistical ways you will not touch me as i stand Upon a rope so thinly cut you wonder of its existence altogether i know below me lies too much strength to lose too many lovers have let me fall and not enough saints have held my chariot i feel too keen to be

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A-P.O.E.M. The starlight starts fading When Heart are open for grating Shall we embrace the touch of tomorrow In the cold feels of today It hurts to fade Especially when its from things that are made Sitting in the shade Outside the reality of these paradise parades The shade Casts a shadow Casts a doubt Carves thee hollow From the inside out Reflecting the image of the world to see So happy, but dominant, by amounts of greed Those who plant the seed Fill the next generation with a developmental make-up that is a touch of their own. But how much is change accepted? is it reflected? Or terribly misdirected... Seemingly so seasoned with grainger and far away from danger, may our weary eyes see the design we mold things to be. "Don't bury these beliefs They mean everything to thee They mean everything to thee"

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Jan 29, 2016

Jan 29, 2016 at 7:29 PM UTC

MiBoSo

A - P.O.E.M.

A-P.O.E.M. The starlight starts fading When Heart are open for grating Shall we embrace the touch of tomorrow In the cold feels of today It hurts to fade Especially when its from things that are made Sitting in the shade Outside the reality of these paradise parades The shade Casts a shadow Casts a doubt Carves thee hollow From the inside out Reflecting the image of the world to see So happy, but dominant, by amounts of greed Those who plant the seed Fill the next generation with a developmental make-up that is a touch of their own. But how much is change accepted? is it reflected? Or terribly misdirected... Seemingly so seasoned with grainger and far away from danger, may our weary eyes see the design we mold things to be. "Don't bury these beliefs They mean everything to thee They mean everything to thee"

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here is now to what the heck? jump out of this year with that old joint attitude and leave a mark like it's too hot for me. so quickly that burden ate. loved the way he operates. won't let us help. needed it. sounded good. man, what's wrong with less? let's meet up again sometime soon. after a few more questions. let's meetup somewhere between two am and here.

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Aug 24, 2015

Aug 24, 2015 at 6:24 AM UTC

scholarsystem

qualitative analysis

here is now to what the heck? jump out of this year with that old joint attitude and leave a mark like it's too hot for me. so quickly that burden ate. loved the way he operates. won't let us help. needed it. sounded good. man, what's wrong with less? let's meet up again sometime soon. after a few more questions. let's meetup somewhere between two am and here.

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