#twoam
As I walk to meet you, the flashbacks set in...
*Of running to greet you out in the rain,
Of two am phone calls that erased the pain...
I remember whispering I love you.*
With your strong hold, embrace me; keep me close.
I recall the first time I felt safe with you...
Feb 27, 2016
Feb 27, 2016 at 7:00 PM UTC
I tried to recreate the memory you once confessed you loved
I just didn't expect you to confess you were in love
You have lost the weight I have gained
You have made new memories that layer over the only ones I own
How can I stand next to you yet feel so far from home
Jul 15, 2015
Jul 15, 2015 at 6:50 PM UTC
Rain is once again the start of life,
Not the danger of a flash flood.
May 15, 2015
May 15, 2015 at 10:03 PM UTC
remember that thing
that thing you hated
that thing i made you do
that thing we are going to do together
i am going to see you today
really see you
actually see you
for the first time
the first time ever
the first time in two years
two long years
you will see me
remember me, the girl
remember me, the girl
say you'll remember me
that girl you called
you called
you called me Maybe and i called you forever
you and i
remember that thing you hated
that thing we're going to do today
May 14, 2015
May 14, 2015 at 12:09 PM UTC
At two in the morning
I told you I'd
Locked myself in the closet
Again
I couldn't bare to listen
But you knew the walls
Were thin
You told me to wait
And you'd take me
Away
From this place
At two in the morning
You pulled up
I climbed out my window
And ran to the street
Italian rock bands
In your speakers
Drowning out the house
Behind
I was just 15 you an "adult"
And I had a boyfriend
I didn't love
Though none of it mattered
No
None of that mattered
As we passed the
Townline
I choked on a cry
And you stayed silent
Pulled up to your place
At two in the morning
Air hockey tournament
In your basement
Until
I was safe
Feb 17, 2015
Feb 17, 2015 at 12:58 PM UTC
I run the back roads
to our hill
and stare at Boston
in the distance
I wish you
were that close,
close enough to see
so I know you're there
Jan 18, 2015
Jan 18, 2015 at 8:33 PM UTC
I want someone to look me in the eyes
like nothing else matters
I want to wake up to him
or a text from him or something more
than the empty feeling in my chest
I want someone to share random thoughts with
I want him to pull me into
his jacket and zip us up inside
I want to talk to someone
about theories, ethics, words,
the universe and more
I want someone to call me at one in the morning
and tell me to look at Polaris
I want him to pick me up unexpectedly
and make me laugh hysterically until I snort
I want someone to trade literature with,
sleep in with, cuddle with
I want someone to miss me when we're apart
Jan 7, 2015
Jan 7, 2015 at 8:23 PM UTC
Babe,
You've been distant
The whole time
You've been home...
I see you out with her,
And my soul is crushed.
I always thought,
That out of the two
Hearts you broke,
I was your favourite...
Jan 5, 2015
Jan 5, 2015 at 9:41 PM UTC
Why'd you have to drop it?
**** thing wasn't already broken enough?
Jan 1, 2015
Jan 1, 2015 at 7:19 PM UTC
Once, I looked into your eyes and I saw arrogance, a layer coating sincerity.
Twice, I looked into your eyes and I saw fear and strength waging war.
Thrice, I looked into your eyes and I saw a desire to repair the broken.
But now I no longer see depth, turmoil, or compassion.
I see another broken soul pretending for the audience,
To play the part they're expected to live.
Occasionally I've seen you break the second wall,
And connect to the spectators looking in on your life.
And your character's mask did fall to the floor at times --
Long enough to get a good look at the boy inside --
Before we both resumed our true professions
As tricksters and jokers, jesters and puppets.
The lights are dimmed now, so they can't see our bursting seems.
Dec 30, 2014
Dec 30, 2014 at 12:55 PM UTC
I was watching the rain
Hit the pavement and break
Into a million little droplets
It was so beautiful and sad
I wished it was me
Dec 25, 2014
Dec 25, 2014 at 10:25 AM UTC
I saw you.
You saw me.
...
You left us all
behind again tonight.
Dec 25, 2014
Dec 25, 2014 at 1:30 AM UTC
Once He (a) was my Two A.M.,
And I tried to make him (b) my Three.
But to be honest, from Ten to Six A.M.,
It's usually just lonely ol' me.
Dec 24, 2014
Dec 24, 2014 at 3:05 PM UTC
Will I see you tonight
by the candle light,
where within the pews
I did pray with you?
Will you make time for me
in this winter heat,
or will I be with the breeze
left out to freeze?
Dec 24, 2014
Dec 24, 2014 at 1:19 PM UTC
It's funny how you never cared
when I told you I was falling
until I actually let you in close,
close enough to see it happen.
Dec 23, 2014
Dec 23, 2014 at 7:10 PM UTC
Be real
Be original
Be classy
Be traditional
Love your family
And save me from mine
Tell me nerdy jokes
Make me snort out laughing
Let me adjust to your touch
Be patient enough not to rush
Remember the things I tell you
And open up to me too
Ask me questions
Bandage my cuts
Be my two A.M.
Be yourself
And let me be me
Dec 21, 2014
Dec 21, 2014 at 8:18 PM UTC
I look in your eyes
I can tell when you're lying
I look in your eyes
Your love for me is dying
I look in your eyes
To forget you, I'm still trying
Dec 21, 2014
Dec 21, 2014 at 12:26 PM UTC
Have you missed me?
Didn't think so.
Do you remember when you last saw me?
I do.
Dec 18, 2014
Dec 18, 2014 at 9:39 AM UTC
Sorry my eyes are brown
And my hair's ***** blonde
And I'm skinny but not thin enough
Sorry I'm too short, too tall
And I'm not much of anything
And I had to quit dancing
Sorry my skin is too pale
And I have all these freckles and moles
And all these scabs and scars
Sorry I'm curved wrong
And my eyes are bad
And I talk too much
Sorry I stopped trying in school
And I'm shy but forward
And I'm an idealist
Sorry I'm broken
And uncertain
And afraid
Sorry I'm not any of the things you wanted
Sorry I loved you anyway
Dec 18, 2014
Dec 18, 2014 at 10:22 AM UTC
Everyday I wake praying it was all a dream.
I open my eyes hoping to find you beside me.
Dec 18, 2014
Dec 18, 2014 at 10:25 AM UTC
I hate how crazy I get when my thoughts multiply
I hate how angry I get when my thoughts multiply
Where am I supposed to go to save myself from me
Where am I supposed to go now that you've left me
Please let me open my eyes and see you again
Please let me once again feel your arm's embrace
Don't forget the girl who smells like paper and ink
Dec 17, 2014
Dec 17, 2014 at 9:35 PM UTC
Why don't you love *me anymore?
I understand why other people don't*,
*But you did
O n c e.*
Dec 17, 2014
Dec 17, 2014 at 5:55 AM UTC
This time I shall be perfect,
if you'll come back.
Dec 15, 2014
Dec 15, 2014 at 8:53 PM UTC