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My sick twisted gaze
On the women and the men
Thigh gaps, finger bones, ribs.
Jan 24, 2023
Jan 24, 2023 at 10:18 AM UTC
I have the
Uncanny ability
To manufacture misery
In my head
Like it’s my job.
The words dance like
Madness
down my body.
Until I am forced
To release their
Fury
Between my wet,
dripping
Thighs.
-L.Frost
Nov 2, 2020
Nov 2, 2020 at 6:22 PM UTC
you made me believe in love a g a i n,
despite all of the danger lethally submerged in the bottom waiting to resurface,
despite my movements of cautionary measure in this dance for two,
despite the clear tell-tale warnings
you made me believe in love;
only to prove all the impending signs of doom
and my doubts right
only to have made a fool of myself
and develop a surreal hatred over it
only to serve as a reminder-
that i'm not cut out
for silly little intimacies,
called love
Jul 16, 2020
Jul 16, 2020 at 11:22 AM UTC
oh, don’t you know?
you’re made of paper
skin more featherweight than porcelain could ever be
bones kindled to flames in the whim of a match
oh you’re just floating through
haven’t you figured out?
you’re lighter than dust
time remains eternal as you let the wind carry you
you’re just as hollow as a ghost’s residue
decay is easy,
decompose by a lighter’s rage
torture caused by slits, disintegrate into pieces or turn into shreds
won’t somebody tell you how to stay afloat
when the world pours down all its weight onto the lightness of your being,
how do you not sabotage your own strings when they’re all tangled up?
how do you shout at the wind against its hurtful breeze to take you anywhere but here?
for you don’t know where you should be but it’s just not here?
your ribcage tearing up, insides spilling out
-how do you not let the flames devour you whole when it’s all that’s left for you?
Jun 30, 2020
Jun 30, 2020 at 10:18 AM UTC
i hope you find your place
a dwelling of your safe and sound
be it-
a cafe,
a building,
a house,
some space confined by four walls,
the space between a pair of arms,
a library,
free gigs,
the seashore,
your bathroom,
a twenty four hour convenience store,
an empty parking lot,
a skate park,
your room,
someone else’s room,
a rooftop,
the spaces kept kindled by your lungs,
or your bones,
or every beat of your heart;
i hope you find your place
-a place to get lost only to be found; a home
Jun 30, 2020
Jun 30, 2020 at 10:08 AM UTC
a black quilt patched up with diamonds for stars looming above us,
our feet effortlessly following through the steps
even when we’re both bad at dancing
you spin me around
and pull me in for a dip
all the while having your eyes trained on mine
with the kind of emotion i can't quite decipher
but i didn’t mind-
in the back of my mind this could pass off as the one where i'm in a white dress and gold could be found on both of our ring fingers- the orchestra plays the song once more
and when we finally finish off,
there was even a smattering of applauses from the crowd
the scene ending with us taking a bow
-little did we know that we were dancing to our swan song
Jun 20, 2020
Jun 20, 2020 at 11:22 AM UTC
the stars seem to have aligned this time, perhaps the first
the odds are up and not against their favor, rewritten
the sky lights up, a whole canvas of black illuminated because of them, for them-
or so they thought
too oblivious
for not far long is a meteor shower
happens only once in who knows how long
twice if you’re fortunate;
they weren’t
and so all is meant for skyfall-
asteroids, meteorites, dusts, ashes; the galaxy
their fate’s scratched upon scattered in debris
nebulas forged with everything they’ve shared
plagued in bits, slowly ceasing their existence
strings pushed, pulled, tied together
weaving in constellations shaped in the glory of their names and being
should’ve, they should’ve known from the very start
should’ve known better
that the stars were never in their favor
just setting themselves up for a trap,
****** even when lifted to the celestial
they should’ve known
the moment they first started rotating in each other’s axis
stuck on a merciless gravitational force hurtling at such a speed
down
down
downwards
crashing, ****** up by a black hole
-should’ve been contented seeing each other with astral projection
Jun 16, 2020
Jun 16, 2020 at 10:19 AM UTC
my ghosts are fond of your ghosts-
perhaps you are my exorcism
i guess we should stay with each other’s souls
as my pasts and your pasts get cleansed
yet you must know
that the horrors of what has been before you
can’t ever compare to the threats
that losing you magnifies
-so we’ll stay together ‘til we could get past walls, tenants of a house we’ll haunt
Jun 16, 2020
Jun 16, 2020 at 10:12 AM UTC
You'll realize... and when you realize you'll regret and when you regret you'll wonder and when you wonder you'll want and when you want you'll already be forgotten....
May 11, 2020
May 11, 2020 at 7:21 PM UTC
Then Vii said,
"She filled that voidness when Vii was empty"...
Vii had a broken purple heart,
After Vii met her,
Vii melted...
She moulded Vii...
Thus my emotions have a lot of different precincts
Mar 26, 2020
Mar 26, 2020 at 6:51 PM UTC
My vivid thoughts got me feelin' like a narcissist,
I'm nothing like a senseless nihilist.
Compelled with false accusations I become an arsonist,
I'm stuck in the moment like a horologist,
My actions have me feelin' like a monotheist,
The gist is I'm a God crafted mere automaton.
Mar 3, 2020
Mar 3, 2020 at 2:02 PM UTC
My vivid thoughts got me feelin' like a narcissist,
I'm nothing like a senseless nihilist.
Compelled with false accusations I become an arsonist,
I'm stuck in the moment like a horologist,
My actions have me feelin' like a monotheist,
The gist is I'm a God crafted mere automaton.
Oct 29, 2019
Oct 29, 2019 at 5:50 PM UTC
I hate crush culture
I’m in love with a gay guy
And a straight girl
I’m in love with people who will never be with me
Because of a dumb thing like sexuality
I’ve tried to define my self but the closest I’ve gotten is that
i like people... just people.
Oct 8, 2019
Oct 8, 2019 at 1:45 AM UTC
sometimes,
you dont need a reason to be sad,
all you want to do,
is sit numb,
and stare at the walls,
trying to figure out what's wrong,
and all you come up with is,
that nothing ever was right.........
May 3, 2019
May 3, 2019 at 2:08 PM UTC
The 7th dream was already in limbo.
It takes a thought to make up an idea.
While in the subconscious world of,
Persevering an idea through the means of thoughts
That was passed on in a dream (Inception)...
Nov 21, 2018
Nov 21, 2018 at 8:36 AM UTC
I wish her a
Blossom of my heart
That will never
Wilt away...
Feb 1, 2018
Feb 1, 2018 at 6:07 PM UTC
Merging Quantums, Quarks and Quarks,
Watch Vii Paint Pristine Pictures,
It's never Equivocation,
How Peripheral...,
Ain't it Quaint?
Apr 18, 2018
Apr 18, 2018 at 5:40 PM UTC
Have you ever been
Touched gently,
Kissed sweetly and softly,
To make you think is it reality...?
Deep down I felt
Your voice kissing my soul slowly
As you pronounced words.
Have you ever glanced
To the stars at night
And asked yourself,
How could there been i and u
But their so many alphabets inbetween
And wish u and i are always together,
As it is on your keyboard?
May 2, 2018
May 2, 2018 at 7:14 AM UTC
To the extant,
That love is an expression,
Of familia any over time,
My excess to infinity time lines
Precludes in excessive of a time line...
Nov 4, 2018
Nov 4, 2018 at 2:20 PM UTC
On some mental shish,
Some hyper bolictime chamber shish,
Working out, unpreferred peripherals.
How quaint thinking hyperbolic thoughts,
Translation, non-medicinal words got me hollering...
"Cacophony cosmic cluster concussions"
Thinking sarcastically recklessly on a regular,
Causing mental anguish when thought of.
Nov 4, 2018
Nov 4, 2018 at 2:27 PM UTC
I loved you with soft kisses and warm hugs
with t-ball pictures in a scrapbook
and eating ice cream with your little sister the first time her heart was broken
I came to you in my love
with hands to hold when things got hard
and a smile to share when the world gave you a favor
My intentions were always laced with your happiness in mind
I wanted nothing more than to cheer for you in pridefulness
when you proved them all wrong
but also to walk you home in the dark when you struck out
I loved you with all the stars in the sky
with every word in the books
with every tear in my heart
loving someone like that
filled many holes I didn't know were there
it showed a side of me
I didn't recognize
A side of me I wanted to stick around
I loved you with soft kisses and warm hugs
with laced fingertips and galaxies through the freckles on your back
you loved me
with lustful touch and half chuckles
with clenched fist and a hesitant heart
I know we lived two completely different love stories
you found chaos in the same place I laid mine to rest
This is why we could never try the times
we would never last loving as we did
you see
you never fell in love with the oceans in my eyes
or the tenderness in my voice
you were searching for a violent love
in my peaceful heart
I suppose you didn't know you'd found a girl who could make a home
out of your getaway car
Oct 10, 2018
Oct 10, 2018 at 8:05 PM UTC