#trustfails
i've fallen down
the steepest
deepest
chasm
thinking i'd be
able to soar...
little did i know
i'd just be
falling lower
dropping faster
even more.
never knowing
which way was left
or right or up or down
completely unaware
of my way to recover
didn't know if i was
standing
or lying
or crawling
or praying
didn't have a clue
which is which
which is better.
that was all i felt
falling for you then...
and maybe i've
climbed up high enough
to fall for you again.
Jan 6, 2019
Jan 6, 2019 at 5:03 AM UTC
trusting
“trust me”
but trust me,
trust stings.
trust has to be earned.
or so they say
but for some reason
i hand my trust out
like Halloween candy
right at 7 o’clock.
every word that you tell me,
i believe.
but trusting you scares me.
cause every person i trusted?
abandoned me.
stole from me.
left me wondering,
if I’m as pathetic as i feel
or if i only look it.
i wonder what makes me different from others.
what makes you stop and think
“i wonder how bad i have to hurt her to drop her to my feet.”
you wound me.
not with your words
but your actions are screaming
and i can’t stop listening.
like the sound of my heartbreaking
is on repeat.
(“I wanna put this song on replay. so i can listen to it all day.”
oh Zendaya how i wish i could relate.)
Sep 22, 2018
Sep 22, 2018 at 7:11 PM UTC