#trickery
Just a girl behind a borrowed glow,
Green-lit eyes the world can’t know,
A painted smile, a softened face,
A quiet war beneath the lace.
Just a soul that aches to stay,
In someone’s gaze, if just a day,
So powder falls like whispered lies,
To earn a love that never tries.
He looks–
and oh, how deep it stings,
Not her, but all the altered things,
A color worn, a crafted view,
A dream he loves that isn’t true.
And in that desert, dry and wide,
She buries all she is inside,
“Too plain, too small, too easily missed,”
So she becomes what can’t exist.
For you, she’d wear the emerald lie,
Though every blink would burn her eyes,
For trickery tastes sharp and cold–
But losing you? A deeper fold.
She wants your gaze,
your reckless claim,
Even if it burns like flame,
To be desired– even thin–
To feel enough beneath her skin.
“Look at me,” her silence pleads,
“Even briefly.... plant your seeds
Of want, of want, of fleeting fire–
I’ll live on crumbs of your desire.”
She builds herself with trembling hands,
Breaks old chains,
redraws her plans,
Yet still those eyes–
you loved them so–
Can she let the illusion go?
Would you hold her, bare and real?
Trace each flaw and make it feel
Like something sacred,
something kissed–
Not something hidden, not dismissed?
For you, she’d leap without a net,
A reckless vow without regret,
She’d give the world
she slowly grew–
Just for the chance
of being yours, of being true.
But tell me, love–
what would you take?
Her life? Her dreams?
Her every break?
Her quiet joys, her rising light–
Would you hold them....
or dim them white?
Can you bear her depth, her flame?
Her storm that
never learned to tame?
Can you choose her, loud and clear–
Not in shadows, not in fear?
Say it boldly– say her name,
Not hidden in a fleeting game,
Not in messages soft and sly–
But in a truth that cannot lie.
For she would follow–
God, she would–
Through fire paths
and misunderstood,
But only if your voice is strong,
Only if you choose her long.
Ten years, and still the echo stays,
A heartbeat lost in younger days,
Time has carved, but not erased,
The way her soul still runs your trace.
You return like tides that ache,
A bond too strange for time to break,
And every glance,
each nearing breath,
Feels like a dance
with life and death.
But she is bound in quiet chains,
In loveless nights and muted pains,
A shared bed, a hollow role–
Two distant lives, one silent soul.
He speaks– she fades.
He stands– she breaks.
He lives in lines she cannot trace.
And you–
You called him small,
unworthy, poor....
Yet still she
knocks on your closed door.
So let her sleep,
let dreams be kind,
Where love is loud
and not confined,
Where green eyes fade,
and truth remains–
And she is loved without the stains.
Just a girl....
still standing there,
With borrowed light
and tender despair,
Trying to be the one you see–
While begging....
“Will you ever love me?"
♡ lil-usagi
Apr 19
Apr 19, 2026 at 3:42 PM UTC
Pretend I'm taller
Grabbing god by the collar
Odds never matter
Jul 7, 2025
Jul 7, 2025 at 1:33 AM UTC
Your hands were too tight around my neck
But you said you like when I wear chokers
You say you like when I come over
Come closer
But only when you tell me to
Like how you like to tell me that it’s over
Watch my eyes turn to oceans that you control the tides to
Watch my body fall to pieces right in front of you
Watch me melt into myself
And question every “I love you”
Every “I’d die for you, would you die for me too?”
You see me dying for you.
Dying for your desire
Dying to see one piece of truth in the eyes of a liar
You see me searching for the man I fell in love with as you burn me with words of fire
You ask me why I’m crying
But as soon as I try to give you a reason worth while, you slap the tears from my skin
You dare me to open my mouth again
You say “baby put your foot on the gas, let’s go for a spin”
You give me that same sinister grin
The same on you gave me the night you told me you shot that man
The same one you looked over your shoulder with as you brought brass knuckles to the face of someone being too femme
That grin you gave the prophet as she warned you of the suffering to come due to your sin
That ******* grin
Not the one I fell in love with
But the one that laughed in my face when I said I was leaving
The one that put a gun to my head just to say, “I love you baby, I’m not teasing”
But that you scared me, it tricked me, it said you wanted to please me
But in reality in only made me confuse pleasure with pleading
Aug 17, 2024
Aug 17, 2024 at 10:37 AM UTC
Scenario
"Hey man where did you get this bud at"?
"The guvnah"
Marijuana is federally illegal. Marijuana is illegal in West Virginia.
Unless you go to the local Dr Khan, and get a permission slip from the American Medical Association. $150
CASH ONLY
Then take that permission slip to the West Virginia Department of Health and Human Services, who will give you another permission slip. $75
CASH ONLY
Then you must take that there permission slip to the Government *** dealers. $$$$
You can purchase your Marijuana there $$$$
CASH ONLY
No shirt, no shoes, no service!
Please don't be afraid, the Government *** dealers don't ride Harleys, or have tattoos. These are clean decent people, with actual jobs. We don't even eat pork or smoke cigarettes...or believe in Jesus.
Scenario 2
"Hey man where did you get this bud at"?
"The guvnah"
"I get it cheaper"
Scenario 3
"Hey man where did you get this bud at"?
"The guvnah"
"I get it cheaper"
"How much"?
"$50"
"You are under arrest for conspiracy to sell drugs"!
Jul 30, 2022
Jul 30, 2022 at 1:13 AM UTC
Like a fly to a spiders corner
I got tricked by the warmth of your web
I was too busy staying safe that I didn't realize I was being eaten alive.
But don't worry because like flies, spiders must do whats needed to survive.
Feb 22, 2021
Feb 22, 2021 at 12:09 PM UTC
Life is either—
A game of pretense,
An arena of mockery,
Or a gift of eccentricity.
Jun 29, 2020
Jun 29, 2020 at 8:45 AM UTC
The feeling I get is a sin but it takes me to heaven
My heart was planted here but no longer grows
Love flows but surely is not dying on a cross
Let the blood river run through me
Take my blues away
Move with me
Like the wind moves the Sea
I've seen the Reaper tear through my eyes
Flames splitting waves of time
Dancing around the trails of phantom horses
And my soul mate is dead and gone
I'll watch under the frozen river for him in Autumn
See him when the sun sets in Spring
Here I am again
Rolling out with the waves
It's pitch black and I'm swallowing midnight
I start to lower and become one with the body of time
Fear steps in and takes over
Like I'm some dummy in a ventriloquist gig
I see the lady with the blue flaming eyes
She tests me
God dangles the Holy Grail in front of my eyes
But I'm almost full
Here he comes
Blood gathers under my chest plate
Ash in an hour glass
I think I know him better when he's dreaming
What a tease
Waking moments
Longing moments
As I'm torn from his arms yet again
Below the window, scales glimmer with moonlight
Through the murky blades
As I welcome Death like an old friend telling jokes to fill the silence
The Dead come singing in tongues
The sounds amidst the field affirm that I'm not dreaming
Dusk is layered and securing my skin
A sweet kind of tune
In between realities
I've heard this song before
Like a drunken clown on a merry-go-round
Here he comes
Now I don't fear him
Shaking diamond dice and rolling snake eyes
I roll two sixes and I know it's time to leave this dream
Jan 12, 2020
Jan 12, 2020 at 7:10 PM UTC
In life's darkest, coldest histories, only those told
first tongue, empower courage in the
knowing emparted, as if we
were there. Our best
effort brought us
here, some how. We feel we must stand up for
our self, eh, what about my self? There's a burr, eh?
A dullness revealing fractured christline
constructs and the core, where
courage is stored in true
chain breaking known thought processes,
so
secret you may not be
allowed to know, like when we were kids with
no internet and no adults would
tells us how adultery functions
with usury and political magicians to enslave
us according to sortings in standardized tests.
Conceal weakness with signs of power,
make believe, show believers believable
e-visons as evident possibles,
so the power, small though it be,
the power of the people,
who hold no truths
self
evident, id est evincing and convincing
us, these rights are right,
for those who use us right,
words, true, make free the ready writer to
presume reading truth makes free
thinking go wild, like con
funsion making
sunlight...
in the past hear it... this little light of mine
no chain nor twisted trifold cord can
quench, a word
to the wise is leaven enough for the whole ******
loaf.
Shew, see,
we can wield power, if we can believe
the king, is where the kingdom is,
and any child who asks her pooka can know,
the kingdom is where I always behold
the face of God, angel-baby...
or we can imagine,
we have this power to create entire
othernesses,
similar to our self,
our logos and these pre-loaded breathing
algorithims of in and outs, ups and downs,
twisting and sooming assumed id-intities
are mea nd we wander, meander,
flow in the trough of a spiraling wave
pulling the rain back to the sea,
so each water weness we imagine may be re
used, for goodness knows what,
universal solvency was one
water function ac
cused of causing, aitiatic tic tic time bomb
Jerry-rigged, Rubic cubed trigger,
gay blades shaved the iron legs, y'know
**** Deus is punishing truth,
the true power of any pun
ish bin ein Berliner mit Arizona Prickly Pear jelly,
laughing into funk-tion-ality the oddities of beings
not me,
in my meanderings through optional doors
inside the narrow way,
ala the way to Petra, we've seen the way
similar in every fractal way to the tracks of tears
cuttin crevases through pressure packed dust that
must
have piled suddenly high, for,
when it flowed as the red mud that stopped
right there at the edge of the Sedona
manifestation of oddities.
Check it out. Google Earth it.
**** Deus wannabe, meet my old friend from
the foundery in Arkansas,
E Pluribis Unem Massey
crazy now, there is a man by that name, with a .jr,
a link forgotten,
save the memory that may be in the water,
we used to wash the grime of burning iron into
the river to rust into louisiana to feed
the phyto plankton past the delta
grease of seeping poison
insolvent in the universe, save for fire
fire can burnishit tic make it bright, reflecting
mirrors for the smoke
choking the me who can't see, how Wattie Piper
virus was passed on to
EPluribis Massey, Jr., but it must have been
some variation on the
living words,
like:
I think I can, and the congregation
responds:
as a man thinks, in his heart, so is he.
As the waters all flow to the sea, take no thought
for tomorrow,
take it as granted, today.
Nov 25, 2019
Nov 25, 2019 at 1:15 PM UTC
take care to never
confuse magic and
illusions in your mind...
you only call it
a lowly 'illusion'
when someone else
is fooling you
but it's always
ever been 'magic'
when you're the one
robbing yourself blind.
Aug 23, 2019
Aug 23, 2019 at 4:14 PM UTC
Deceptions can become obvious.
at first, seeming to you oblivious
but later showing the jest
they take you as- the receiver
Play along long enough to test
and you'll reveal your deceiver
most of the time
they reveal themselves.
Apr 9, 2019
Apr 9, 2019 at 3:18 AM UTC
Once for the witches rabbit hole
And twice for the foxes hymn
While one began to pluck her mole
The other tricked and teased men
Though two and the same
They’re known for different years
And both are to blame
For trickery and fears
Oct 20, 2018
Oct 20, 2018 at 2:45 PM UTC
The greatest feat
An idealist can conceive
Is to create existence out of nothing
To create someone out of no one
And make it up so real
That everyone accepts that it is
And desires themselves to believe
That it always was
Aug 26, 2018
Aug 26, 2018 at 9:17 PM UTC
—Salty oceans
of tragedy and memory
roll waves that pick and
toss you about,
like sand and shingle
And down-tread all
who saw these things,
these
Cedar-gripping hands and waving eyes,
strike above due caution, once you drank
and receded to sock-grey humour
to hide these things
And down-tread all
who saw these things,
these
Chippings were distracting. But I am just one,
here and now. So I always wondered,
When the others disappeared to—
Dec 21, 2017
Dec 21, 2017 at 9:25 PM UTC
When people are people
It's the strangest thing to see
Because people are rarely
Who they pretend to be
Friends soon become your enemy
Smiles don their faces wide
They will profess to be walking
Fornent to God's side
The trickery and fakery
The beguiled full of charm
The only thing they want to do
Is cause you painful harm
The sweetness and the light they shine
Predatory as seen
A flick of a knife in moonlight
Quickly turns vulturine
If they seem too good to be true
It's no wonder, I say
Time will present that truth forthright
In a startling display
They garner an overdue curse
A soul ache deathless slay
So I'll take dogs over people
True friends in every way
Apr 9, 2017
Apr 9, 2017 at 5:22 AM UTC
Jackals and *********
Clowns and criminals;
Lies and libelous lambastes
With integrity minimal.
Grande Guignol politics
From pusillanimous politicians
Poisoning the populace
With only selfish ambitions.
Sleight of hand shysters
And self-appointed diplomats
Throw out all their morals
And set out the welcome mat
For those the most likely
To pay the highest bribe
And have no care if they sell
The land from under the tribe.
So what if water is poisoned?
As long as they make money.
After all, the rich aren’t harmed.
Now isn’t that incredibly funny?
Who cares about the future?
What matters is right now
And the profit they can make.
It is what the law will allow.
And those that wrote those laws
So cleverly and quietly confused
The very people stupid enough
To so gullibly to be thus used.
But jackals and *********
Really aren’t animals at all.
Nor are they household pets
Who come when they are called.
Jan 6, 2017
Jan 6, 2017 at 9:41 PM UTC
I remember the weight of his body
Towering over me,
Ensnaring the torn mesh of my skin,
Concealing the crevices he's embedded me in.
The mass of his force,
That spark traveling through his velocity,
Littering my ability,
To resist and penetrate the vein of impalpable pleasure.
He keeps it contained,
At the bottom of the river,
Beneath the hidden plain,
Of his repressed, departed soul.
Acetic fizzed, frothing exhale,
Pirouetting through my nose.
Its toxicity starts to unfold,
And he wants me to recognize
The power of his redundant trickery
Engraved in his smirking bloodshot eye.
Dec 12, 2016
Dec 12, 2016 at 6:38 PM UTC
You wanted a revival,
Sought out paradise,
Rendezvous from the mind’s demise
What you thought
An upward climb
Bright path to redemption
Not another steep decline
Is it changing, or
More of the same?
Cyclical illusions in a
Spinning trick maze?
Thought you’d found an
Escape, only to stay
Trapped by a reflection
In a foggy craze
Sep 16, 2016
Sep 16, 2016 at 11:30 PM UTC