#traumawork
Tell me,
How do you walk
With all of that pain?
You move on this earth
Steady, going
For so long now
That you believe
This is
A part of you.
๐๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ช๐ด ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ต ๐ข ๐ฑ๐ข๐ณ๐ต ๐ฐ๐ง ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ.
It sits, quietly
Draining your will,
Your connection.
๐๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ช๐ด ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ต ๐ข ๐ฑ๐ข๐ณ๐ต ๐ฐ๐ง ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ.
It sits, numbing
Out feelings,
Causing friction.
๐๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ช๐ด ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ต ๐ข ๐ฑ๐ข๐ณ๐ต ๐ฐ๐ง ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ.
It sits, waiting
For your eviction.
๐๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ช๐ด ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ต ๐ข ๐ฑ๐ข๐ณ๐ต ๐ฐ๐ง ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ.
So locate it, banish it.
I promise you, I swear
Oh, precious one,
You'll find that ๐ฎ๐ค๐ช'๐ง๐ ๐จ๐ฉ๐๐ก๐ก ๐ฉ๐๐๐ง๐.
โช๏ธ mica light โช๏ธ
Jan 25, 2022
Jan 25, 2022 at 2:48 PM UTC
Hiding. She's
Trying. I keep her
Confined.
Sleeping. She's
Weeping. She screams out her
Cries.
Falling. She's
Calling. There's pain in her
Eyes.
Dormant. She's
Latent. She feels
Paralyzed.
Shifting. She's
Drifting. But I keep her
Inside.
Uneasy. She's
Queasy. Yet I
Minimize.
Refracted. She's
Lasted. She cant be
Denied.
Bleeding. She's
Seeking. To be
Recognized.
Unwitting. I'm
Splitting. I say my
Goodbyes.
Heating. It's
Fleeting. My old peace of
Mind.
Conquered. I'm
Anchored. I'm treading
Neck-high.
Drowning. Heart
Pounding. My sight going
Blind.
Vehement. Not
Present. I am losing my
Pride.
Engaging. I'm
Raging. She's loud from
Inside.
Neurotic. I'm
seasick. From pain left
Behind.
Messy. We're
Heavy. There's blood on our
Lies.
Damage. I
Manage. This fall from up
High.
Numbness. Crave
Oneness. This banal state,
Mine.
Transgressing. Keep
shedding. And I'll find her
Smile.
Uplifting. Deep
Thinking. I tame what is
Wild.
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย Releasing and healing
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย My own inner-child.
ย ย ย ย ย ย
โผ Mica Light
Nov 4, 2021
Nov 4, 2021 at 6:32 PM UTC
I realized
That if in the end
I lose you
Or I lose myself
I know who wins
.
This time
I choose me.
May 5, 2021
May 5, 2021 at 9:23 AM UTC