#traitorous
when my feelings
cheat on me
and travel me
to a painful past...
I stop,
strong closed eyes
breathe...
and then move on
Feb 21, 2020
Feb 21, 2020 at 5:54 AM UTC
To burn in Hell, forever
and always know the cost
of friendships that were bonded
of honor won, and lost
To shred a trust well given
with careless word or deed
and bite back upon the bile
made of hate and greed
To learn of comrade-re
the hardest way ere known
with blood shared of adversity
and bounty, seeds well sown
There are those among us
who even now, will say
a trust so evilly broken
will always stay that way
Jan 5, 2017
Jan 5, 2017 at 3:39 PM UTC
I’m in a vicious state of mind,
no siren calls to stem the putrid inferno
burning my mind to charcoal,
petrifying it to unblemished obsidian.
Words of love don’t reach me,
silly human endearments bore me,
touch me and I’ll slice your hands off.
It’s not good, they tell me.
But I will build my armory.
Until this warped, traitorous world
can be wrenched, twisted, hammered
back into hinges,
that I have complete control of.
Silence...
Finally
Testament of a panzer maiden
Dec 12, 2016
Dec 12, 2016 at 12:39 PM UTC