#toxicpeople
i’m not afraid of you
because i see through the tough act you put on,
im not impressed by you
because i know who you are when you think no one is around,
i dont respect you
because your kindness is limited to strangers whose validation you rely on,
i don’t envy you
because you possess a character and an attitude i don’t wish to carry
i don’t understand you,
and I’m grateful for that.
It means my hands
would never choose what yours did.
Feb 27
Feb 27, 2026 at 4:08 AM UTC
I tried to walk slowly.
careful not to shake your ground,
careful not wake you up,
careful not to make a sound.
No matter how light my footsteps were,
No matter how soft I tried to exhale,
you still found a way to make me eat my words,
you made me think I'm toxic and insane.
But now you said you cant be with me,
I'm not worth fighting for,
looking back I wished I stood my ground,
when you said Creed is better than Faith no More.
You said you dont want arguments,
arguments that you like to bake from scratch,
the main ingredient: your unfair judgments,
on the way I talk, walk , breathe and act.
You know your way with words,
your tone so cool and calm,
If only I'm deaf I'd think you weren't a ****
until I heard you want me gone.
Your words pierce like a blunt knife,
painfully tearing through every flesh of my dignity,
I am certain you weren't the person I loved,
'cause he said we'll be together for eternity.
Now that it's all over,
I know you wont even realize I'm gone,
You said it won't make a difference to you
if we end this now and be done.
I will continuously fuel my anger,
making sure I have enough embers of your mistreatments inside.
I'll burn and stop your memories from poisoning me,
from flooding my soul , my heart, my mind.
Jun 20, 2021
Jun 20, 2021 at 1:23 AM UTC
I have a heart made of gold
Shatters hurt to be strong
I don't know what you've been told .
I admit you misunderstood
I never lose my frame to win the game
I do cry , being hurt isn't a sham
Victory comes after for those who suffer the pain .
I admit you misunderstood
Saying my heart is cold
Didn't want it to be broke
Your words are fake
Even your hands seems hard to hold
I admit I misunderstood
You once said you're just a human
We all humans , we do sin
Yet your lies cause pain
It becomes hard to hold your image next to mine anymore.
The brain became empty , sore
The heart saying no more
I admit I misunderstood
Take a set , enjoy the falling rain
you gonna meet me again
So be gentle not vain
By : R.El
Apr 25, 2020
Apr 25, 2020 at 10:47 AM UTC
gun to my head id still choose drugs over you
knife to my neck id still choose scars over you
im as stable as ive ever been and my rage will destroy you soon
Sep 10, 2019
Sep 10, 2019 at 11:37 AM UTC
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i hate that I still
crave your embrace
even after you've
beaten
up my heart
stolen my joy and
confiscated my tears
i hate that you
built a fortress
in my heart where
your enemies take captive.
misandry
i think it's time
you and I part ways.
you're killing me
but i can't seem to stay away.
_
Feb 13, 2019
Feb 13, 2019 at 8:04 PM UTC
Am I upset?
No, I don't think so.
I think the best way to describe how I feel towards you right now
is to buy a ******* useless vase, instead of adding it to the rest of your collection of useless stuff down in the basement, use it as a decoration, give it life and purpose and make a pretty flower grow in it, every now and then water it, clean the mess it makes, heck-- even take selfies with it. Next, I want you to unwillingly do the following:
put this vase on an ad on Craig's list, give it for free to someone who is on the same continuum of uselessness. Done? ok, now go break that ******* vase. What? You can't? It's not yours anymore? How does THAT feel? Do you feel upset? Angry? Confused? No, you feel helpless. Well now you know how your friendship feels like and what your friendship means. Not cool. We aren't cool. Don't make me break you, it won't fix you into becoming someone I need.
Feb 4, 2019
Feb 4, 2019 at 3:21 PM UTC
It's not wanting to get out of bed on the morning
It's not wanting to do anything that once made you happy
It's caring about things that you shouldn't care about
It's expecting too much from people who don't deserve it
It's about pleasing others instead of yourself
It's apologising for things you didn't do
It's about putting others first
And when you put yourself first, for once
People have a lot to say
Don't worry about what other people say
Rather focus on yourself first then worry about the other people
Aug 24, 2018
Aug 24, 2018 at 3:48 PM UTC
They say remove toxic people from your life,
but what am I supposed to do with this toxic heart of mine?
Jul 4, 2018
Jul 4, 2018 at 1:42 AM UTC