#tiredofthis
Life is like a hurricane right now
Everything is spinning so fast
And I just can’t seem to keep up
They say that it is calm
In the eye of the storm
So I’m trying my hardest to reach it
I’m tired of only seeing grays and blacks
I want to see the beautiful sky
But this storm is against that idea
Instead it throws everything it can at me
Just to keep me from seeing the sky
I already have so many wounds
I’m already so broken
I don’t know why this storm still has me
I know this is all happening for a reason
And I know I just need to wait it out
But I’m not that kind of person
I’m determined to see the sky
I’m determined to have peace once more
So I will keep fighting this storm
I will not give up
Because I am stronger than this
I will overcome anything it throws at me
And I will make it to the eye of the storm
I will have peace
Even while everything is spinning around
I will see the marvellous blue sky again
Dec 6, 2018
Dec 6, 2018 at 11:01 PM UTC
Living through my tragic life, and then talking about it to the point where I can't even defend myself.
It's killing me.
There's no point to standing up for yourself.
And no point in arguing ever if you're right.
Living my life, and then being sad about it.
Telling people who can't help me.
It's like being on a treadmill.
It's exhausting without going anywhere.
Sep 15, 2017
Sep 15, 2017 at 1:06 AM UTC