#thougts
Why do I keep coming back to you
Even though you always make me blue?
Why do I even care what your thoughts are
When u don’t bother to even spare me a glance from afar?
I always seem so eager to please you, like a moth drawn to flame
Im attached and youre to blame.
I don’t think ill ever be the same, not right not, not ever again.
I know your thoughts now, predictable as ever. Banging on tables, is that your measure?
You are the reason im not mentally stable. yet, to let go of you, of that im not able.
But im the reason too. Because even though its torture, I still let you let me be blue.
Jan 31, 2025
Jan 31, 2025 at 2:50 PM UTC
never felt as much – thoughts on how this
crush had turned into love; and how it has
me questioning the value of time
_the right love at the wrong time_
if a sunflower grows wild in the winter;
would it still find it’s place to shine – we wait
for love on empty paths and our heart’s many
phases; this seems to be the phase of real love
_the right love at the wrong time_
still are any of our moments better than
the ones before… to be honest I doubt that,
when life gives us more – looking forward to
an unwritten future, whatever it paints out as
I find myself so drawn to you, in this
_right love at the wrong time_
Jan 14, 2025
Jan 14, 2025 at 10:48 AM UTC
I breathed deep
as my fingers curled on the wheel
and gripped leather,
my memory clutched at vinyl
the engine was running,
number plates grinning yellow
as the utter ******* torrent of thoughts
ignored the exhaust
the exhausting
I could drive out forward or reverse
well rehearsed either way
these wheels just don’t know
Jan 28, 2022
Jan 28, 2022 at 2:24 PM UTC
NEW YEAR
Its my year
Chinese animal
Year of the oxen
Strange to even include
Chinese but , I am
deeply devoted to what
shaped my life my spiritual soul
So grabbing the bull by the horns..
Good bye 2020
Not touching this year
Time to be ******* happy
Be adventurous
Live like today is all you got
cause it could be
Say I love you after every conversation
Be kind help a stranger or a neighbor
Laugh and do what you makes you happy
Thats it 🍻👊🤘🙏💖2021
🦏 Jennifer Rhinomom🦏
Jan 7, 2021
Jan 7, 2021 at 9:42 AM UTC
Simpler is the night
When all thoughts are in despair-
Everyone is sullen,
But not your soul.
May 3, 2019
May 3, 2019 at 8:19 AM UTC
Drowning in ignorance.
I've given up on myself.
I try to breathe out of bubbles of assurance.
But I die with every breath.
I've decided I want to be a spectator to my own pain
The outsider grieving over a theatrical game.
If I was mature enough maybe I'd laugh
However I'm just an orphaned stranger.
A child taking care of its mother.
And hahahaha isn't it funny we've heard the same story over and over again
Nothing new, everyone's sad right?
But nobody's sad over the same pain
We're self-sufficient only at night.
Have I reached that stereotypical age when all you want to do is sleep?
Oh and how society loves to call this self-discovery.
So I just chose Drowning.
Or dying.
To fulfill the purpose of our perfectly functional society.
Oct 11, 2018
Oct 11, 2018 at 1:01 PM UTC
As you learn to correct mistakes
Pain humbles so you can grow
Eyes will cry, hands will bleed
You will appreciate it later though.
The stony paths you walked
Regret that haunts your brain
Sleepless nights, thoughts left unsaid
Are the pieces falling into place.
Sep 23, 2018
Sep 23, 2018 at 1:51 PM UTC
*Enough!!!
Never will I let you
Make me feel
Less important
Ever again*
Jun 27, 2015
Jun 27, 2015 at 8:54 AM UTC