#thoughtsandfeelings
This consistent need to change
This burning desire to be better
Am I slowly changing for good
Or is it good that I am changing ?
I think a lot, speak a little
I dream a lot, act a little
This constant void that I feel in my Life
Why, why, why, I think to myself yet again
Caught in this trap of monotonous mind battles
Apr 11, 2025
Apr 11, 2025 at 2:05 AM UTC
so it feels
when I tumble down the rabbit hole of my mind -
an endless gray envelops the day
clouds blanket the sky,
suffocating the sun
as I drown in my thoughts
but soon –
vibrant rays of color and light burst forth,
warming my soul
melting my anxieties
reawakening my senses -
reminding me of the flavors of life
and once again -
I dabble in life’s small delights,
dancing in its wonder
with my heart ready to smile love
May 14, 2020
May 14, 2020 at 3:36 PM UTC