#thoughta
My brain is soaked
in lukewarm squalor
stagnant it stays
the same darkened
soiled rotten pictures
and I wade
through murky water
of memories
and I
feel at home
Dec 4, 2021
Dec 4, 2021 at 12:00 PM UTC
The bipolar life I live
Thoughts so thin
Like paper planes
They can fly so perfectly
Then crash to an island near by.
The bipolar human i am
My emotions mean nothing
My emotions mean something.
The bipolar thoughts i think
I feel so outgoing
I feel so unspoken.
What am I?
Who am I?
What am I doing?
Being bipolar is difficult
I can't speak those unspoken feelings
Can't express those running dark thoughts on my mind.
Feb 22, 2020
Feb 22, 2020 at 4:26 PM UTC
i'm sorry, I say
i swallowed myself whole
late last night
when no one was looking
rather
when I hid myself away
i ate myself
down past the bone
up to the neck
made wings of my thoughts
and made my getaway
my body is gone
i never missed it
but for when the absence of it
ached so hard I remembered
these wings made from
the flesh and feather of thought
can't carry the weight
of my head forever
Jul 21, 2018
Jul 21, 2018 at 11:25 PM UTC