#thirdstar
I've been standing in the water for a long time now
searching for the end,
but only tripping over stones in the pathway.
Someday my pain
will fade away,
but sadly I'll have to go as well
don't cry yourself to sleep.
It'll make me happy
to die while I still feel alive.
This disease has eaten all that I'm made up of.
Do this for me,
when I'm drifting away, please
hold me tight.
I rather not be alone.
Instead, point out my favorite constellations,
carve this date into a tree,
and sing to me.
Just please sing to me.
I'll find peace in your words and,
I'll catch the tears
that fall from your redden cheeks
and hold them close to me.
There's probably a better place somewhere
out there for me.
A place where there is no pain
and no suffering
because this cancer is slowly killing me,
and I can't live in this state anymore.
I'm sorry.
This world isn't for me
so I must leave.
I must leave.
Jul 26, 2013
Jul 26, 2013 at 8:18 PM UTC
he watches as his life set ablaze
with morphine and fireworks
29 candles and a red tent
that was an accident
he spoke with bated breath but now
with vigor and bravery
freedom and fear
and it's not your fault
he walked as his legs protested
with medicine and cigarettes
a camcorder and a cane
they maybe one of the lucky ones
he swam with a set intention
saltwater burning
putting up a fight
he's never felt so alive
for once he'll finish something
it was a happy one
and there's no tragedy in that
Nov 29, 2014
Nov 29, 2014 at 12:14 PM UTC